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Sometimes when I’m staring down the barrel of the hundreds of thousands of dollars it will cost, months to years of recovery time and multiple rounds of surgery involving removing unwanted organs and reconstituting my flesh into a brand new body part that still won’t do everything I want it to in order to feel more myself I wish I lived in the fantasy reality people like this did where “masculinizing surgeries” were “just about everywhere you look.” Unfortunately this is the real world, where medical misogyny doesn’t disappear when you switch your pronouns and in fact gets much much worse in most regards because the already paltry research on your body parts gets even more sparse once you start changing things. I won’t even dignify the misinformation around “testosterone supplements” being “easy to access” because as usual it’s one made with extreme privilege in mind (that being, the privilege to play with the law and risk a controlled substance charge) other than to say that it’s tiresome. Also very telling how this person felt the need to call in flying monkeys who aren’t even transmasc (who are both also WHITE vs OP who is a black man) to comment on things they have no business speaking on, while making up shit OP literally did not say. Deeply unserious and disgusting behavior.
No, I'm unfortunately pretty sure prev genuinely thinks that testosterone supplements - which are the equivalent of snake oil for one and for two are meant for CIS men, not trans men - are equivalent to testosterone. You know, a literal controlled substance that it's a felony to get without a prescription, which you need a valid ID to even pick up from the pharmacy due to that. Testosterone supplements are vitamins not actual testosterone, but I genuinely think prev thinks it's the same thing.
As for the masculinizing surgeries everywhere - I think prev is seeing surgeries for cis men that help them look more masculine and assuming that the same thing is needed for trans men which is.. An astonishing level of ignorance, honestly, but that is the only way any of that statement makes any sense at all.
For anyone reading this. Testosterone is a controlled substance. That means DIYing it or buying it over the counter - anywhere except the Phillipines from what I've heard where it's OTC but you still need to go into a pharmacy for it - is a felony. You need to go through all the same hoops trans women would for their estrogen, which is to get a gender dysphoria diagnosis and often years of therapy before you can even consider getting on it. Some places have informed consent where you can skip that step, but that is incredibly rare - in my own state, a blue one, there was one clinic that did this and they recently shut down. And even once you receive it, you have to get it at a pharmacy with a valid ID like any other controlled substance. Whereas estrogen is not a controlled substance.
That list that they're talking about putting trans women on for their estrogen? Yeah people on testosterone are already on that list and have been for years. They track people who get controlled substances and T is one of those substances. You can't hide being on it from any medical provider. It's almost like ignoring the plights of trans men and mascs - which shocker overlap with other trans folks' issues - is now causing other problems. I've said it before and I'll say it again, we need to be more united. And don't get me wrong, the list they're talking about putting trans women on is horrible - but it's not okay that ANY trans person is on a list. They're just holding trans women to the same standard transmascs have been on for a while now and it's shit.
As for surgery. Look into phallo and metoidoplasty. There literally is not even a doctor who does FTM bottom surgery in my state. The closest provider is 2 states away. Thankfully I do not want bottom surgery but as someone disabled on a limited income it literally is not an option for me to travel to get that if I ever did. Phallo and meta are often surgeries trans men and mascs have to travel states away to receive and save up for years to get, and often either of those surgeries require removing ovaries etc first, depending on provider, so that's more money and more travel time. And you know how cis women have trouble convincing doctors to do surgeries to remove ovaries and everything? Yeah guess who else that affects. I'll wait.
I'm tired of the misinformation. None of this is easy to receive or "everywhere you look". Top surgery even is something I'd eventually like but there is literally no provider who takes my insurance for it in my state. Even top surgery - arguably one of the easier to access surgeries - is not always easy to access.
Rant over.
The people rushing to condemn the team that signed Isaac Ranson, as well as Isaac himself, are missing a really important piece of context too which isn't surprising because BSky and Tumblr are the Nuance Allergy Sites
The team didn't make the "AGAB-only and no T" rules; the league did.
The team, in defiance of the league's wish to remove trans people from public life entirely, offered Isaac a supportive and safe environment (note that they have never misgendered him, they are very vocal about calling HIM their MAN teammate). They didn't ask him to change his name or pronouns; they let him be who he is. And the people saying "well he's not being gendered correctly if he's on the woman's team duh!" are too busy sticking their fingers in their ear screaming LALALALA to get it.
So let's be clear: the team offered Isaac safety and solidarity at a time when the sport he loved, that brought him joy and meaning, was trying to force him out. They said, you can be yourself and play with us. We don't have the authority to put you on the men's team or let you take T, but you can play with us.
