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This is an awareness post. I've tagged communities this person makes fanarts for most frequently, so if you're in these communities(or even if you're not), I encourage you to read, reblog and spread awareness of this artist and the things has done to minors.

Her username is @ rauthesnail and she was a member of a russian minecraft roleplay server(referred as SMP later on in this post) me and my younger sibling were in in 2024. She, at the age of 19, has groomed, manipulated and sexually harassed my younger sibling, who just became 13 years old during that time. Scroll down to see more information and confirmation that she was the one who did that and that she was aware that not only my younger sibling was a minor, but also the other people she has interacted with and initiated inappropriate dialogues with them.

So. I'm telling this story from my point of view, with some of the evidences being posts from our Telegram channels, since this is where russian SMP community is active the most, screenshots that confirm that they both had interacted, with everything in russian being translated to English.

Going back to the summer of 2024, we were on the SMP called AlterVerse. It had three "seasons", but me and my sibling got there on the second season, while the grooming began on the third season.

Back on the second season, I had interacted with Rau very briefly. Her character married my character's older brother and I wanted to have a lore a couple of times, at which she ignored me. Also, in the group chats of the server she used to talk to me in a very rude manner, which already made an impression of her not being the best person to be around.

Also, she had a habit of flirting with the player of my character's older brother in an inappropriate manner right on the server. It's okay with that player since he's an adult, but she also did that publicly, completely ignoring the fact that there might be minors around. She was generally so ignorant and such a freak when it comes to NSFW.

She approached my sibling before the third season started. Their characters shared species, and she used this as an excuse to plan lores with my sibling. During that time, they were only 12.

At this point I want to mention that Rau was an admin and an artist for this server. She was loved by all the members of this server, and because of that, barely anyone believed me when I noticed that something's wrong, and if they did - they didn't think it was a major issue.

They turned 13 when the server has opened, the lore with Rau[her character is named Morker, sometimes i'm going to refer to her as that] and my sibling, later referred as Molwee, had lores. With the lore, which soon enough started to have romantic implications, came arts made by Rau since she was THE server's artist i guess:

Even my sibling felt weird due to their character looking too small and even child-like near Morker. It's as if she intentionally exaggerated that.

a proof of this video being in her art Telegram channel and never being deleted.

By the artstyle I think it's obvious that this person is right whose username I left at the beginning. I hope that these proofs are enough and I don't need to have to add more of them for you to believe me.

Later on, there was an incident, where I, digging for diamonds with a giant drill from Create mod, accidentally found a lore building that I shouldn't have found. I opened the ticket to discuss it with the admins since I didn't know anything about it back then. But before opening the ticket, I also sent this screenshot to Molwee.

(it's an old screenshot so this is why it's said that it was "today")

All the admins had the access to the tickets apparently. Including Rau.

And this is what Molwee told me some days later:

She abused her admin privilege to make an impression on my sibling. I wonder why would she want to show something "cool" to them and make them see her as "cool" too, hm?

At this point, I already knew that there was something shady going on there, but I was too scared to say something publicly due to my sibling being my only close friend there and everyone praising Rau and liking her. Also, my sibling was mentioning too many times that they were "romancing Morker" which also seemed so, so odd for me.

TW: the following images and messages contain NSFW topics and discussions, grooming, manipulation and abuse of minors.

But then it got worse:

At this point I want to mention that their SMP character wasn't just an oc. It was their selfsona, something closer to them personally than just a character. I can compare it to how in the DreamSMP and QSMP content creators were separated from their character just briefly.

I'm not going to show you a full version of this art. I just want to clarify that it's a very explicit NSFW art and it's so genuinely disgusting to look at, especially considering that this character is a minor's self-insert.

Also, recently my sibling shared more of the conversations from their past DMs. Their chat is currently deleted on Telegram, but they saved it as a file before it happened. Here are the messages that expose the tone she had with them:

perhaps what.

During that time, they had a "trio" with another girl on this server named Siren (not as mythology creature, but rather as russian name for lilac flowers). She was younger than 16 at that time and Rau KNEW it, yet still didn't hold back from talking about NSFW topics:

"snakes" in this content means "dicks" by the way.

Oh, so we're doing a petplay with a confirmed younger-than-16 person while being almost 20?

Also, I'm not sure if it's worthy of mentioning since I don't have any screenshots to confirm this, but my sibling also told me that Rau hated a person named Darlen on this server for their character and their lore, but after finding out that this person is 14, she suddenly befriended this person and interacted with them a lot. Also, she "spied" on this person as another character. Yikes.

