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Just reread Fugitive Telemetry and upon a reread I think Murderbot is a tiny bit misinterpreting Senior Officer Indah's behavior towards it. Murderbot thinks it's because it's a SecUnit, which is obviously not wrong, but I think there's another facet of this which isn't on Murderbot's radar: once Indah starts thinking of it as a person, she's probably thinking of it as This Arrogant Asshole From the Corporation Rim who thinks Preservation Security are a bunch of incompetent hippies, tells them how to do their jobs and keeps complaining about them not having the dystopian levels of mass surveillance that it's come to expect from working in the CR, and is upset that they said no to giving it access to a bunch of data that violates privacy laws.
I can see how, from the perspective of a cop who has grown up in Preservation culture, this must be incredibly annoying, and means even setting aside any prejudices over a SecUnit being a deadly weapon, it kind of comes across to Indah as someone who she can't trust to follow basic standards of professional ethics if it thinks it knows better.
And Murderbot doesn't really consider this as a possibility because it's not used to being seen as a person at all, let alone seen as one by the Corporation Rim, so the idea that someone else would see it as a Corporate Person just never crosses its mind.
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#im rereblogging this cause i wanted to mention the thread#between indah and naja and how they 'always look like that when [secunit] is around'#(indah always looks annoyed and naja always looks forbidding)#mb im p sure is interpreting it as 'they dont like/disapprove of me'#but as they interact theres plenty of evidence that that isnt the case#indah having valid concerns abt mb's likelihood of killing a graycris agent#(up til that point it thinks it's under suspicion for less valid more bigoted reasons)#indah surprising it by asking it to go w aylen. indah surprising it by agreeing to let it check their systems and so on#naja being the first to show concern for what's fair to mb#naja giving it food and giving it a preservation jacket classic symbols of hospitality and acceptance that go completely over mb's head#naja hesitating to accept its help but it's clearly because she has some internalized ableism and not that she's repulsed by it or whatever#naja turning the tables grabbing its hand as payback for when it picked her up#making it sit in her scooter after it gets shot dealing with b-e as payback for when it made her get the thing#theyre so cute#i love that we get these characters mb has friction with cause of how it interprets things but by the end of the story we know they see it
Yeah, like... to be clear, Indah is definitely prejudiced against MB for being a SecUnit. She refers to it as a "deadly weapon" while it's in the room.
But I think if, say, instead of going to PSUMNT, Tarik had come to Preservation as a refugee and gotten hired as a security consultant, Indah would also have been suspicious of him and wouldn't be happy with Mensah just letting him carry weapons everywhere without going through any of the training and licensing that Preservation presumably requires since its station security aren't armed by default.
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Just remembered this fun little Flash game called wOne that I played a few times while procrastinating doing homework when I was like 12. Was sure it was lost media by now so I just looked for videos of somebody playing it, but I found that addictinggames still has it running on an emulator so I started it up and discovered that
I STILL GOT IT BABY WOOOOO
I also found out that it's 20 years old now. 20 fucking years old. Holy shit.

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When they're waiting to board the boat and the crowd is all listening in on Murderbot telling the humans its going back to help the militia hold off the corporates
The crowd all parting to let it through and Mb thinks it must be its angry face and not the fact that everyone just heard its going off to protect them
When passengers spot it in the water and work together to pull it aboard
Random humans recognizing its heroism and working to help it
They hear its kid? say "They will kill you" they hear its wife? ask if it's "going to do the thing." It has a past the kids don't know about. It's going to protect everyone or die trying. Its going to buy its family time to get away. You know every human on that boat was relieved when it made it back aboard.