And this wasn't a risk-free act! Doing this has every likelihood of opening them up to ridicule and even threats from rightwing and TERFy media who will talk about a team letting on a "mentally ill girl who is a known former doper"! They are very likely to receive death threats over this! And they did it anyway!!
And still, they are being labeled as transphobes for the actions of their league, and Isaac is being labeled a coward for not giving up his life's passion for literally NOTHING. (You think anyone's mind on trans people in sports is going to be changed because Isaac kept playing soccer no matter the cost? You think anyone who was in favor of non-AGAB-segregated sports now supports it because Isaac is on a woman's team?)
I hate it here.
PS: Isaac did not owe it to you whiny assholes to give up on his passion to make you more comfortable. I think his refusal to give up was admirable, and I also think he has every right to say that his gender is only one part of who he is, and that he considers his identity as a soccer player more central to who he is than taking gender-affirming medication. If I had a choice between never being allowed to write again, or never being seen as nonbinary again, I would choose writing in a heartbeat. I'd kill myself if I couldn't write anymore. But I lived over 20 years not being seen as nonbinary, and I could survive 20 more if I had to.
Not everyone defines their gender the same way as you. To some people, it's "death before detransition" and to others, it's "detransition before death." It's not your right to judge what other people get to answer to that- it's only your right to decide where you yourself fall.
Good for Isaac for finding a way to do the thing that brings him joy in a safe environment. I'm going to see if the team sells any merch online.
also to be fucking clear about something: me posting about loving trans men, transmasculinity, dykes and butches ultimately has nothing to do with my sexual/romantic attraction or lack thereof.
i am writing about queering masculinity, about the beauty of transmasculine self love, about the wide and wondrous cosmos that is masculinity when absolved of societal hostility and hegemony because i think they deserve to be written about and i find them breathtaking and i find that they give me breath when society has me feeling like i'm suffocating.
i love and cherish transmasculinity, transmasc people, trans men, butches, queer masculinity and all thats in between not because it gets my rocks off but because i find it so profoundly awe-inspiring and i want others to be able to let go off their internalized self hatred, anxiety and fear so that they can see themselves that way.
i grew up with so much self hatred for my baby-butch-supposed-to-be-a-man self and i have found a whole world inside of my exploration of liberated masculinity and i need others to see that too.
so no: i'm not writing about this because i'm attracted to trans men and transmasculine people, i write about it because i needed to read that shit when i was still so full of self hatred, my carnal desires towards specific transmasc individuals i can put aside for a moment; but my love for all we are and all that we can be i cannot.

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ive said this before but it was on my old blog so I'm saying it again
dehumanizing abusers is not effective at doing anything other than make people think they're ontologically incapable of violence
it's also creating a class of people who you can abuse while telling yourself that you're Good and Moral and Not an Abuser.
if you dehumanize the caught abusers then the uncaught abusers will use their humanity as proof of innocence
if you dehumanize the hypothetical abusers you create incentives for false accusations as a means of dehumanization whenever dehumanization is desired for other reasons
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So we have transmisogyny for trans women, lesphobia for lesbians, biphobia for bi people, gayphobia for gay men, aphobia, arophobia, intersexism, etc. Basically everyone gets their word, but trans men specifically are not allowed to do the same thing because, supposedly, trans men are completely unique in the queer community in that they don't experience any specific oppression.
I call bullshit.
Even if we chalk up the marginalization of trans masculine people to a form of misogyny (a big if and I do not believe this is the case, but lets play devil's advocate for just a moment) it is necessarily a unique expression of misogyny. Trans masculine people are not treated like cis women, therefore we can't approach their advocacy as if they are cis women, and they need to be able to talk about their marginalization in a way they feel properly communicates it and emphasizes their unique struggles.
Just let them call it what they want to. Anything else is splitting hairs over verbiage when we are talking about advocacy for a group that is subject to extreme prejudice, often in the form of violence (most studies put it on par or worse than the violence experienced by trans women.)
Focusing on minor quibbles over the strict accuracy of verbiage that doesn't matter at all is part of what I am calling bullshit on. It is reminiscent of people who quibble over using the word "homophobia" because phobia implies fear instead of hate. Who cares what they call it. Get your priorities straight.