After some time, Rau, as me and my sib think, grew bored of Molwee. She decided to end their lore to move on to another person, which was heartbreaking for Molwee due to them being, obviously, attached to Rau and being groomed by her. She acted so annoyed by Molwee, as if she didn't actively flirt with them not only in the messages, but also on the server[ I asked them for a confirmation, and it turns out that she didn't only have NSFW flirts on the server with my character's older brother on the previous season. She was doing the same to my sibling]:

This resulted to Molwee having a mental breakdown, which Rau exposed in the admin chat for the other admins to see. What a disrespect of their privacy and trust:

Here I want to clarify that Molwee consented to me adding this part to this document. I discussed everything with them so they're revealing only the parts of this grooming they're comfortable with.

In December, lots of people left this server due to problems with admins, me and Molwee included. For a short time, we've all gathered to write a document on this server and expose the admins for everything they did. The most important part of it is us preparing to expose Rau as well. One of the people, who I'll just call "A 3rd party member" had an argument with Rau where they were blaming her and also revealed that she knew that they were a kid. Some parts of their argument:

oh yeah, because we all know that a kid can consent! /sarc

Also, don't get me wrong, but they both have talked to each other DAILY, in VC. She heard their childish voice, they told her school stories and generally experiences that kids have. She can't be THAT stupid to not know that she's talking to a minor.

After that argument, she gave Molwee a shitty apology:

Finally, Molwee blocked Rau. She had never been exposed for what she did until now. Years passed and she hadn't faced consequences for all the harm she caused to not only my sibling, but also for other minors who were sexualized and creeped on by her.

My sibling has diagnosed C-PTSD and Rau is one of the reasons of it. Words can't explain how awful their mental state was and how much they've suffered months, if not years, after that. Anything that even slightly resembled Rau or Morker triggered them deeply and made them feel ill, and I'm not even sure if they've fully recovered yet.

I don't want to make this about myself, but I was also harmed during everything that was happening that time. I was just 16 and I fought tooth and nail for my sibling's safety only for nothing to work. We had arguments with my sibling since they didn't think that they were manipulated, other people on the server didn't see this as a huge issue and some people even didn't consider it a grooming. I was constantly silenced and I was scared of Rau as fuck, she has always been mean and ignorant towards me even when I tried to be friendly. This affected my mental health and I still can't get over the guilt that I didn't do enough. That I couldn't even protect my sibling from this grooming.

But now I'm not scared and neither is my sibling. So Rau, if you're reading this: fuck you. I don't care how much time has passed, you're a disgusting pervert and you always were. You don't deserve a platform and neither you deserve people following you and stuff you post. No amount of apology will erase the damage you've caused to people.

As a conclusion, I also want to mention that Molwee is my sibling's deadname. They gave me a consent to use it in this post so there won't be any confusion on what's going on since this name is mentioned everywhere. Please don't refer to them with this name anymore.

So I've been thinking about Nurf's backstory lately and have seen a few posts where people said that he's a pretty overlooked character compared to Max who also has trauma, and I do actually agree cause I haven't really seen that many people talking about him.

He has an awful relationship with his dad who physically abused/choked him, it's implied that he got sexually assaulted/raped and he was labelled a "problem child" for just existing the way that he is. I think he needs more attention as a character. The potential for a lot of angsty stories with eventual healing/happy ending is there, what I will definitely read if I ever come across any.

He's also in my opinion one of the most complex characters in the series. He bullied others due to the way he grew up and due a lot of repressed emotions and also abused Preston but changed over the course of the series to have a better and healthier mindset. And also has standards when it comes to bullying, when he said he "only bullies Neil on Tuesdays, Thursdays and nondenominational holidays as he understands that he celebrates the Sabbath" and said that he "won't take part of the fake news plaguing society" when Campbell tried to frame David.

So…

Max’s father is a stern, bitter man; he has a quick temper and spends his time off work getting drunk at a bar. He has a poor relationship with his son, and they argue frequently.

Max’s mother suffered from postpartum depression and was never able to bond with her son. She is constantly tired and doesn't know how to handle Max’s bad behavior; she never wanted to be a mother. She takes antidepressants.

