Z - he/himđłď¸ââ§ď¸ - adult â no nazis no transmeds no sysmeds no tankies we'll kill you with hammers â minors DNF â don't be a prick â we're all tired and scared. try to be kind
i [write][draw][craft] (I'll link later if i rmbr my tags lol)
minors - do not follow or interact with my nsfw content please! interaction on regular posts is fine
i hate christianity and left god on read. christians follow at your own risk and keep your mouth shut đŤľ
i have adhd. can't shut up won't shut up! i will be rambling anywhere and everywhere đ bouncing here and there and everywhere like the gummy bears
system host, frontstuck. i don't do syscourse. endogenics, quoigenics, everyone except assholes welcome here
start caring about your fellow humans or else đŞ
Update: Yes i know I'm "red" on shinigami eyes. I do not care. People who notify me of this will be linked to this post. The tool has become useless except as a flag to check the blog yourself for transphobia, red or green. (Check the reviews for yourself.) Many terfs are still marked red but so are an insane amount of intersex folks and transmascs, while some transphobic folks are marked green.
â ď¸ TIP: This is a great time for you to get comfortable with not taking someone's word as an absolute and investigating yourself. This will also serve you well in other areas of your life.
Links:
AO3 â Cara â pillowfort
OC blog @braindollies
System blog @oubliette-subsystem
horny blog @tentacleconnoisseur (under 18yo dni/dnf, i do check and i block liberally đ¨)
mending blog @isuggestmending đŞĄđ§ľ
Writers! Have you tried @ellipsus-writes yet? Its collaborative and AI free~ đ
Current fixation: Warframe (ingame @/DrDerpsticksMD)(it's a really old account don't judge me lmao)
>Click Here to see THE BOY<
putting a cut bc i hate scrolling thru a long pin post lol
used to be conversationally fluent in German, trying to polish that back up âď¸ feel free to talk at me auf Deutsch so i can practice and study đ
i block early and often as people should. i refer to this sometimes as pruning the garden. one is responsible for curating one's own Internet experience
no oppression Olympics. we're in this together or we die isolated
no proship/anti discourse, and if you use either as a self descriptor you go on my watch list until i can determine you have enough sense in your head not to be a shithead to other humans about it
no bigots. respect your fellow humans or die by my sword
menthol illness and physical disability! busted my back ten years ago and every relapse seems to make everything worse đ
sometimes i forget bc im just me and always have been but I'm transmasc lol my HRT tranniversary is 10/31 đ
Special interests marked by *
fandom fixations:
honkai star rail (Belobog a specialty)
Red vs Blue (old rvb blog)
Court of Darkness/Makai no Ouji
Dragon Quest Builders 1&2
Warframe
*Elder Scrolls: Oblivion, Skyrim, eventually I will play Morrowind. attempt #4 should surely yield a playable experience
other interests:
*fiber crafts - I've either tried it or want to someday lol ill probably make a separate post for it but my primary crafts are crochet, cross stitch, sewing and some macrame/kumihimo
* chemical safety - used to be certified to ship HazMat (USDOT) and Dangerous Goods (IATA) and never got over the fascination. if you see a hazmat placard you should tell me about it đ
animals: lifelong fascination for and love for cats but I'm also a fan of "yucky" "weird" and "gross" animals like snakes, rats, bats, and spiders. most are misunderstood and deserve better treatment. one animal that i do not like that gives me heeby jeebies is crabs so i don't reblog unless it's crab rave bc those are cartoons
top fav animals: cats, gators, sharks*, snakes, spiders
does writing count? saying i like writing feels like saying i like breathing. I've had stories growing in me like a garden since i was small, and if i don't get them out i get sick with all of them crowding my ribs
but i do appreciate writing as a craft to be studied and applied and honed. I'm always thinking about how to craft my vision in the way it deserves to be told
talk tags:
z.chat - chatter/random thoughts
z.vent - angery!!
z.ouch - chronic pain stuff
z.lore - fun? facts about Z
z.watch - livebloggin what I'm watching
z.read - livebloggin but for reading lol
z.chat.writing - chat tag about stuff I'm writing/have written/aspire to write
z.music - new! stuff i'm listening to or that i like (tag #music is just music in general)
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remir doodles, various ages and points in time. the tall lady is moira, witch of the valley. if you compare her to the resident evil woman, you will be hit with my mind beam. all questions welcome at my press conference next friday
sorry it didn't give me the fancy embed for some reason but here's a bit from the article about the cross contamination effects and affected lots
Risk Statement: For consumers with a hypersensitivity to the ingredients in ranitidine, there is a reasonable probability that ingestion of Cetirizine tablets contaminated with ranitidine could result in serious adverse events including severe hypersensitivity reactions and anaphylaxis that manifests as hypotension, dyspnea, difficulty swallowing, throat and facial edema, generalized pruritic, urticaria, and loss of consciousness, which are all life-threatening. To date, Unique Pharmaceuticals has not received any reports of adverse events related to this recall.
