blobbing out

thank you so so much, and thank u to everyone else who left a kind message re: this stuff. it's embarrassing to be letting people down like this and all i can say is "the demon in my brain will not allow me. conditions are not Optimal" 😭 but i know it's temporary, so i am looking forward to feeling better and eagerly showing off my big soft body again soon 🥹💕

i'm really sorry. i know im disappointing a lot of people and i understand if you can't justify supporting me any more.

it's a double edged sword being kind of tall and storing a lot of weight in my legs, i feel so much smaller than the number on the scale!!!! but it also means i have that much extra room to grow 😈😈😈 im not even halfway done yet. i'm gonna look so cute at 1000lbs

thank you!!!!!! and probably how hard it is to reach parts of yourself and other stuff lol, i did not expect it to get so difficult so fast. can't clip my toenails, cant put on complicated shoes, cant reach stuff on the floor past my belly, need a extended scrubber to reach every part of me in the shower, need to move out the flab out of the way to touch myself (and even then i can barely reach), hard to reach stuff on the table bc my belly keeps me so far away from it, and even holding a game controller with both hands is getting hard bc my torso is so wide

thank you!! and by the end of the week hopefully!! i have the video/OF post planned, im just having a hard time mustering the willpower to do anything but eat or relax in my spare time. i know i've been especially inconsistent recently, and im rlly sorry 😔