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@privygrid

So mine comes from among us, specifically around the time they added the account feature and you could generate random names and at some point i got "privygrid" and it like immediately resonated with me so i use it everywhere now

tags with my questions/guesses below the cut

tags below the cut (holy hell i have so many mutuals)

Mine hasn’t changed since I first got on tumblr as a 12 year old xD Breeze is my name and for the second part I love the song Moon River, also I was at the height of my moon!Varian obsession and I love to swim -> water -> river so it was a funny coincidence that it matched :3 also it sounded very fancy and aesthetic to young me xD

Tags: @heatherthetiredwriter @cloverofhope @torcheflamme @heavypicklebrokemydundunheart @emophobix @jazzi-bluebatz @deetheteadrinkingdragon @toothless101 @taillessjackal @dynamo300 @getsnuckup0n @gummyy-bunnyy

Yeah :V

Welp, passing this along!

@nameless-raven2365

@soysaucelobster

@simpystarrr

@sd-dookie

@keeana

@addy467

@saturnianballad

@rainofdauwuand0w0

@devikiu

@inkykat20

@thatonesp00n

@murdercables

@zurut

@catherinemchall

@scribbl3dog

@wd-jax

@emophobix

@just--mizu

@sylynshalah81

@scribbl3dog (my main), I've always loved to draw and write, so scribble, and I was fairly certain that my fursona would stay a dog, hence the dog, the 3 in the username is just there to look cool (and also since @scribbledog already exists), the 3 was inspired by the titles of Femtanyl songs

@scribblethedog (roleplay blog), I liked the scribble in my username so much that I made it the name of my fursona, who eventually branched out into her own character,

@thefatjolteon (reblog blog) was originally thefatflareon, but I really like yellow so I used jolteon so I could make the blog extra yellow, I used an eevelution since my sister really likes eevee and often makes us play where we both have to be eeveelutions where I always choose either flareon or jolteon, the 'fat' is self-expalantory, it flowed a bit better when I was called flareon but I kept it when I switched to Jolteon since there aren't a lot of adjectives starting with J that I vibe with

(Sorry that was very long)

@forgivemeomycyns @dragonfangstudios @urlocalmultifandomerxd @novnovv @astralpandamoniumfox @shadelordslap @gathering-teeth @realbakedtoast @oooo-iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii @freshdruidloremaster @the-cyn-official @the-other-j @emophobix

I was thinking about names that I could go by one night and ended up with BakedToast because I found the idea of bread that you toast in an oven silly since it's toast that wasn't made in a toaster, but it's still called toast.

And that's basically it! That's where it came from lol!

Your turn, moots!

So, I was pretty into Sonic as a kid as a lot of kids are, among other things.. Sally Face, for example, if you grew up the same way, you can probably guess more, but that's all that's important.

I used to make a lot of OCs, Sonic OCs, that I'd cross over to other fandoms, and out came 'Patch', Patch the Fox. A red and black female 3 tailed fox, yes I played that one Sonic Roblox RP game a lot, yes she was in that.

I've kept her for years, and, later down the line I got into Sally Face. I decided my girl needed a last name, that wasn't just 'Fox', so I took the last names of Sal and Larry, 'Fisher' and 'Johnson', and made Fis-on

Patch Fison

That's also why Fison is said 'Fish-on'.

My username is an OC I've used as a "persona" for years.

Alright moots.. gulp..

So I have a bunch of different usernames across different platforms, but one thing they all have in common is the word "Silly" because of a thing I had to do in theatre a long while back where I put a word that starts with the same letter as my first name (my first name starts with S) and since I'm self deprecating I didn't wanna do smart or sweet or something like that, but obviously we couldn't put anything negative, so I thought of silly since its not too positive but its not too negative either so now I use the word silly in all my users :3

my usernames are always something with lemons like lemonsareamazing (my discord), l3m0nxxx, and blah blah blah citrus blah. so basically i was one of those kids who would do some weird wacky shit to get attention and it was particularly when i had to pack my own lunches in the 5th grade. i packed a full cucumber, loose grapes, and other random things so one day my friend dared me to bring a full lemon and eat it at recess, peel and seeds and everything. so obviously i did.

i packed a lemon and gathered a few kids behind the bins and started eating it in its entirety (i almost vomited a few times) and yeah thats it. lemons have also been my favourite fruit for FOREVERRRRRRRR because i love sour foods.

so when signing up for discord and tumblr and other sites i was like "hey wait i need a username thats easy to remember. wait LEMON"

ps: i hate limes

okay moots :

I’ll let my ArtFight snippets do the rest of the talking:

The next bit included because I do not actually like being called “Stella” even though I’ve kind of gotten acclimated to it and do it self-referentially to public-facing platforms like this, especially since it’s easier for folx to remember, and people tend to misspell my “first” name or call me Nutella … sigh. Which is annoying on more than one level.