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Sorry, but if you really want to understand a topic or truly re-educate yourself, you really do have to get into longform content one way or another. There's no way around it. The stuff you need can't be summed up in a snappy 250 word answer.
youll also need to get used to sometimes having to look up vocabulary unbeknownst to you
'trans men haven't upheld their weight in the community at the same level that lesbians and trans women have' a lot of those lesbians were trans men and mascs but you're all not ready for that conversation
#a mixed Black transmasc woman very likely sparked the stonewall uprising (storme delarverie)#and yet somehow we never fucking hear about her! even when people talk abt the trans and Black origins of Stonewall!#& when it comes to feminist stuff as ive said before#transmascs often find inspiration in cis women in history who resisted misogyny#yet cis women REFUSE to ever find inspiration in transmascs who resisted misogyny and transphobia#have trans men failed to uphold their weight or can you not tolerate visible transmasculinity
actually adding my tags. ik op also talked about Stormé in the notes but like. i really do find it so frustrating how he has been completely neglected as a historical figure. to the point where there's a lot of people who will, when talking about the erasure of Black trans people from Stonewall history, will immediately jump to talking about Marsha P. Johnson (who, while a vital figure in US queer history who deserves the attention she has started to receive from the community, did not start the uprising and arrived to them later) and continue to credit her with "throwing the first shotglass." but they don't even know who Stormé is, despite again, it being at the very least equally if not more likely she was actually involved with sparking the uprising.
and its even more frustrating because part of the reason its likely isn't just Stormé's own recollection, but because there are other reports that the uprising was kicked off when the cops arrested, specifically, a person seen as female who was wearing male clothing and was being violently arrested for FTM crossdressing. FTM activists were trying to raise awareness about this in 1989. like people specifically saw (even if it wasn't Stormé) a butch dyke getting arrested explicitly for wearing too many men's clothes and not enough women's clothes.
and yet, no one ever. fucking talks about this. no one who specifically is trying to talk about the erasure of trans people from queer activism mentions this. and we should all be asking, ourselves and each other, why? a lot of people don't want to have this conversation because it asks a lot of us, but that's exactly why its so vital to have responsibly.
Stonewall is as much myth as it is historical event, especially at this point in time. and how we choose to narrate it matters, even though we (should) all know that we will never know the full exact story, nor do we need to because, again, much of its importance is serving as a grounded myth of the birth of organized queer resistance in the US. And the fact is, there is every reason for us to tell a version of this myth which highlights that the inciting moment for queer people being fucking done with the constant acts of violence, was a mixed Black transmasc woman, a drag king who identified as a transgender warrior in Leslie Feinberg's book of that name, being violently arrested for his transmasculine presentation.
and not only is that not the version we tell, there's often no trace of transmasculinity at all in how we remember Stonewall or any queer historical events. & op is so. so incredibly right in prompting people to critically examine that absence. because i do believe if Stormé was a femme lesbian, people would be a lot more invested in making sure people know about the lesbian woman who started Stonewall. almost like, on an unconscious collective level, we see transmasculine figures as undesirable when it comes to being community icons, martyrs, heroes, theorists, creatives, etc.
anyways, for those curious, here's Stormé's recollection of Stonewall, from this interview:
The conversation turned to the night in June of 1969 at the Stonewall Inn where she made history. Quite a few friends, writers and historians over the years have identified her as the tough cross-dressing butch lesbian who was clubbed by the NYPD, which evoked enough indignation and anger to spur the crowd to action. She was identified as the Stonewall Lesbian in Charles Kaiser’s book The Gay Metropolis, and her scuffle with the police has been mentioned a few times in passing by The New York Times in the past couple of decades. Then in the January 2008 issue of Curve Magazine she identified herself as the Stonewall Lesbian in a detailed interview with writer Patrick Hinds, an excerpt of which is below: I asked her if she still remembered that night. She answered in the affirmative. After the cop hit her on the head, she socked him with her fist. “I hit him,” she said. “He was bleeding.” A natural protector, she has worked as a security guard at a few of the lesbian bars in the city. I spoke to her friend, Lisa Cannistraci, who has known her for around 25 years. Now one of the owners of lesbian bar Henrietta Hudson, Cannistraci said that DeLarverie worked as a security guard at the original Cubby Hole, located at 438 Hudson Street, starting in 1985. Cubby Hole eventually moved to the corner of West 4th and West 12th. Then Henrietta Hudson opened at the 438 Hudson Street location, and DeLarverie continued working there until 2005. “Until she was 85 years old?” I asked her. Cannistraci said yes.
