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finding beauty in the mundane
@peanut-jelly
em/ollie ⋆ he/it ⋆ minor
still learning how to be alive
i'm fond of making people laugh, cats, music, stars, and life
unnecessary hate will not be tolerated. on this blog, we fight for love.
✩ here's a link to the trevor project, a queer helpline! remember, if you are struggling, you deserve love and recovery <3
✩ finally, if you know me irl, follow me at @emilem-forevermore! not here!
✩ okay, me time ✩
✩ personal ✩
✩ i go by em online but you'll see me call myself ollie as well so that's chill too ✩
✩ he/it pronouns ✩ xe/xem is fine ✩ no fem terms ✩
✩ MINOR ✩ don't be weird. ✩
✩ some fun facts ✩ my birthday is april 8th ✮ i'm 5'0! ✮ ✮ a black belt in taekwondo! i don't do it anymore tho ✮ i can't play any instruments, but would like to learn guitar ✮ EST time zone! usa ✮ @elizarivers and @sleepy-boything-shit are my parents i think
✩ i have the best partner in the entire world, @charlie-the-saurus (go follow their poetry @charliesaurus1216 ) but i'm poly and will talk about other crushes and such as well!! ✩
✩ nickname list: emilem, gay little frat boy, cheeto boy, leaf boy, catboy tea, em and em, flavor unknown, squirrel, olliepop, furry orb ✩
✩ fandoms + interests ✩
✩ music ✩ noah kahan ⋆ hozier ⋆ 1D ⋆ ayesha erotica ⋆ doechii ⋆ sofia isella ⋆ florence & the machine ⋆ sinners soundtrack⋆ i like most genres!!! i LOVE LOVE LOVE music <3
✩ movies ✩ i saw the tv glow ⋆ theater camp⋆ sinners ⋆ frankenstein ⋆
✩ books ✩ warrior cats ⋆ godly heathens ⋆ agggtm ⋆ body's a bad monster
✩ other interests ✩ french ⋆ spanish ⋆ chinese ⋆ italian ⋆ psychology ⋆ poetry ⋆ writing ⋆ art ⋆ the human body ⋆ nature ⋆ sociology ⋆ music ⋆ cats ⋆ dogs ⋆ cannibalism ⋆ boys ⋆ my partner ;)
✩ socials ✩
✩ poetry blog -> @emilems-poetry ✩
✩ therian/nonhuman blog -> @emilems-a-cat ✩
✩ reblogs + shitposts -> @femininemilem ✩
✩ basically my other main lmao -> @emilem-forevermore ✩
✩ youtube (i dont use it but) -> emilem-forevermore ✩
✩ scratch -> emilem-forevermore or EmmyTheCat_Jayfire ✩
✩ pinterest -> emilemforevermore GO FOLLOW ME!! ✩
✩ moots can dm for other tumblr blogs, insta, spotify, and other stuff if they wanna know <3 ✩
✩ other! ✩
✩ moots masterpost ✩ not currently up to date. one day....
✩ my favorite post (tw for self harm mentions) and my other favorite post (tw for sui mentions)
✩ no dni, but i block as i see fit and do not like discourse. i may not follow adults bc. duh <3
✩ i may bite, but i'm not scary! please interact! dm! send me stuff! ily!
✩ reminder: i try to be inclusive and kind, but i am not perfect and will make mistakes! always let me know if i say or do something wrong! i'll try my best to do better <3
✩ with that, welcome to my blog! you are loved!! ✩
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I am sick. this sucks balls. my will is made of iron but my immune system couldn't keep up. I'm going to eat a pop tart and sulk for the rest of the day
One time when I was a kid a group of girls and I had to treat another student for hypothermia by ourselves because she had so many invisible health issues that the adults we asked for help didn't believe us. The student in question was actively hallucinating. When I finally ran for help the people I grabbed were slow as shit to respond, casually joking about how "dramatic" the person in question was.
The kid was picked up by an ambulance 30 minutes later.
Now as an adult working in security I get SO MANY folks- upper-middle aged mostly- coming to me to 'rat out' people they think are faking it.
I was once sent into a bathroom because a client demanded that the "fucker won't get out, so go drag them out"- I was NEVER going to do that, so I did a wellness check instead. You know who it was? A person recently released from the hospital after a car accident. They had a hole in their skull and major hearing loss. They couldn't answer the owner because they couldn't HEAR the owner.
Another time about a homeless man who got around town by kicking the ground from his wheelchair. "You know he doesn't actually need that thing, his legs work fine, it's just for pity points"- Oh, so he's not paralyzed, his wheelchair is performative? Funny story Dale, I actually know that guy, he was backed over by a truck and has chronic pain from his shattered pelvis. But sure, let's make him stand up and walk everywhere so nobody feels too bad for him and tries to help him or something.
"She doesn't need that scooter, I've seen her get out of it."
"Look how fat he is, because he just rides around and refuses to get up."
"She doesn't really need that cane- she comes here without it all the time"
Sincerely, truly, from the bottom of my heart- as someone who isn't physically disabled but hears this shit all the time- fuck off
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well maybe you should blearily wake up at 5:08 in the pre-dawn light and find the sleeping soft tiny mammal body of your cat just inches from your head like a miracle too beautiful for speech, and you should rustle one hand out from your blankets to rub fingertip circles across the warm eggshell dome of her little velvet-wrapped skull and on the bristly patches just where the cups of her ears begin, and as she inclines her head into your fingers and purrs without ever opening her little eyes you should feel a love so tender that you understand how that love could have reached out from the fireside into the inky spangled nights long gone to reach her, and then you'll feel better
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Literally the definition of imperialism and classism. Doesn’t matter how many peasants you sacrifice as long as the most powerful piece is left standing
still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOOLLLLLL (still have tests but anyway) this was such a good year omg i met the best people and im so much happier. what an amazing year :’)
i love this school bro….. we registered for next years classes this morning but had an hour to do it and most people took 15 minutes and everyone in my forum just talked to each other it was so funnnnn
my friend complained about a teacher giving her certain grades with bad policies and then my forum leader said she wouldn’t do that and anyway shoutout my forum ily guys…
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i love this school bro….. we registered for next years classes this morning but had an hour to do it and most people took 15 minutes and everyone in my forum just talked to each other it was so funnnnn
my friend complained about a teacher giving her certain grades with bad policies and then my forum leader said she wouldn’t do that and anyway shoutout my forum ily guys…
I have started calling it "monkey see monkey do misogyny" not because these little shits aren't a danger to other children but because I'm so sick of people reacting like "he's too young to truly MEAN it" and I don't care because I'm not worried about his immortal soul or whatever. I care about the girls who have to hear the exact same words in the exact same order as a grown man who hates them, in class. And then be expected to concentrate on long division.