Beholding Bastard

need to add more mechanics to sleeping

"im kim dokja", i say, to get myself through it, but i decide thats a little too on the nose to the novels themes and snap myself out of the immense dread. who wants to be like that guy anyways.

have i mentioned the deep instinctual fear that i have whenever the terrain around me is flat. i hate it. tree cover barely makes it better. let me out. take me home. country roads. to the place. i belong. more western virginia. mountain mama.

liking a female character who is a terrible person is always scary in terms of interacting with fandom because its almost always either "ouhh her life was so hard i feel so bad for her she didnt deserve any of that its not her fault shes so mean" or "oh my god shes such an annoying bitch i cant stand her"

I love having 1-2 OCs that I talk about constantly and which hog all the spotlight, then occasionally talk about an OC that nobody’s ever heard of before like a whale momentarily breaching the water and then disappearing, never to be seen again for like another 6 months

You ever be enjoying an OC and then you pinpoint the subconscious thing that influenced them 😐