living a monk lifestyle but like if that monk had a 14 hour daily screentime

Literally always take headphones with you. If you decide that you probably won't need them today, that's the devil talking. You will. You will

hearing someone knock at the door is So terrifying

make sure to become even more standoffish and say even less words

not a caller not a texter but a secret third thing

don’t contact me. ever

Lowkey hate having a name. Do not refer to me ever.

Being schizoid harms you not only from social isolation but also because of neglect towards yourself. I do not care about my health, I rot as my body gets more and more ill. Ironically, I barely care that I have serious physical conditions to manage them. Schizoid people have the worst quality of life because it is a personality of self-sabotage.

Why does nobody ever talk about the worst part of SzPD. How you can be incapable of doing even the things you want to do the most because you can't want to do anything. Even the most important things in your life have zero importance to you. Nothing can make you motivated. I fucking hate anhedonia and avolition. It is ruining my life.

i don’t think i want to speak anymore. i think i’d prefer a life of solitude and muteness.

Not a fan of giving people access to me

You will find people on Tumblr telling you that "life doesn't end at 30". It's extremely important that you never listen to them. They've been paid for by the Big Old. They're trying to convince you that being old is good and fun to sell you more old. It is imperative you kill yourself at 29

evil therapist: to ground yourself, look around, name 5 things you can kill, and 4 things you can at least maim