also, just to drive home the point, the community ignoring Stormé was not a harmless act. he developed dementia later in life and did not receive the support that she fucking deserved from the community:
In March, Farrell, who lived next door to DeLarverie at the Hotel Chelsea, found DeLarverie disoriented and, uncharacteristically, asking for help. DeLarverie was shaking and dehydrated, and she was taken to and treated at the nearby St. Vincent’s Hospital. No next of kin has been located, and she no domestic partner. Friends say that she had a long term relationship with an aerialist and burlesque performer, but that was “a long time ago.” With no one in her life legally able to make health care decisions, she was given a court appointed a guardian: the Jewish Association for Services for the Aged (“JASA”). She remained at the hospital as doctors ascertained her ability to care for herself. When St. Vincent’s went bankrupt and closed abruptly, she was transferred to the nursing home. SAGE, an advocacy group for elderly members of the LGBT community, has also been offering assistance. Her friends say that communication with the aforementioned groups has been inadequate and a source of frustration, and they feel powerless to improve her situation. [...] DeLarverie continued emceeing and singing after Stonewall — at gay events and at benefits. Her friend Williamson Henderson, President of the S.V.A., told me that she hosted an annual gay nightlife event, The Gay Bar People’s Ball, where all of the movers and shakers of NYC gay nightlife would congregate and receive awards. “It was an event that was well known and a big deal,” he said. In Sam Bassett’s film, DeLarverie said that she continued to sing at benefits for battered women and children, remarking “Somebody has to care. People say, ‘Why do you still do that?’ I said, ‘It’s very simple. If people didn’t care about me when I was growing up, with my mother being black, raised in the south.’ I said, ‘I wouldn’t be here.'” What does the future hold for DeLarverie? Cannistraci told me that she is currently in the process of petitioning for legal guardianship of DeLarverie and hopes to move her into a brighter, more modern nursing home with a larger staff and activities for the residents — and one where a friend of DeLarverie’s already resides. “She was a protector of the community, and [her situation] is heartbreaking,” she said. [...] DeLarverie’s situation is, unfortunately, not unique, and it highlights some of the issues faced by gay and lesbian seniors. It is unclear whether DeLarverie has no surviving family members or whether she has surviving family members but simply lost touch with them over the years. Many elders become isolated from their families, either because of family disapproval or because they moved away from their families to a big city with a large gay and lesbian population, thereby becoming out of sight and out of mind. If they do end up in a retirement home or nursing home, there is also the issue of whether other residents will have a problem with their sexual orientation. Furthermore, in many states, same-sex partners cannot be legally bound, and if there is no next of kin, one can end up being a ward of the state. If the Rosa Parks of the gay community can end up in a nursing home among strangers like other forgotten elderly men and women, it is certainly a wake up call.
idk not to get on a soapbox here on op's post, but i think Stormé is such a good example of how this "lack" of transmasc contributions to the community is actually a sign of anti-transmasculinity. i want you to think about how Stormé's race and trans*masculinity made the labor she did for the community, for decades, invisible.
#Stormé DeLarverie#this genuinely makes me want to chew glass every time i think about it#like frankly if you don't know about /any trans men contributing to queer rights/ you should Not be bragging about it#bc it just means you do NOT know your history#are you a queer trans person with access to transition? you Better put respect on Lou Sullivan's name#or hell do you have Actual Access to Medical Transition At All ???#Jamison Green WROTE the policy that formed the groundwork for medical transition AND anti-discrimination policies across the US#i mean hell Gavin Grimm's court case aiming to officially classify bathroom bills as discriminatory was only 5 years ago#and he was a fucking /teenager/ when that ball started rolling#if you think trans men and transmascs are not and have not ALWAYS been involved in community activism#you are simply uneducated and you should be ashamed of that
^^^ all of this + Gavin Grimm not only did that, but he didn't benefit basically at all. he graduated before the case was decided, and he only got $1 from it. Gavin was left traumatized and poor and has since struggled with housing. And I personally have never heard his name mentioned in discussions of vital modern trans activists in the US. Sounds familiar, doesn't it? Fuck, I've barely heard his name ever, and I'm a queer from the DMV (region in the northeast USA) who has been pretty involved in my local queer community, so there's really no excuse.
