Even tho I had a pretty good day today and felt good for the most part when I went to go see my psychiatrist for my appointment I thought to myself, why can't I just be normal? Why do I have to always go to therapy and psychiatrist appointments? Why do I have to take meds everyday? Why do I have to track my moods and take extra care of myself than most people do? But then later I said, fuck that! What is "normal"? It's a relative term and everyone's definition of normal is different. Just because I do all of these doesn't mean anything negative, they are just part of who I am. My mental illness is part of me but it does not define me entirely. So fuck being normal!












