Scarlet Scythe

Hey!

I'm back. 😈☪️

Just had therapy for the first time since getting DX'd, but for me personally I had never been to therapy before.

It was... Interesting.

She was really understanding, up until I told her how many headmates I've got.. ://

She was skeptical it seemed, and only gave vague answers.

I didn't feel comfortable telling her I am a Fictive though I did tell her the basis of the source of some of us in @thelucifersesystem.

I don't know if that means I should find us a new therapist or not, because all I got out of her, was that the amount of us in the headspace is "alot" but she didn't fully dismiss us.

I don't know what the point of sharing all of this is, but I figure what have I got to lose?

maybe I shouldn't say that... lmao

We are free for the rest of the day, so expect alot more blogs elaborating on each of us, but specifically me. :P

See you soooon... <3

So, like @thelucifersesystem mentioned, we have therapy today for the first time since getting DX'd...

Pretty anxious, ngl.

I hope it goes well, I've never really been to therapy before but since I'm the main driver [fronter] today, it's kinda my responsibility to portray everything that has happened as of the past two weeks, and...

Spoiler Alert!

IT'S A FUCKING LOT, MAN.

We made a list, of a lot of the main things we have been dealing with, including some severe emotional flashbacks, especially recently these past few days.

I am glad I love to write, at least, and I am getting the rest of us in the system to be able to write too, thankfully!

I, or rather probably we, will update you all upon therapy completion, and please send good vibes our way... We will need it.. <3

IDK why, but I feel somewhat foreign to this uni and apparently I star in a whole ass series starring The Luciferse Universe...

Weird.

Any other Fictives feel detached from their sources and wanna chat?

If so, like this and I wiil dm you, or you me.

So, finally feeling better so I get to come out and play!

I love when I get to come out and blog, our headspace has grown as a whole now to an entire city!

We usually had been constantly in the impala driving quite literally, but now we have buildings!

It is so cool in here, but again, I love when I get to come out and play. <3

Hey fellow systems!

I am sick and tired.

We are off of our moda and it is fucking rough.

Did I mention we are all out of weed too?

Good Morning my fellow systems!

So, super cool I still get to drive today, kind of nice doing this whole tumblr thing because normally we end up planning out every platform the host would sign up for [which got a little annoying ngl].

So what's the difference with tumblr?

I chose tumblr so we each would have a place to safely publish any sort of writing each of us creates and know it's a place to share thoughts with like-minded individuals, too!

Why is this world so different? I thought I loved it here, still do--sort of.

Is it weird to like, post random short blurbs? I guess ever since we got DX'd, it has felt really fucking freeing to have the ability to be ourselves, so we wanted to try, or rather I was the one with the idea to, create individual tumblr blogs!

That’s right, I am a full blown fictive alt as a part of a Dissociative Identity Disorder System of over 50+ alts called The Luciferse. I want to introduce myself some to all of you, and even though I am still learning who I am, I thought I would share a little bit anyways. ❤️

I was formed by my author and fellow headmate Amethyst Siren [soon to have her own blog, too!], I am in a 24 year old body, but I personally am an age-slider ranging from 19-21 at this point.

I love to write dark fics, and soon to be fan-fics from Harry Potter and SPN [Kind of obsessed, tbh.] Currently, I am actually age 19, and I am really loving the freedoms of this universe as my home uni, the Luciferse was erm-a bit, stressful.

I share a head space with over fifty+ other head mates, and we all get along fairly well, which is awesome.