Z - he/him🏳️⚧️ - adult ★ no nazis no transmeds no sysmeds no tankies we'll kill you with hammers ★ minors DNF ★ don't be a prick ★ we're all tired and scared. try to be kind
i [write][draw][craft] (I'll link later if i rmbr my tags lol)
minors - do not follow or interact with my nsfw content please! interaction on regular posts is fine
i hate christianity and left god on read. christians follow at your own risk and keep your mouth shut 🫵
i have adhd. can't shut up won't shut up! i will be rambling anywhere and everywhere 👍 bouncing here and there and everywhere like the gummy bears
system host, frontstuck. i don't do syscourse. endogenics, quoigenics, everyone except assholes welcome here
start caring about your fellow humans or else 🔪
Update: Yes i know I'm "red" on shinigami eyes. I do not care. People who notify me of this will be linked to this post. The tool has become useless except as a flag to check the blog yourself for transphobia, red or green. (Check the reviews for yourself.) Many terfs are still marked red but so are an insane amount of intersex folks and transmascs, while some transphobic folks are marked green.
⚠️ TIP: This is a great time for you to get comfortable with not taking someone's word as an absolute and investigating yourself. This will also serve you well in other areas of your life.
Links:
AO3 ★ Cara ★
OC blog @braindollies
System blog @oubliette-subsystem
horny blog @tentacleconnoisseur (under 18yo dni/dnf, i do check and i block liberally 🔨)
mending blog @isuggestmending 🪡🧵
Writers! Have you tried @ellipsus-writes yet? Its collaborative and AI free~ 😍
Current fixation: Warframe (ingame @/DrDerpsticksMD)(it's a really old account don't judge me lmao)
>Click Here to see THE BOY<
putting a cut bc i hate scrolling thru a long pin post lol
used to be conversationally fluent in German, trying to polish that back up ✌️ feel free to talk at me auf Deutsch so i can practice and study 💜
i block early and often as people should. i refer to this sometimes as pruning the garden. one is responsible for curating one's own Internet experience
no oppression Olympics. we're in this together or we die isolated
no proship/anti discourse, and if you use either as a self descriptor you go on my watch list until i can determine you have enough sense in your head not to be a shithead to other humans about it
no bigots. respect your fellow humans or die by my sword
menthol illness and physical disability! busted my back ten years ago and every relapse seems to make everything worse 👍
sometimes i forget bc im just me and always have been but I'm transmasc lol my HRT tranniversary is 10/31 🎃
Special interests marked by *
fandom fixations:
honkai star rail (Belobog a specialty)
Red vs Blue (old rvb blog)
Court of Darkness/Makai no Ouji
Dragon Quest Builders 1&2
Warframe
*Elder Scrolls: Oblivion, Skyrim, eventually I will play Morrowind. attempt #4 should surely yield a playable experience
other interests:
*fiber crafts - I've either tried it or want to someday lol ill probably make a separate post for it but my primary crafts are crochet, cross stitch, sewing and some macrame/kumihimo
* chemical safety - used to be certified to ship HazMat (USDOT) and Dangerous Goods (IATA) and never got over the fascination. if you see a hazmat placard you should tell me about it 💜
animals: lifelong fascination for and love for cats but I'm also a fan of "yucky" "weird" and "gross" animals like snakes, rats, bats, and spiders. most are misunderstood and deserve better treatment. one animal that i do not like that gives me heeby jeebies is crabs so i don't reblog unless it's crab rave bc those are cartoons
top fav animals: cats, gators, sharks*, snakes, spiders
does writing count? saying i like writing feels like saying i like breathing. I've had stories growing in me like a garden since i was small, and if i don't get them out i get sick with all of them crowding my ribs
but i do appreciate writing as a craft to be studied and applied and honed. I'm always thinking about how to craft my vision in the way it deserves to be told
talk tags:
z.chat - chatter/random thoughts
z.vent - angery!!
z.ouch - chronic pain stuff
z.lore - fun? facts about Z
z.watch - livebloggin what I'm watching
z.read - livebloggin but for reading lol
z.chat.writing - chat tag about stuff I'm writing/have written/aspire to write
z.music - new! stuff i'm listening to or that i like (tag #music is just music in general)
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I think it's important to remember that every single religion can be twisted for violence and oppression and abuse and control. Yes, including the one that you think can't be. But quickly, before anti-theists start saying that religion is an inherently evil violence accelerant, remember that this is true for any ideology, including anti-theism. Violence and oppression and abuse and control happens wherever there are people who think that those things will help them get what they want.
