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Actually ill over the fact that ART plays it cool like "Well, maybe we'll cross paths again, SecUnit" and then immediately starts designing cute functional outfits to dress it up in the second it steps out of the airlock
Do you guys remember how kidnap fantasies were popular on wattpad because young girls and queer teens were both made to feel shame at the thought of their own sexualities, so the fantasy of being kidnapped totally against their will was a way for them to engage with a romantic or sexual fantasy without feeling morally in the wrong for doing so? Added bonus that the fantasy involved being whisked away from repressive environments like home or school, right?
Finding out that Bram Stoker was in a sexless marriage and that scholars believe that he very likely was closeted gay puts the entire book into perspective as to WHY it reads EXACTLY like a self insert wattpad Dracula kidnap fic:
“I TOTALLY love my wife and would never do anything that an upstanding Good Straight Working Man wouldn’t do but oh nooo, big strong man with broad back and strong enough arms to carry me back to bed like a princess trapped me and claimed me as his, completely against my will 👉👈 But he protects me against the bad evil sexual women (who I assure you, I am TOTALLY sexually attracted to, as any straight man with a choice would be) but trust me, I do NOT want ANY of this. What’s that? The Count is not capable of feeling love? Would be a shame if I had the special ability to change tha-”
This is also the fantasy behind all those old bodice-ripper romances that people today like to mock or call problematic, by the way.
“Oh, my next forty years are going to consist of nothing but washing dishes and keeping house and bearing children for the disdainful man I married right out of high school because my parents said college was for men and I had no other obvious life path open to me? What if a pirate captain thought I was worth stealing away from it all? [what if I ran away but no-one could blame me for leaving]?”
#I read an article a long time ago about a woman who was raised in an incredibly repressive conservative christian community#where all that mattered was purity and virginity etc #She talked about how for a long time rape fantasies were the only way she could derive any pleasure from sex #because she couldn’t feel safe exploring the idea of wanting sex #it wasn’t really ABOUT rape or eroticizing assault or whatever #it was about creating a scenario where she was free from the shame associated with wanting #i think this is true of a lot of icky-seeming stuff in romance and erotica #it’s an imaginary scenario where nothing you don’t really want actually happens #but you can’t be blamed or feel guilty for it #you didn’t do anything wrong#anyway that article changed my perspective a lot #i think there’s also something to be said for people who have felt ugly and undesirable their whole lives #enjoying fictional scenarios where a hot alpha werewolf or whatever is so attracted to them he ‘cant help himself’ or whatever #because it can also be really shameful to want to be desired #when you feel like youre ugly and gross ( @headspace-hotel )
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we have good news and bad news, my liege. the good news is that we now know what that curtsying was about: you will be pleased to know that, after several heartfelt conversations between your child, the court jesters and a myriad of singing woodland creatures, you are now the parent of a proud and joyful new princess. the bad news is that, due to a series of events related to the dragon-sized hole in her bedchamber wall,
I love the insinuation that the second the princess realized she was a girl and thus actually a princess, the dragon was there. That thing wasted no time. It heard "princess" and was like "I need no further invitation, here I come."
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The rule could have heavy impacts towards trans people across society.
Last week, the Trump administration quietly released a sweeping new federal rule that would use funding threats to force institutions across the country to reject transgender people. The 400-page proposed regulation would codify the administration's anti-trans executive orders into binding federal policy, imposing a blanket prohibition on federal funds going toward "gender ideology"
The proposed rule, formally titled "Regulation for Federal Financial Assistance," rewrites the government-wide framework governing all federal grants across every agency. Among its most consequential provisions, it requires that before a federal grant recipient can receive money, the award must pass a "pre-issuance review" conducted by a political appointee—not a career expert or peer reviewer—to ensure it is "consistent with applicable law, Federal agency priorities, and the national interest." The regulation explicitly instructs these appointees to screen for "denial by the recipient of the sex binary in humans or the notion that sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic." [...] An institution that acknowledges transgender people exist—through its policies, its training, its healthcare, its bathroom access, its HR procedures, its name-change processes—could be deemed to "deny the sex binary" or to “support the notion that sex is mutable” and have its federal funding blocked.
Importantly, the gender ideology prohibition has no age limitation—hospitals could be targeted not just for providing care to minors but for providing gender-affirming care to adults, because prescribing hormone therapy to a transgender patient of any age could be deemed promoting the belief that "sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic."
