hungry, like unto a woolfe

When i was a teenager american films baited me so hard into thinking parents showing concern and sympathy over their child's suicidal ideation is the norm like they've got a blonde mom played by toni collette and a son played by idk logan lerman and he's like mom i wanna die :'( she's like ohhh nooo baby thags terrible tell me all about it :( meanwhile expressing suicidal ideation to my mother just got me screamed at and called a master manipulator and i am very much not over being lied to by hollywood

My subconscious needs to do something original for once because today I woke up from another dream that involved me fearfully flying/running away from something or somebody. I have one of those at least once a week. Let's come up with something new

why dose it feel so good but hurts so bad...

Did those rapey spambots cease? Haven't seen one in a while

Saw a dead wood pigeon in the grass, the darling looked like she had just passed only minutes ago. She could have been asleep. I wanted to lay her somewhere nicer than a suburban patch of grass, but everywhere was of a similar landscape so I just left her. I feel sad because I don't want a dog or a human to get to her, but I can't influence that. I'm going to be a bit sad for a while now

Just being friends with mostly people who many would label woke sjws makes you forget how racist white europeans are in general lmfao

Sometimes I forget my mother is racist lmao I was just talking to her about a place she used to work at that hired carers for older people and she just said out of the blue, "and then they started hiring black women, I bet that's going well for them". Okay!

I tore a hole in a new pair of tights because they caught on my big sharp toenail as I was putting them on 😔

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