UNAUTHORIZED FUCKING THING

suckin her cock welding style

Hi. What does this mean?

uncomfortably hunched over in a way that hurts my back, fully clothed, and sweating out of both heat and nervousness that I'm going to fuck it up. and then it sprays all over me

Very well, carry on

sometimes i have strong opinions but they're also so inane that halfway through writing a post i'll be like "yeah, this is Absolutely not worth the energy it's taking" and delete everything. but then the opinion is still in my head. and i still want to share it. so within five minutes i go "you know, i bet i can phrase it more succinctly this time" and anyway. you all see where this is going. sometimes i do this four times in a row before i give up on the specific inane opinion and instead write a vague post about the concept of opinions as if that'll satisfy the urge to post the entirety of my inner monologue online. may or may not be relevant to what you're reading right now. and now all our lives have been enriched. you're welcome

wow i can't believe kane pixels backrooms said being aware of the problem doesn't solve it. That pathologizing your behavior doesn't excuse it or make it right. That positive change is difficult, and at times terrifying, but if you stay where you are you'll change anyways for the worse. If you let yourself stagnate and repeat the same actions over and over again you'll only dig yourself further into the hole, wear the groove deeper until the floor gives out beneath you. Repetition brings with it the loss of detail. You rip and copy and compress a file over and over again until it's more static than substance. You cannot live with your monsters. You cannot let your trauma define you. It will consume you.

*tricks you cutely* it's my trick...!