tangled up in blue

my foot hanging off the bed i don't even care anymore just let the monster take me ...

After 13 years of this, it's still funny to me that detailing a full mental breakdown on tumblr is standard fare, but posting a nice selfie is a fraught decision.

this is the correct way around and every other social media site is wrong

a watched nut never busts. or something. i dont fucking know what you people find funny anymore. 9/11.

why is this the one

Happy "do you permit it?" day for those who celebrate

dude, this is really scary, and liminal as well. It's like the bathrooms

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

oh no!!!

my ribcage split open, revealing a grotesque, vertical maw, slavering and bleeding, with uneven rows of jagged and splintered ribs for teeth!!!

and prom is TOMORROW!!!

honestly what the hell are you supposed to do. is my question

if you go looking for doom and gloom all you will see is doom and gloom. if you go looking for reduced items at the grocery store you may find a littol treat

rb with your most common recurring theme in your nightmares. mine is pregnancy

great. i was hoping my childhood would follow me forever and attach itself to my psyche and spread like mold. This is good

"I wish we met sooner" is such a gentle sentiment. I love you so much I not only want you in my future, but in my past too. I want to have known you when we were small stupid kids, have held hands together as we played outside. I want to have stressed out over exams together, nudging a mug of still steaming hot chocolate against your elbow to get you to focus. I want to have told you I love you before I did anyone else. I want to have held you in my arms when all those sad memories you describe to me were still fresh wounds. I want my past to have been full of you, and full of meaningful memories with you. I want my past lives to have been spent with you, whether as two lovers, or two housecats cuddling by the fireplace on a snowy day, or two flowers that just happened to bloom on the same day, next to each other. I want to have consumed your existence and intertwined it with my own since my birth, never to be separated from you for a moment. I want to have loved you throughout it all, for all time.

doctor just prescribed me music really loud

the internet seems like a distant dream

whatever we are on rn is not the internet. It's ads