#šššš #murderbot #god yeah they probably DO think that's its family!!!! #and it is. to be clear. farai is about to report back to tano like 'bad news :/ i'm on ayda's side about the secunit now.' #[communist bugs bunny meme] OUR secunit #but my point is that a bystander probably sees what they think is a heavily augmented human person #someone so augmented that it MUST have been some kind of lifesaving measure rather than a choice (per artificial condition) #who has their wife(?) and their mother(?) and their THREE children(?) with them #and THAT is the person who says with total authority that it's going to protect them or die trying #of course they step aside to let it through #that's some entertainment feed quality heroism right there! (via @words-writ-in-starlight)
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No, ācancelingā does not simply only refer to āaccountabilityā; it refers to a specific mode of consequence, an approach to accountability, and the ideological assumptions that come with itāall of which is the subject of most genuine criticisms of ācancel cultureā.
Yes, it started as a term coined by Black people for just being done with someone, especially after they wronged you.
No, it did not stay meaning that, nor is its origin a reason to withhold warranted criticism of the phenomenon being described by it.
By and large, when people say they are canceling someone, the actions that are taken against that person as part of their cancellation are aimed at their removal from public life, if not society as a whole. Whether this is the conscious or stated aim of every individual in the group trying to āhold them accountableā, it is very clear that, in practice, nothing will satiate the collective anger until that goal is accomplished.
The volume, intensity, and duration of these informal campaigns, even when they derive from legitimate grievances, are routinely disproportionate to the grievances, and in many cases far more extreme than the human mind and emotions are even capable of experiencing without causing immense psychological distress, trauma, and other health problems.
Tactics often include stalking, harassment, public shaming, death threats, sui bait.
Parasocial dynamics create a disproportionate amount of investment in seeing the cancelee suffer. Even in cases where the anger of the individual cancelers is not necessarily excessive in a vacuum, taken together and at volume, it is.
Are there people who will call any pushback ācancellationā and claim they are being āsilencedā from the biggest stages available; absolutely, and theyāre often grifters, and they suck.
That said, the existence of bad faith claims does not necessarily reduce the validity of criticisms of this fundamentally destructive model of supposed ājusticeā.
One does not have to be totally & completely āsilencedā to have been the subject of a cancellation campaign and suffer the intense psychological & social damage of public shaming, social ostracism, mass harassment, & stalking from it, or to deserve to be heard about that issue. Nor is a ācanceledā figure having a comeback proof that ācancel culture isnāt realā, anymore than someone having a comeback after being blacklisted for coming forward about sexual abuse proof that āblacklisting isnāt realā*
*(You may not like that comparison, because you believe one is good or deserved and the other is bad, but the value judgment is immaterial to the āa is to b, as x is to yā construction; what they have in common is being a form of ostracism, and the point is that ostracism does not have to be totally and eternally effective for it to be a real phenomenon with real effects on the person in question).
the op linked the study in the replies & iāve been skimming it & itās actually rlly rlly interesting to think abt
https://e1.nmcdn.io/assets/pushkin/wp-content/uploads/imported-files/Wait-theres-torture-in-Zootopia_-Examining-the-prevalence-of-torture-in-popular-movies.pdf
like this sentence from the introduction alone is fucking crazy. āapproximately half of adults in the united states think that torture can be acceptable in counterterrorism.ā what!
#someone pointed out the gingerbread torture scene in shrek and it is def played for laughs but also interesting how#in that scene it kind of shows how ppl being tortured will just say what u wanna hear or make stuff up
I mean it's played for laughs but the humor is in the incongruity of the stereotypical medieval torture dungeon, imposing hooded executioner figure, etc. and then the victim turns out to be the literal Gingerbread Man. Getting dunked in a glass of milk and put on a cookie sheet, on a table with eggbeaters among the "normal" torture instruments. It's basically an extended Far Side gag. With bonus nursery rhyme quotes. But it's narrative purpose is also to demonstrate that Lord Farquad is completely fucking evil, and also an immature, vain idiot who only wants to be told what he wants to hear (threatens the Magic Mirror when told he's not technically a king).