Product complaint received that a pharmacy technician identifies the discrepancy while counting the tablets at the time of dispensing. A product complaint reported about Appearance of red dot on Tablets of Cetirizine Hydrochloride Tablets USP 5 mg and some tablets are discolored (Appeared as discolored due to multiple red colored dots on tablets).
Lot numbers for Cetirizine Hydrochloride Tablets USP 5 mg, 100ct in HDPE container with expiration date of 10/2028
GY825029
GY825030
GY825031
GY825032
table in image format:
Please check if the pharmacy gave you one of these bottles! If you got a pharmacy bottle with less than 100 instead of the manufacturer's bottle, ie, they counted your amount out, they should have called you if your medication is affected but you can call them to check if you are worried about it!
I get these notifications by subscribing to [drugs.com alerts] for US recalls if you would also like to be notified. đStay safe đ
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The chunky yarn works up into a lovely rich fabric. Use large buttons to make it unique, a lovely design that adds a classic handmade touch to your wardrobe for all seasons đ§ś
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ppl are so annoying âyou canât paint ur bedroom pink youâre an adultâ i did not spend my entire life waiting to grow up and control my life to paint my bedroom beige
when I first bought my house, I announced my decision to paint my bedroom purple. I had wanted a purple bedroom for thirty damn years, you fucking bet I was gonna have one now. My friends decided, for some reason, that I meant what one of them referred to as â14 year old girl purpleâ (through whatâs wrong with the colors a 14 year old girl chooses, I donât know, even if theyâre not what I want as an adult). They didnât believe me until they saw the color on the actual wall, even thought they helped me pick out paints. My mother, meanwhile, decided to get worried that if I painted my bedroom a âdark purpleâ, it would be âdepressingâ. As if, with an entire house to live in, I would spend all my time in the bedroom, which I wanted to be dark because I would be sleeping in there. In the damn dark.
I had like one, maybe two friends who were all like FUCK YEAH YOU PAINT IT WHATEVER COLOR YOU WANT, PURPLE BEDROOMS ARE AWESOME.
But when they actualy saw the finished bedroom, every single one of them was like, âOh yeah, thatâs really pretty.â (Well, the ones who supported me from the beginning were more like WOOHOO.)
And the moral of the story is: Fuck âem, please yourself. Either theyâll come around, or you can safely ignore every question of taste they opine about for the rest of time.
This applies to other adulting activities, too. When I was a kid, I decided that I wanted to have a wedding cake made of doughnuts. When I got older, I figured that I would be âmatureâ about it and get a traditional cake, which the older adults approved of. Now that Iâm 25 and facing the possibility of actual marriage in the near future, Iâm just like âmarriage is a social construct but it comes with tax & insurance benefits, so just give me that goddamn doughnut cake.â If they donât like it then they donât have to come to my wedding.
Iâm thirty and my first big furniture purchase was a custom coffin shaped coffee table that opens up and is lined with purple crushed velvet. I would have loved it at 13 and I love it now. Growing up doesnât mean you have to abandon what makes you happy.
I have told this story before, and I will tell it again, because I am An Old now and repeating stories forever is our prerogative:
When I bought my house, the kitchen was multiple shades of dingy white. It was dismal, but it was now mine! So went to the hardware store for paint (well, several trips, painted swatches on panel, etc â Iâm very picky. But this was the final, ârealâ trip). It was a busy day in the paint section. There were at least five people behind me in line.
Now, remember, latex paint is slightly lighter and brighter when wet than it is when dry. And Iâd decided to paint my kitchen candy-apple red. The hardware store employee took my gallon off the Paint Jiggler and cracked it open to put a dab on the top, revealing the most incredibly deep pink, and behind me I hear the entire line of people say,
âOh my god.â
âŚin perfect chorus.
I did not realize up until that moment that shocking a crowd of strangers with my paint color choices was a life goal, but at that moment I felt an absolutely overwhelming sense of achievement.