This is all very bad and horrible, but I want to be clear that it’s worse and more sweeping than just eliminating trans research.
This torches everything. And I do mean everything.
A very abbreviated list of its ramifications include (but are not limited to):
ending funding for ALL DEI related initiatives
allowing the government to terminate grants at any point for any reason
preventing researchers from publishing, going to conferences, and being part of academic societies
requiring that topics must support the president’s agenda.
What this means, and if anything I’m under selling it, is the death of science and research in America. It allows the government to restrict any topic they please at a whims notice, putting officials who have no background in the topic in charge of deciding funding continuity. It controls what gets researched and if/how researchers are allowed to share their discoveries. There are no books to burn if the government never allows them to be written. This is fascism plain and simple.
Please, if you only ever write one public comment, this is the one to do.
Bringing back this guide to writing an effective public comment. This gives you the basics you need to know, what you need to include, a basic outline you can follow, etc.
Public comments are not a vote, it is a chance for you to say "here is an issue with this law I think you need to address" and provide justification for legal challenges if it goes forward:
"Comments raise the bar that agencies have to meet when making a rule; “if an agency fails to adequately respond to significant, relevant comments in a final rule, members of the public may seek to challenge the rule in court on that basis and claim it could be struck down.ˮ"
But also, if possible, don't stop at writing a comment. Don't stop at calling your representatives. You should ideally be talking to people in your community about this and organizing resistance on-the-ground; there is a good chance people are already doing that even if you aren't hearing about it.
Some added 101-level context from someone (me) who’s worked in federal grantmaking for 20 years and is literally certified on this document - this is a document that governs all federal grantmaking. It’s been around for over a decade and is a mega-document that combine multiple previous smaller documents that have been around for ages. It is updated every few years and generally the updates are minor - a notable change in the previous update was raising the small procurement threshold from $10,000 to $15,000 for example. Deeply dry boring minutiae that no one outside of federal grantmakers need concern themselves with. It was also federal GUIDELINES, which means there was flexibility.
This year’s is different. They are now federal REQUIREMENTS, which means there’s no flexibility. As was said previously, the 400 pages are not singularly devoted to being absolute shitheads to trans people. Theres a lot of stuff in there, some of which is the standard dry boring grants stuff, some of which is the horrible ideological warfare outlined above.
This document is issued by the OMB, the Office of Management and Budget, which is currently lead by fucking Russell Vought, the principal architect of Project 2025. This is how they’re going to implement all the horrible shit in there that wasn’t covered by Executive Order. Russell Vought is actively coming for my job, my marriage, and my kid, and most of my friends lost their jobs last year because of him. He is the fucking arch villain behind the heinous shit the current regime is doing.
So yes, please comment. You don’t have to read all 400 pages before doing so, it’s dry and dense as fuck, but I thought this information might be helpful. Also, while there is a public comment period, this isn’t voted on by Congress. The OMB just fucking issues it. Pressuring your elected officials into publicly saying “hey what the fuck are you doing here” is good, though.
Please note the comment period is open through JULY 13th, not JUNE 13th. I saw a lot of relogs yesterday saying "last day!" and I just want to say it is very much not too late.
this makes me so happy as a fat hairy guy who likes skirts and dresses i never get to see guys like me in dresses it’s always skinny twinks this makes me so happy 🥺🥺
what leonide says in network effect—"Company units have a reputation for being dangerous" (Network Effect, pg. 221)—is SOOOOOOO fucking interesting because. i think this is like the one detail we get about the Company that murderbot itself doesn't give us
murderbot talks about the Company with internal knowledge—it doesn't mention the Company's reputation. the presaux crew talks about the Company in tandem with the CR; it's all equally horrible to them. so this is the first... not unbiased, but first real outside perspective we get of the Company, that gives us actual context for where murderbot came from
this, coupled with the detail that Three, unlike murderbot, was allowed to communicate w/ other secunits and work together makes me wonder just what is or is not actually typical with secunits. i wonder... was the Company, of all the secunit manufacturers/renters, worse?
"Company units have a reputation for being dangerous." why? do they "malfunction" more? are they taken advantage of by third parties more (combat modules, the ganaka pit hack, etc.)? are they kept alone, obedient, disposable, until they can't endure it? until they go rogue?