Anyway, because there's only a small number of G-rated movies on the list I decided to see which ones they are. The list is:
Horton Hears a Who (2008): no torture
Wall-E (2008): no torture
Toy Story 3 (2010): 3 torture scenes
Alvin and the Chipmunks: Chipwrecked: no torture
Rio (2011): 2 torture scenes
Cars 2 (2011): 4 torture scenes
Monsters University (2011): no torture
The G-rated sample may be skewed by the fact that Cars 2, specifically, is unhinged, and the rating board may or may not have been asleep / only given the movie a G rating because everyone is a car. Toy Story 3 is also pretty dark IIRC. Anyway, 8 of the 9 scenes in G rated movies have a non-human perpetrator and 8 of 9 also have a non-human victim, which is expected since the sample is Toy Story 3 (movie about toys), Cars 2 (movie about cars), and Rio (movie about birds).
It's also worth noting that in PG-rated movies the torturer is significantly less likely to be a protagonist and more likely to be an antagonist, and the victim significantly more likely to be a protagonist and less likely to be an antagonist, than any of the other rating categories, so the kids' movies do at least do a better job of portraying torture as bad.

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You guys are always like "being crushed by 10,000 tons of rock probably feels good as hell" or "being torn to pieces by hunting dogs would low key fix me" and I feel like those things would actually be unpleasant.
How about "Drinking an ice cold strawberry milkshake probably feels good as hell". Do you guys like that one.
I think that would result in severe brain freeze and be horrible.
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Just reread Fugitive Telemetry and upon a reread I think Murderbot is a tiny bit misinterpreting Senior Officer Indah's behavior towards it. Murderbot thinks it's because it's a SecUnit, which is obviously not wrong, but I think there's another facet of this which isn't on Murderbot's radar: once Indah starts thinking of it as a person, she's probably thinking of it as This Arrogant Asshole From the Corporation Rim who thinks Preservation Security are a bunch of incompetent hippies, tells them how to do their jobs and keeps complaining about them not having the dystopian levels of mass surveillance that it's come to expect from working in the CR, and is upset that they said no to giving it access to a bunch of data that violates privacy laws.
I can see how, from the perspective of a cop who has grown up in Preservation culture, this must be incredibly annoying, and means even setting aside any prejudices over a SecUnit being a deadly weapon, it kind of comes across to Indah as someone who she can't trust to follow basic standards of professional ethics if it thinks it knows better.
And Murderbot doesn't really consider this as a possibility because it's not used to being seen as a person at all, let alone seen as one by the Corporation Rim, so the idea that someone else would see it as a Corporate Person just never crosses its mind.
Fugitive Telemetry really front loads you with a lot of juicy characterization for Murderbot that Iām only fully catching onto on my third reading, but now that Iām paying attention itās lighting up like fireworks. The stakes here arenāt as high as something like Network Effect, so the characters really come into focus. This might be a multi part post while I get my thoughts written out
Okay so the drones. Mensah gets MB two boxes of intel drones after a press leak reveals its presence on Preservation to the public. Senior Officer Indah thinks it was to get back at her for presumably being the source of that leak; giving drones to the rogue SecUnit (the one her security team vehemently opposed even allowing on the station) was Mensahās way of telling her to fuck off. MB thinks the drones were a pre-conceived bribe from Mensah in exchange for MB keeping quiet about the fact that she hadnāt gone to trauma treatment yet, and that this was why she already had the drones on hand when the press release happened. Thatās all textual, and MB goes on to say, ā[Indah] wasnāt wrong. Mensahās really smart. She can sort of bribe me and tell Indah to fuck off simultaneously.ā
But the implicit belief MB is operating on in both cases is that Mensahās stated explanation for giving it the drones is not true. What was that explanation again?