You can still donate to his GoFundMe if you'd like. From this article:
As Donald Trump rolled back LGBTQ+ rights, including banning trans servicemembers from the military and authorizing homeless shelters to exclude trans people, Grimm won repeated court victories. But his school district appealed. One court of appeals judge compared Grimm to the historic American plaintiffs who challenged slavery, Japanese concentration camps, segregation and bans on interracial and gay marriage. A 2020 ruling offered a “resounding yes” in favor of the constitution and civil rights laws protecting trans students from discrimination. Grimm graduated before the case was resolved and never got to return to his school’s boys’ bathrooms. In 2021, the supreme court allowed Grimm’s victory to stand, and the school board was ordered to pay $1.3m in attorney’s fees. Grimm, however, only got a symbolic $1. To secure damages, Grimm would’ve had to give the opposition’s lawyers access to his medical records to scrutinize the cause and extent of his emotional distress, a process he couldn’t stomach after years of fighting. The idea he’d have to prove his anguish was unbelievable to his mom, who can’t shake the memories of her son becoming suicidal. Grimm doesn’t regret moving on without damages. But he desperately could’ve used financial help – especially as the trauma of his childhood began to catch up with him. [...]
happy pride! credit transmasculine people or shut the fuck up
while we're here, might as well add on that not only was the Stonewall Uprising likely kicked off by a transmasculine person resisting state violence because of their masculine presentation, but the transmasculine people & other queer (perceived-)women of the nearby Women's House of Detention rioted in solidarity:
"The House of D [was] 500 feet from the Stonewall Inn," Ryan says. "On the first night of the riots, people incarcerated in the prison could actually see what was happening out their windows, and they started a riot all their own, setting fire to their belongings and throwing them down to the streets below while chanting 'Gay rights! Gay rights! Gay rights!'" By the '50s and '60s, Ryan estimates, "around 75% of the people incarcerated in the House of D are queer in some way." In the 1960s, the prison began marking gay prisoners with a "D" for "degenerate," and placing them into solitary confinement because they were considered a "danger to other women."
credit transmasculine people or shut the fuck up.
stormé dalarverie btw bc we not only remember marsh p as we should (although we often forget WHY weve been "remembering" her past tense for so long and we often forget who we should be remembering alongside her) but nearly any queer worth their salt can put an image to her face and we absolutely should be able to do the same for stormé
Hey so if you think a transmasculine interpretation of a work is lesser or wrong than a transfeminine interpretation, that's transphobic as fuck
katy Perry is disgusting oh my god
Ruby Rose just came out with accusations against KP, too.
Diversity win! Rich and famous serial sexual assaulter is a girlboss
“No one with actual power over trans men hate you for being men.”
Oh, they absolutely hate trans men for being trans men, specifically.
Transphobes don’t go, “grrr trans people are evil, but you’re a man and that’s fine.”
Transphobes hate us for claiming our genders.
When it comes to trans men, transphobes, especially cis men transphobes, absolutely hate trans men for being men because by claiming they’re men trans men call into question the systems cis man transphobes have bought into. The systems which tell him that he is owed subservience because he has a penis, and which cis men have through history up to this very day have policed each other on in terms of who is “real man enough” to be actually accepted as a man.
A trans man is not comforting to those people, he’s a direct threat specifically for claiming manhood.

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Transfem is not the same as trans woman.
Transmasc is not the same as trans man.
transmasc and transfem are not catch-all terms.
They aren't umbrella terms.
I'm actually starting to lose my mind about this because I keep seeing it, it's so widespread now and I feel so bad for nonbinary people whose term was basically stolen to mean the entire trans community = transmasc and transfem, not to mention the audacity to leave out nonbinary in nearly every conversation using these terms too.
This of course does also affect intersex people but we all know y'all don't care about us except when it's convenient to use us as a token.
Ugh whatever I'm trying not to be angry actually
Transfem and transmasc are not shorthand for trans woman and trans man.
Happy pride to nonbinary specifically and let's get better at not abusing their terms.
transmeds and exorsexists in general collectively helped transneutral become near extinct by declaring it "invalid" as a transition type.
Transneutral is still out there.
Happy pride to those who are transneutral.
Listen I'm not saying that diyhrt.info has bad information. I *am* saying that I am endlessly frustrated that this is how they start the section on transmasc diy.
There is no reason to start it off comparing it to estrogen, especially since the estrogen section doesn't open up talking about how "unlike testosterone, estrogen is not a controlled substance and there isn't the same legal risk involved."
And then there's the downplaying of potential legal issues involved with DIY t. There is a difference in giving reassurance and acting like the consequences are no big deal actually, especially after mentioning how much easier to get it is than estrogen.