Come forth, my moots:

@caineyzooble

@caoscatu

@blorbospinninhouseplant

^why aren’t those working??

I just looked them up …

guess it’s some privacy setting maybe

@liketwoswansinbalance

@lazuli-starlight

@eagledrawsandvibes

@losingmymindoverpixelsrn

@angelicdirt

@coppersnowquail

@voidsweirdthoughts

@jibagoku3ds

@aristotle9writes

@loopy777

@ddblack0418

I mean, uh... Thank you, Metella.

(Told myself that if I found one interesting person to follow I would participate. Person found, so here I am... I'm shy AND introverted. I'd say don't @ me, but I already have been, so what's the use... :P)

once upon a time there was an app called Vent. and it was getting popular, especially around the kinnie community, right at the time i'd left my abusive ex. i decided i needed a rebrand - my various usernames were all from middle/high school. so i went to make a vent account (now defunct, lol)

i was so incredibly salty, particularly over this ex, but also in general. i think id even recently purchased a pin from sanshee that was just a sparkly salt shaker with the word SALTY.

salty seemed about right. but it's short (and was probably taken, i don't recall). i was trying to be more confident about myself, and i was determined that i was cute. a cutie. which could be abbreviated to qt - which also felt appropriate, as a sort of surname, as im used to having two last initials

thus, saltyqt. some places where i've used the name salty have not needed much explanation 😅 it is unfortunately very apt. when i was finally moving my tumblr name over, the full handle wasn't available so i added the dash. a similar thing happened with discord (which i waited until the last minute bc they were gonna pry my discriminators from my cold dead hands!!!)

so, yeah. i've drawn this out more than was necessary i suppose.

i'll tag some folx, why not, i'm feeling spontaneous. or just tag yourself if you want.

I made this account so long ago I don't remember lmao. Probably it's just two words that I thought sounded cool together, possibly I was humming Killing Moon at the time, I don't know. For internet security reasons I have different usernames everywhere so they're hard to keep track of sometimes

and Spicy Ginger Biscuits is one of the (many) names I gave to our neighbour's cat, one of the greatest cats to ever cat

I think I can guess roughly what most of my mutuals usernames mean so I'll just tag @thermywho because I'm curious and it always makes me think of Doctor Who

and @slashfuhrer because there just <i>has</i> to be a funny story attached to it.

Not really a funny story I'd say, but my first big fandom was the movie Seventeen Moments of Spring about a Soviet spy working in the midst of the Nazi intelligence apparatus during WWII to undermine their evil doings, and the characters' ranks all understandably end in -führer (the main character, the secret Soviet spy, holds the rank of Standartenführer and his boss Schellenberg is a Brigadeführer), so when I started writing slashfiction about these characters and became the first person online to really develop the fandom it made sense that I'd be slashfuhrer as in leader of the ppl writing gay smut about WWII spies

It's not that interesting but I've kept two usernames throughout the internet, Sherlouque and Sevstr. And I'm using that one for my Tumblr account, it came from Stephen Strange and Severus Snape's name together, hence “Sev-Str” since they've both been my favorite characters since I was twelve.

j1gsawz is a saw reference!! it’s really just a cool looking stylization of jigsaw lol. i think i started going by that username in late 2023. i’ve considered changing it since i’m not as big into saw anymore but rory j1gsawz has such a nice ring to it and it’s kind of iconic at this point >_<

connorconsumestrousers is a variation of connoreatspants... from my old dsmp days. I made this account in the midst of that fandom, so my friend recommended this user bc my name is connor 🤞 erm yeah !! ive thought abt changing it, but i think its too iconic

anyway heres the epic lore(its not very epic LOL)

abby is my nickname

and eggy comes from my favorite character ever: Magolor from the kirby series!!! its joked around by characters that he is egg shaped so thats that

and the z at the end is just so it sounds cooler :3

tags:

Yo yo yo 👀👀👀 HINTED MAXNEIL FANART YOOOOOO,, FOR MY BOYFRIEND @maxneilious AS A SWEET TREAT,, LIKE HE IS 👀👀👀👀

Hi guys!! I am participating in artfight this year so sorry if posts slow even more!! I wanna try to go to daily posts instead of my multiple times every few weeks but art fight is def gonna slow that 😭 but I’ll try!!

Also little sneak peak to a quick redraw I’m doing (I gotta redraw Edward’s hair ignore it for now)

Thank you :3