Next, construct identity. MB has tried various disguises on its adventures (a human security specialist, privately owned bot traveling back to its owner, and contracted SecUnit with a fake human supervisor), but it hasnāt stuck to any of them any longer than necessary. It really doesnāt like to portray itself as anything other than a part-bot, part-human, rogue SecUnit, but that isnāt exactly easy either. By this point, MB has dropped its usual attempts to disguise its nature, so now we get to see it grappling with being itself openly.
And in a society no less!
Last one I think - I want to talk about some real life parallels!
Iām noticing that MBās experiences in Fugitive Telemetry mirror a few real world groups, most of which Iām not in a position to claim expertise in, but I think theyāre important to point out. Iām thinking primarily of people with mixed racial heritage, as well as Black and trans folks.
Gosh, I love this analysis so much, especially the parts on how Murderbot relates to many real world identities.
Iāll preface this by laying out that Iām a black autistic anxious physically disabled genderfluid US American. This all shapes how I analyze and relate to this character.
I like that you pointed out that when choosing what to put on its feed ID (and really how to present at various times after it was bought by Mensah) is that Murderbot has to choose between presenting as what it really is, which will get it feared and hunted down, or hiding parts of itself to avoid that. This is the reality for pretty much any minority. Whether weāre black, Asian, autistic, female, trans, Muslim, bipolar, etc, whether or not we pass as some other identity or even can, we understand that being seen as those minority identities often means people are going to treat us terribly as a result. It is exhausting having to suppress a need to stim or to shift your dialect with different people or leave a culturally significant garment at home, but when not doing so can mean anything from teasing to losing your job to literal death, you just hide those parts of yourself.
In Rouge Protocol, when Murderbot failed to pass as an augmented human, when Don Abene and her team saw it as the secunit it truly is, two of those humans immediately turned on it, and less than a (Gregorian) month later, even more of its secrets were let out to the public and many more humans were after it and the humans it most cared about. Its belief that terrible things would happen if humans figured out it was a rogue secunit was correct.
I have thankfully experienced little of the all too common African American experience of being treated as inherently dangerous because of my race, but I have very often been the one black person in a (usually metaphorical) room of white people. And frequently Murderbot is in a similar boat (ship?) being the one secunit or even construct amongst humans and/or bots. And that can be frustrating and lonely, even when the folks around you do care about you. When you have been taught from the media and people around you and learned from direct experience that what you are is dangerous/worthless/something else bad, it becomes extremely difficult to believe that anyone who doesnāt share that identity would treat you well. And even when you do know they will be kind and caring to you, you still know theyāll never be able to fully understand. It can be upsetting sometimes when Iām talking to my white friends and they donāt get why I have the relationship that I do with my coily hair or how I could have had such a bad experience at a hospital they swear is the best. I headcanon that Murderbotās anti-socialness, on top of being caused by it being abused and enslaved by humans for so long as well as it probably being programmed to be not very social, is partly caused by it being restricted from interacting with other constructs, by being forced to not have anyone it can relate to. (Really hope we get a bunch of Murderbot & Three interacting in future installments.)
And I really like your point about Murderbotās drones being disability aids. For one thing, I just like this interpretation, adds richness to Preservation culture and Mensahās and Murderbotās relationship. But also, Murderbot rationalizing to itself that the drones are only there for it to protect others rather than for its own comfort and ability to function reminds me of the relationship many impoverished and/or of black folks have with mainstream medicine.
If youāre routinely barred from medical care because you canāt afford it or your issues are dismissed or your mistreated in the middle of trying to get help, then you may not even attempt to get the medical care you need at all or be aware of the full options that exist. I donāt know how many times I or a family member have had extremely distressing symptoms but instead of getting professionally seen, we just stayed at home and took something over-the-counter because we couldnāt afford a doctorās visit or knew whichever doctor we saw would just be another white person who would see our hair and skin and brush off our concerns without even examining us. And we never even considered preventative or long term care, because taking a day off of work or school to check if we maybe had something wrong with us was something none of us could spare. And this can morph even further into not even recognizing when you need medical care. The aches and pains I felt on a daily basis and massive panic Iād feel just going up to a cash register I never fully registered or I treated as something I needed to fix alone because I had learned early on that I couldnāt get help for these things.