Why aren't we talking about how you probably shouldn't bring it on flights with you? How there are risks if you're taking it with you in your car on a trip, especially if you're a TPOC? And I know this is more niche, but how if you live with someone on probation, it getting found could have legal consequences for *them*.
Maybe a link to different states' and countries' laws about this so you can be fully informed instead of "trust me it's actually not big deal because they're not going after (cis, primarily white) gymbros."
It just feels like little snipes. Little "stop whining; you have an easier time than people going on e, actually!"
If it's supposed to come off as reassuring, it's not doing a good job imo, and I think it's being too casual about the legal considerations even in the best fair interpretation.
I've posted this article a few times, about a person who was arrested and sexually assaulted by the police because they stopped hem when hey was traveling with (legally prescribed!) testosterone. but I want to bring it up again.
Here hey described it like this:
“One officer said, ‘It smells like you’ve been having a party in here. Is that right?’” Fransisco, a white nonbinary person in their 30s, told Filter. “He said, ‘Well, if you haven’t been having a party, you won’t mind if we check your car.’” Moving quickly, the officers violently handcuffed Fransisco, took their keys and called animal control to confiscate their dog. Then they searched the car. “One yelled, ‘Show me your track marks, you fucking junkie! We found your needles and drugs,’” Fransisco said. The cop held up their prescription bottle of testosterone. “I said, ‘Those aren’t drugs, that’s my medication. I’m trans.’”
"Legal issues might arise" this person was, again, sexually assaulted in a blatantly transphobic way, and also had their service dog taken away and had to pay to get it back, alongside having to pay $2,500 to get out of jail, something they could only do with help from friends/family. Not everyone can afford that.
And again, this is all when hey had a genuine legal prescription. If hey was traveling with illegal T, what fucking then?
And then there's also the level of how tracked testosterone is. That second article also talks about how testosterone prescriptions, because of its status, gets put in a database than clinicians and law enforcement can access. It includes an account of one trans man who was meeting a psychiatrist he had not come out to as trans, who he was outed to because she was able to see he was prescribed testosterone.
Is that not fucking dangerous? And what happens when your body is clearly androgenizing, but a doctor or cop can see you haven't been prescribed T? What happens when the trans person in question is Black or Latine or Native and there's more risk of these people deciding to treat them as a criminal?
I don't want the message from this to be "DIY T is always bad and you should never break the law!" because I don't agree with that. But my lord, the fucking dismissiveness just kills me. It feels so condescending? Like the author is writing this thinking "well I have to address this so no one can say I didn't, but I really want to emphasize that these risks are basically immaterial and as long as you aren't an idiot you'll be totally fine!"
And you know people would treat this all entirely differently if it wasn't transmascs affected. Folks are out here telling transfems to not go into certain careers because of the risk of transmisogyny, but genuinely think transmascs that they are being whiny birthday boys for literally just pointing out that there are real legal risks that should be acknowledged.
To be fully fucking honest, how the hell are we going to talk about how getting banned from tumblr will literally kill trans women, but testosterone being criminalized doesn't pose any unique or important dangers????????? Like I'm not even saying the bannings don't matter or can't genuinely deprive people of their only source of community or income. But you simply do not get to talk about how bannings are a form of social murder and also pull the "well you can just get it from gymbros and there's like noooo way anything bad will ever happen lol you are just being dramatic!"
I'm just saying. If someone is going to use weed medicinally in a country where it is illegal, even if its not the most criminalized drug, I think we can support that decision while also giving them actual advice on how seriously to treat the illegality and how to keep themself safe, especially when racialized. This (screenshots) is not that, in my opinion.
I don't know how many times I have to fucking say this but TESTOSTERONE HAS NOT BEEN THE GYM BRO STEROID OF CHOICE IN THE WEST FOR OVER 30 YEARS NOW!
If you get "T" at the gym you are getting TRENBOLONE, NOT TESTOSTERONE.
The people saying this shit about T being an easy to get street drug are LYING, and they are getting people KILLED with this lie.
Even if you are somehow, miraculously, able to access this highly controlled medication, you willalmost certainly be getting Aqua Testosterone not T. Propionate or T. Cypionate, which are the ones used for HRT.
Aqua Test, meanwhile, is used to dope before workouts or competitions because it only stays in the body for 4 hours. Even if you tried to transition with it by dosing 4+ times a day, you'd just end up ODing or with excessive estrogens that have other health risks in addition to slowing actual HRT transition.
But, hey! It's just those stinky transmascs getting forcibly detransitioned by these lies, so who cares, right?
Fuckers.