JJK WIP - What You're Good At
âYouâre not taking that job.â
Yuta looks up from the table where heâs been sadly contemplating his thumbs, running them over themselves in an anxious tick he usually masks from anyone but Maki. His eyebrows go up, then furrow, probably at her tone and less at the general declaration that she doesnât fucking like it when the senior jujutsu personnel try to hand him scummy jobs.
âTheyâre special grade sorcerers,â Yuta says softly. âIt would be dangerous to send anyone elseââ
âYou called them âsorcerersâ. They arenât that anymore. Not after they do what they did.â
âWeâre far past that and you know it. Thereâs no sparing anyone because of their sob-story and they always have a sob-story.â
âIâm strong enough to talk them down ifâ"
She points. âThat. Right there. Thatâs why youâre not the one.â
Yuta is quiet. âItâs me or Yuji. I wonât let Yujiâ"
âNo. Itâs you, Yuji, or me. And between the three of us, only one of us wonât flinch about killing human beings.â Maki reaches over the table, puts her palm over his phone, and slides it to the center of the table in front of him. âDrop the job. Recommend me for it. They only asked you to see if youâd say âyesâ. Swap jobs with me.â
âWeâre spread thin. You wonât have back up.
âYou think I canât handle them alone?â
âOf course you can, but they are tricky. This is stupid but tactically, one of them can fly at will.â
âThen send Rika with me,â she says, shocked to find its both sensible and her perfect excuse. âYou wonât need her and if youâre so worried, send her as back up. You know she doesnât cry about killing and sheâs gotten very smart. She wonât hesitate.â
Yutaâs jaw tenses. âI wouldnât hesitate.â
âYou would, it wouldnât matter and the curse users would die anyway, but you would hesitate. Okay? Donâtâ Yuta. I love you and whatever you decide to kill will dieââ Maki reaches over the table and fits her palm to his cheek, watches him startle slightly, his eyes wideningâ"but you donât want to.â
Thereâs a micro-expression, so fast she only catches it in her divine eye, but itâs relief. There in the slight release of tension around his eyes and something that gives in his mouth and shoulders. He covers it quickly. Blinking up at her with a more familiar and conscious look of disbelief. Â The thought comes idly, Heâs so beautiful when heâs appalled.
âI do.â She lowers her voice an octave. âDoes that make you hate me? A little?â
âNo.â His hand catches hers, holds her palm against his cheek. He turns his face into it as if for comfort, despite what she just said. âOf course notâŚâ
âThen let me do this for you.â Maki brings her other hand to frame his face, to make him look at her, almost nose to nose as she whispers, âYou and Yuji hold the line against the monsters. Let me deal with the humans who act like monsters. I am fucking glad to do it. Okay?â
Yuta closes his eyes when she tilts her forehead against his.
âItâs my responsibilityâŚâ
âNo. Itâs not. Being the scariest Swiss Army Knife in Jujutsu Society doesnât mean itâs always you, every fucking time.â She shakes him a little. âThis is bounty hunting. Itâs not even a world-ending threat. These people just like to make money using their jujutsu sorcery for vicious shit. There is no reason it has to be you hunting them to death. Itâs not your thing, Yuta.â
âBecause all they see is the cold-eyed killer thatâs cut down every obstacle up until now. They donât see you. Okay? Your goddamn scary-ass mask is too good, but I see you.â She presses her forehead a little harder against his, like she can transfer some of the rage in her skull to his brain as a warming agent. Something of comfort in her bloodlust if the words wonât do it. âLet me destroy shit, Yuta. Itâs what Iâm fucking good at.â