So often in the series, Murderbot is physically or mentally unwell (to be honest, itās probably unwell for the entire series). Sometimes it remarks on this with a āthis is bad but Iām just going to have to deal with itā. Other times it doesnāt even seem to notice when itās bleeding out or experiencing high stress. Granted, it is a construct. It can withstand greater damage than humans and what ailments it could have donāt fully match up with those of a human. Part of itās ādonāt worry, Iāll be fineā attitude is definitely because of that, but I think itās also because Murderbot has partially internalized the message that it is a tool and not a person, a tool that doesnāt get medical care or accommodations or the like. It believes itās not going to get help unless said help serves someone else, so of course it would forget it had just been shot on the survey mission at the beginning of Network Effect. Of course it would deny that it needs therapy in Network Effect and System Collapse. Of course Murderbot would think Mensah was lying when she said the drones were for its own health.
Thereās a lot more I could say on the subject (and maybe one I day I will), but that would veer this even more off topic.
This is really cool and thank you for sharing! I really love your point about medical unavailability/mistrust, I think thatās a really insightful connection to MBās interactions with medical care. Iām gonna have to look at these moments with new eyes in the future because I think youāre exactly right
You made a lot of points here that made me nod and snap my fingers emphatically, like yes oh my god the fact that itās never had a chance to interact extensively with other constructs is definitely part of why it hesitates to interact socially. Iām in a class right now where the professor really focuses on the importance of personal connection, and weāve talked a lot about how queer identity development is something that especially requires you to have other queer people to relate to. Like, if youāre a little baby queer with absolutely no one in your life who is also queer, youāre going to have an awful time trying to figure yourself out. But if you can see other people who are living their queer lives, and maybe talk to people who are also figuring themselves out, youāre going to have an easier time of it. MB on the other hand, has so far had to figure everything out on its own, with absolutely no one and nothing that it can use as an example. Even in the media, rogue SecUnits are always unquestionably a danger and a threat, not a person. Youāre right, thatās going to be absolutely fascinating to watch unfold with MB and Three in the future
As an Asian-American and second-generation immigrant trans person, I strongly agree with much of the analysis that op brings to the table, and as someone who's written about the parallels to the bicultural and immigrant experiences in Fugitive Telemetry, it's really gratifying to see my thoughts repeated and validated.
And plenty of others before me have talked about the trans parallels (did you know Tor published a whole series of essays by a trans woman on the Murderbot Diaries?) I'm also glad that @just-a-space-duck has chimed in with her thoughts from a Black pov- and yeah, there really is something uniquely lonely about being surrounded by white people as a POC no matter how supportive they are, about not being able to connect with people who experientially get you, isn't there? I think it's fully a valid read that much of MB's dysfunction as a person and as a construct stems from not having even that amount of contact like Three has, that amount of bot culture that JollyBaby has, to be affirmed by.

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Well fuck Balin
This is one of my favorite lines! It makes me smile every time
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Tbh I can't be mad at Balin for going "Not my job" either because yes, it would be an incredibly obnoxious thing for a manager to do under normal circumstances, and yes it is physically more capable of doing that than the humans, but it's also absolutely the bot equivalent of asking the only woman on the team to make coffee or clean things suspiciously often and Balin was working at that port for like 40 years. It probably got real sick of being asked to move heavy things that were only tangentially related to its job because it was the nearest bot instead of the humans calling someone whose job it actually was.
It's a microaggression, Murderbot knows it's a microaggression because it's annoyed about being asked to move random furniture when it's a Security Consultant, and then it gets pissy about Balin the Customs Inspector or whatever being asked to do it because MB is unfortunately kind of chauvinistic about bots so it did the exact same microaggression itself
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