the circus

HE PUT IT INTO WORDS💞💞💞💞💞

This is genuinely what I want to do with the buildings in my area. There's one in particular that would really benefit from a couple of well placed, well thought out murals. They should fund me so I can do this !

⚠︎ ! your body has kept the score.

you'll feel like a total dipshit train wreck and no matter what some girl is gonna see you and think "role model". you can't kill yourself you have to go be clocky in the gas station so a 14 year old can have the trajectory of her life altered forever

Being clocky when i was working as a barista was one of my big joys. Being clocky when i was teaching high schoolers how to play the marimba was my reason for being for half a decade. It sucks how scared I am to leave the house I live in now. But I still need to try and be clocky at the grocery store. I wish i had a job to be clocky at. Being visibly me is one of the most radical acts I'm capable of, and I hope that one day we live in a world where it isn't radical at all.

that's exactly what I was feeling when I wrote this. we all find ways to defy our fear, love is an excellent motivator.

letd go eat parts of that guys car

underrated tumblr feature is being able to catch up to yourself on your dash. so there is an END POINT. and you can say “ah, I have reached where I left off, there is no more to see! I’ll take my leave now and come back later when there are new posts.” instead of being stuck forever in a bottomless algorithm pit digging deeper and deeper till you have to summon monumental strength to climb out

Genuinely one of my favourite features of tumblr

clowngirl getting an orchiectomy and the surgeon just keeps removing ball after ball after ball after ball after

clown nurse standing by solemnly adding each successive ball to the ones she's already juggling

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

sex is a distraction from your true purpose in life which is to go to the aquarium and look at the fish and go "wooooooaaah.... fishies". cmon guys we all need to lock in.

Used to be Italian but now I’m just ian because she took it al in the divorce

I'm fucking crying this means so much to me

hello 👋 i am the worlds smallest bug 🐛 and ☝️ i too would like to “fag it up” if i may

everyone's all like oh brutalism sucks i hate brutalism you do not know the glories of mastering your way around the labyrinthine windowless basement of a beautiful brutalist building without a ball of yarn or the fear of dehydrating to death deep within the bowels of the concrete. sometimes i'm in the [redacted] building and lost souls are like hey stranger sorry to bother you but how do i get to x room and i'm like oh never fear friend take my hand i will show you the way. i could show you the way with my eyes closed and naught but the flesh of my fingertips on the concrete walls to guide my path. we will have to go upstairs to go downstairs and downstairs to go upstairs and we will not know what it looks like outside most of the time but rest assured i will get you to your destination safe and sound. you don't have to fear brutalism if you open your heart and let it in

a brutalist building is like a massive beast you cannot tame but can befriend

Augh the Building. The cursed Building my beloved cursed Building he's my house I live there. Help I can't escape