The presentation of the baddies

Spam me please. Thanks

im not letting some followers of the system tell me my abuse is emotional. bruh. youre not going to make me return there

Growing up we realize that we made mistakes, disgusting stuff, we regret, we blame ourselves we hurt ourselves… We think of ourselves as monsters. but the reality is that we are not the monsters. Plenty of invisible things happening and that can happen, that we dont see. You are not alone

they tell me they don't understand what i'm saying but they never tell me what they don't understand

enough is enough! oh my…

ok so to everyone sending me anons about narc. abuse, im warning you right now youre not going to like my answer

My toxic ….

hyper tabou but so real: the myth of the perfect family vs. the reality of toxic families. It feels like in our society, it’s treated like an urban legend, like some creepypasta or stories you just see scroll past on your dash or in fiction, but no, this is real life and it’s honestly heartbreaking. Let me explain the situation because I need to add some context so you guys can connect the dots and nobody misses a single part of the story. Look, my reality right now is that I live apart from my mom. She messages me non-stop asking me to come visit, but the thing is, she’s staying with a man who does not like me. Like, at all. And that’s what's keeping us completely separated because I just cannot deal with this guy. It’s completely beyond my strength. The worst part in all of this is that she refuses to help herself… She’s choosing to stay in this situation, and emotionally, she was never really there for me to begin with, at least not the way she should've been. And now, the ultimate red flag is the people around me. They literally don't get my life at all, they love dropping these hyper guilt-inducing lines on me like: “Ah, you’re leaving someone all alone who always took care of you!” Like, lol?? It’s literally pure guilt-tripping. It’s insane social pressure to force me to endure the presence of a toxic guy at the expense of my own mental health. They oversimplify everything just to make me the bad guy, without wanting to see what's actually happening behind the scenes. It puts me in a heartbreaking conflict of loyalty: on one hand I love my mom, on the other I have to protect myself. Choosing to respect myself makes me feel like I’m “betraying” her, and that emotional weight weighs a literal ton. In reality, what I’m going through is a double bind (a move where you lose no matter what you choose) fueled by a lack of maternal protection and long-standing emotional deprivation. It is 100% a toxic relationship dynamic. She’s shifting the blame for our separation onto my shoulders, when it’s her relationship choice that built this wall. It’s learned helplessness: I used to exhaust myself trying to save her, but you can’t save someone who refuses to help themselves and expects you to sink with them into their discomfort. Refusing to go there isn't being mean, it’s healthy self-preservation. My survival instinct is just saying stop. I know a lot of people would force themselves to go with a pit in their stomach just to "keep up appearances" because family is supposed to be "sacred." But I can't... I just can't do it. And that’s where the isolation hits the hardest. When you decide to jump off the toxic ship to save your own skin, you often end up all alone rowing your tiny boat while everyone else stays together on their sinking ship, pointing fingers at you. Choosing freedom feels full-on like loneliness at first. You have to mourn the ideal family you should have had. But I learned something hyper important and I want to share it with you guys: setting physical boundaries isn't abandoning someone. I have every right to practice "detachment with love," to love her from a distance, and to shut out the judgment of people who don't know my reality. My pain is real, my boundaries are valid, and I have the absolute right to put myself first and focus my energy on my universe, my safe places, and the people who love me unconditionally.

i am a believer of narc abuse as you say. you staying calm? hahah you are gathering strength before i pick you apart haha

weird how a few months ago everyone was bashing me for saying i know narc abuse exists

its literally just little babies acting like victims over nothing…

its honestly so bs when you are just having a conversation and the person in front of you gets triggered, and then everyone around views it as harassment ! hey you guys are crazy insane!!!! you are creating harassers!!!

MY partner is not a jirai.....

morning recap 💟

this morning we had a project to go do. so we were getting ready but while preparing i couldn't stop saying that i didn't want to go anymore and that i was stressed, i was scared and i wasn't comfortable with my outfit, i even cried and it took a long time before we went out. but i still made it outside, the walk went well but once we got to the project i panicked… i had a hard time holding it together.. i was talking loud and panicking hard and i was scared people would hear me.. i was thinking too much. on the way back i managed to calm down and at the end i was happy i took my vitamins.

Yo, Im talking to you about something and you turn everything against me... you dont understand anything, and instead of asking for help to understand, you spread your nonsense. THATS IT, and yeahhh! IM STUPID BUT ENTERTAINMENT! its not free! YO GO GET FUCKED BY THE OPPOSITE SEX, YOU BUNCH OF FAGGOTS. Stay with your abusive parents.. I only love God, thank you, good night and good day.

I hate pride

make fun of me please in anon