Murderbot mentions the company being cheap, multiple times. Maybe one of the many things they were cheap with was also system security. The Ganaka Pit incident especially backs this up, I feel like if you're gonna have armed constructs with offensive capabilities as effective as theirs, you might want their system security to be better.
Also, it didn't have the best of clients, either. MB mentions things like being tortured for sport or forced to fight other units by clients. And when MB first became a rogue, its first instinct was to go on a killing rampage, but the media saved it from that. Compare this to Three, whose first instinct was to help. Yes, MB influenced that, but Three seems significantly more mellow than MB. Maybe Three's clients weren't as bad.
Another comparison is their armor and non-organic parts, MB mentions that Three's materials are nicer and more expensive in comparison to its own cheap components. Three also seems a lot more durable than MB, at least physically.
Maybe the company is a low-bidder, low trust bond company. Like a loan office that doesn't check for credit history, just rents it out without considering how good or bad the clients are, and that's their business model.
HOWEVER-
What if, to make up for all of that, company SecUnits are smarter. Murderbot, for all it discredits itself, is able to take on CombatBots and survive, and wins in SecUnit-to-SecUnit combat, even when outnumbered (see Exit Strategy when it took on three other units and won, and System Collapse when it fought another, supposedly higher quality SecUnit, while being at half capacity, and also won). MB's performance feels above average for a SecUnit. Mostly because it actually uses its brain and doesn't just shoot blindly at stuff.
HOWEVER- Them being smarter comes with a downside. It makes them more prone to becoming rogues. More prone to breaking through their governor module. This, combined with the fact they don't get treated well, to say the least, makes them the most likely to become the cliché rogue on a rampage.
BASICALLY- I think company SecUnits are considered dangerous because of how smart they are, and come up with better attack/defense strategies, which makes them dangerous to the client's enemies. But, if you haven't been treating your company SecUnit well, you better pray it doesn't become a rogue.
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I'm so tried of those people lying and manipulating everyone.
No one ever said "they were tired of seeing it (mensahbot ship)" in 2023. No one.
"...like the recent request, they began as requests to hide the ship from more general channels"
Also untrue. There were other big ships that had their own channels. Is Mod Dearest implying that from the start they wanted to remove artmb and mbg from general channels? And the request began because 1) in 2023 there was a no-mb/human shipping role, which meant that if you choose it, you would not be able SFW mb/human channels BUT you would still be able to see mb/human ships in general nsfw channel. Why even give people option to filter mb/human ships, if you're not going to build your server around it? That role was quietly removed after the initial drama/discussion. More details here:
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2) the ship was very popular among mods (all 4 mods at the time shipped it + a couple of members. If that seems like not much, is because ships like mbg and artmb also had a couple of people interested in them at the time. Fandom was much smaller, especially shippy fandom.
Below I'm attaching the proof of how it all went down.
Please be warned that there might be snippets of adult conversation interspersed thorough.
Quick proof that no-humans role existed and I was upset about the fact it didn't work in nsfw channels.
Link to the exchange - if you're on that server, you can see how it all went down: https://discord.com/channels/1021085715532099677/1028405715955621970/1076831243418742824
Mesahbot request drama:
Links - I don't have access to them anymore, but I saved them at the time.
Note: I used to be on good terms with Ver, we noodled together. I didn't understand why they were suddenly so nasty to me and I still don't understand it. Notice how mods try to silence the new channel discussion but stay silent when Ver harasses me. I'm pretty sure Ver was mod's friend, so there were clear double standards.
Pay attention to NP who at this point knew some of us didn't want to see the mb/human ships and basically posted the nsfw posts while there was a very high possibility that we were still looking at the channel.
terraforming-station channel:
I moved the topic to terraforming-station as requested by Robin. That upset some people. Burtie and Emi were other two people who were very unkind to me and mods didn't care about their aggressive tone at all. Halfway through I was timeouted by mods. Ver was allowed to rant until one of the mods broke down, lashed out and subsequently left the server (they deleted the breakdown while I was asleep so I never got to see what they wrote). When Ver talks about "patterns" and that something is not a server culture issue but something else - they mean me. They quite brazenly try to guilt trip mods into removing me from the server.
That's how much I had saved - I hope it will be a source for more context for those of you who joined after 2023.
Admiral Chan: That motherfucker invited himself to my son's party, broke my mother's vase because he was jealous, was told to leave, left, and then came back to burn down my vacation home.
Zuko: i keep telling you it was a rough period in my life