"What if im faking and i just have a horrible memory?"

"Yeah bro, what if"

....

PHYSICALLY NO, because nobody else in this FUCKING FLESH SUIT OF HELL even attempts to get us in shape. Very frail unfortunately and i do NOT LIKE IT HERE.

Day 4

Im feeling a lot more out body than other days. I think its making my self harm urges worse T_T

L has been quiet in the past hour but she'll randomly call me "stupid" or something along those lines if I mess up. She's quite mean and angry..

I've been talking to Linn! Although I have been very slow at replies, he has been very nice and understanding. He's an absolute sweetheart.

Specifically Gabriel x Sam Winchester

*throws jelly beans at you*

Just realized I was actually a total loner in my source

Day number 3 of proper existence.

One of my headmates had a mental breakdown and bit herself/us really hard. Ouch.

Last night I had to deal with some rather gory thoughts from 2 of my headmates. I am still getting used to sharing thoughts with people.. especially them.

Currently, at 11am, She (I'll call her L for short of her name) and I are the only two in front. She has decided to act like nothing happened last night.