$390 raised out of $850 for my little sister’s surgery. Sadly, her operation was postponed until tomorrow because we could not collect the full amount.
you can lie on the floor in your home and the Soft Baby who lives there will approach you. this will increase your chance of contact with Nose Wet by 75%
It's spring now which means the kids in my city have started drawing hopscotches on the sidewalk and as a rule I do every hopscotch I see because 1. Use it or lose it (ability to scotch) and 2. If a child got down on the hardscrabble streets of Boston Massachusetts to draw a scotch the least I can do is use it, but in doing the hopscotches, I've learned that about 50% of them are the typical 8-10 step scotch and the other 50% are. Somewhat avant-garde. And of course I'm not vetting the entire scotch before I start it so sometimes it's like haha 8 steps woo! Childlike whimsy! And sometimes they're 20 steps or 30 or they've got a section with three squares instead of two where you have to do a little Charleston to step on all three, or, memorably, FORTY one foot squares. A full BLOCK of jumping on one foot but I'm no quitter so once I've started Jigsaw Junior's fuckin hopscotch gauntlet I'm there til the end just a daily pot smoker in her thirties jumping kasa-obake style through an affluent suburb while some little proto-kennedy watches from his bedroom window rubbing his sadistic little third grade hands together and cackling. It's amazing. I love spring.
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Basically I think a lot of White ppl think the antithesis to racism is "Black people are inherently Cool, White people are inherently Lame" and it's just very hard to convince them that this is also extremely racist lmfao
It's the combination of "seeing a racialized group as Fundamentally Inherently Good is still dehumanizing and you aren't seeing them as people" and "your self-flagellating White guilt is extremely annoying for the people of color around you to deal with"
That post I made over new years had people at my THROAT for saying I only buy real leather. Sorry I really do think that wearing textured plastic that will fall apart in under 5 years and go on to irreparably poison the environment is the worse option here.
if you look into the mushroom leather or apple leather or cactus leather or any other plant-based alternatives, they're all still about 50-75% polyurethane. They'll still fall apart fast and then they wont decompose except into microplastics. They're just not sustainable. I thrift pretty much all my leather garments and some of them are 30 years old and still hold up like they're new. Like there's no contest.
Had to switch the bass/guitar to preserve Lizzie's original silhouette. A big job but doable. Starting the assembly process tomorrow and then adjust adjust adjust. Might take a couple weeks at most. Then going back in with clay and paint.
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I refer to the protagonist of fallout 4 as NateNora because both the man and woman versions of the character are essentially the same person.
Because they gave this game a voiced protagonist, Bethesda has invited me to analyze the sole survivor NateNora as a person and my analysis says that because it doesn’t really matter much which spouse you choose to literally fridge that they’re one of those couples who have been together since high school and as a result are basically two halves of the same braincell.
Same sense of humor, same homicidal tendencies, same compulsion to collect random magazines.
If you knew Nate and Nora before the apocalypse you probably couldn’t invite one without inviting the other and both of them probably kept the exact same pictures of baby Shaun in their wallets. Not exactly the same person per se, but they’ve been together for so long that if you remove one of them the other basically doesn’t know who they are.
Which is my theory as to why one of the possible first thoughts they have upon being unfrozen to a dead spouse is violence. You killed their other braincell, Kellogg. That was all of their impulse control and you’re about to pay the price for that. They actually have to develop a personality now and it’s all your fault.
One might make the argument that with Nate being a former front lines soldier that it makes more sense for him to be violent and proficient with weapons but my argument is that Nora was a lawyer in an era of extreme corporate espionage. You need to keep your head on a fucking swivel and have your pistol loaded and in your purse at all times if you wanna fight nuka cola in court.
Everybody expects prewar people to be soft but they aren’t expecting somebody that’s been dodging soda company snipers for months while pregnant. Being a corporate lawyer and being a front lines soldier are basically equally dangerous in this universe.