Aug 15
nothing more invalidating than when my mom says im not manic when i tell her i am and can feel it so clearly
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nothing more invalidating than when my mom says im not manic when i tell her i am and can feel it so clearly
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Genuinely what's wrong with me. Like sexually... Me when manic episodes can cause increased sex drive but I'm not in a manic episode... I don't think... Me when hypersexuality isn't researched enough to have an actual category of disorder or symptoms associated with it... Or if it's a symptom of another disorder... I hate my life...
when you’re hypomanic do y’all ever just have a voice in your head that is constantly screaming
well, i'm definitely having a hypomanic episode. i've been suspicious for a few days now but last night i went to bed and lay awake, vibrating, for five and a half hours. my watch says i fell asleep an hour before that but i was awake when the sun came up so maybe my body was managing to rest but my mind certainly was not.
i do feel pretty in control at the moment in terms of curbing impulsive behaviours but i'm very irritable, very frustrated, got too much noise in my head. for some reason it's hard to visualise my oc's, like there's a lot of cloudiness around that and i don't know why but it's aggravating. as they usually pull me through all this.
the sleep struggle has been ongoing for a few days, which added to my suspicions, but last night was the worst so far. i'm not too sure how to handle a repeat of it, as in get up and try to tire myself out, or whether tonight will somehow be better. we will just have to see.
it would be great if i could talk to a psychiatrist about this but, as per usual, i'm not booked until september and am with yet another, new, junior doctor. even though the duty care worker told me that given my diagnosis, i should be with a consultant. UK mental health care coming through as always. 🫠🫠🫠
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