poolside convo bout your summer last night

Anyways if I actually get into club football my teams are Sporting and Crystal Palace #inshallahikillmyself

Also personal theory of mine but I think my HEAVY resentment of British tourists in the Algarve has cursed my irls. One irl went to Algarve for holiday and she and her family got robbed. My best friend went to Algarve for holiday and it turned out his dad started an affair with a 29 year old bartender there and now his parents' marriage of 20 years is ending.

But NOW'S not the time to think about my heavy feelings towards Tugaland, my suitcase for when I leave to go there in 3 days is literally packed behind me as I type ;u;

And I know I love Sao Tome because if I didn't, I would wholeheartedly love Portugal

I grandstand about how much I hated visiting the country and how much it sucked and how boring it was compared to my European life but I know I'll go back someday. It's my guiding light for who I am, and it's such a small country a big part of me is incredibly protective of it

One of my strongest memories of Santola was when me, my mother and my cousin passed by the memorial for the Batepá massacre and I (unaware this had ever happened) was reading it and feeling such a deep and utter disgust towards my Portuguese blood. My mulatta mother who was born and raised in this country did not share the same sentiments as she took SELFIES ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FUCKING STREET

Okay to be fair it's because I imagine the teacher as a Fletcher Whiplash type but most of the kids are too spoiled to take physical abuse so it had to be like. Legal.

Gorgeous really does make you feel gorgeous