🍊

Please don’t follow or follow back

Cruel joke

it really feels like the end this time

I just have so much hatred for humanity, myself and the concept of life in general and exhausting doesn’t even begin to describe how this feels. All i want is to sit in a dark hole and slowly lose consciousness but i have to leave the house and talk to people and be looked at and judged and pretend i actually care about anything when all I want is to cease existing. And why do i feel inferior and scared even in my dreams? And why am i willing to kill myself to make others feel safe and happy when they couldn’t give less of a fuck when i’m not feeling well. And why is it considered selfish to just fucking end it all??? I never asked to be born im gonna be fucking sick

When I run out of distractions and I remember how pointless, fickle, and cruel existence is lol