When I first moved into my place, I painted the spare room, that eventually became my office, lime green, the kind of lime green that glows down the corridor when I open the door - The colour was only available as an âaccent colourâ in the section of paints intended for childrenâs playrooms, and in the shop I got a lot of âOh your son will love this!â And from people I knew I got a lot of âOh well, youâre 21 now, youâre basically a teenager, this is a terrible idea, youâll hate it and need to pull out all the furniture to repaint it.â And I have to report that I am now in my forties and my office still looks like this, and it makes me smile every time I see it.
not decorating trends; those have always existed. but the idea that color and decoration is inherently childish
this is the dining room at the Eustis Estate in Milton, Massachusetts, from 1878 (where I used to work, briefly). the walls are TEXTURED MICA SHIMMER on a green background. Adult Space For Adults!
A jewelry shop in Paris c. 1901. kids canât buy jewelry!
who can forget the classic 1950s colorful bathroom? Iâm not a huge fan, but still! adult space! bright colors; decorative designs!
meanwhile âyouâre immature if you like Art Nouveauâ is a hot take Iâve really, seriously seen on this webbed site (only once, thank the gods). I donât know who started this, but Iâm going to kill them
I think a lot of it stems from the ubiquitous Waterhouse prints that were sold on college campuses for 20 years. like why would I get a free pass if it were Monet instead Western culture is stupid. The entire point of being an adult is breakfast for dinner and cake for breakfast and dying with the most toys.
The examples of decorated homes above are both either modern or upper class, which makes it easy to dismiss because âsure the rich people have beautiful homesâ and âsure, modern middle-class people have lots of color in their homes.â
So hereâs two examples of traditional Norwegian farmhouse interiors. You know. The kinds of places peasants live in.
This type of painting is called ârosemalingâ and today you usually find it on, like, carved wooden bowls and such that are only used for decoration. But back two centuries ago, it was very common to find the interiors of homes covered in it, in projects that were painted little by little over the decades. Because itâs beautiful to look at, paint is the cheapest way of decorating your house, and what else are you going to do on the long winter nights when itâs too dark and cold to work outdoors?
But mostly, they did it because it made them happy, and it was beautiful.
The Kim Karsashian Cult of Beige is a stain on civilization and I cannot believe I have to fucking live through it swear to gos WEâRE APES OUR ENCLOSURES NEED ENRICHMENT FFS
I just painted my dining room âcherry cola.â Iâm painting my bedroom violet and lavender. The living room has shutters on the windows and Iâm painting them turquoise.
I like to call my entire interior design ethos âBohemian Necromancer.â Bright jewel tone furniture covers in paisley and mandala patterns, exciting paint colors, lots of art on all the walls⌠bronze deity statues, thereâs a gothic crow plushy with red eyes on a shelf below a grapefruit sized obsidian orb and a large black hourglass, the jar labeled âbone dustâ actually contains bone dust, there are fancy knives (functional and which I know how to fight with) on display in every room of the house so Iâm never out of reach of a weapon, and everywhere you go the animal skulls on the shelves are watching you.
The universal beige thing is a function of capitalism. Itâs about decorating your home by prioritizing its resale value rather than your comfort and happiness. Fuck that shit. Iâm dying in this house and if a stranger comes in here after, theyâre gonna know who I was.
It turns out I only have non-human family photos of the various cats we had in the home while I lived at my parentsâ for examples but I was always thankful of my momâs openness to color on the walls. Always did a white ceiling and trim to âkeep it openâ. We didnât have a large home.
The first two images are from my sister and Iâs bedrooms. Mine was tiny, but had a high ceiling so thereâs a loft bed. No âoh itâs a small room you canât have a deep green colorâ. I was 14 and it was the first time I ever had my own room. My sister chose the lovely soft peach in the first image for hers, a slightly longer room but with great lighting. They remained like that until well after we moved out (Cat in these is a young Lucy Furr, who is still alive at 16 and with me).
The 3rd photo is the robinâs egg blue in the upstairs primary bathroom (with miss Pawpaw, a kitten who was born in our tent shed and adopted out as Cleo)
The 4th is a very bad photo for the lighting but what we all considered an iconic leap of faith. Harvest Orange in the living room. It was deep and saturated burnt orange but oh my god it was gorgeous in there once we got it on the walls. The time I lived in that house is so strongly wrapped in that orange living room and hall. It was so warm and inviting. Cozy without being dim and dark. I remember my mom and I seeing it at Home Depot and looking at each other like âthis is either the biggest mistake or the best decision everâ. Weâve since learned not to doubt ourselves.
(Last kitty is the late Misu, who was my momâs very tragic lesson in no longer letting cats outside. She loved her cat TV.)
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