Simply, a Beautiful Catastrophe

My Barnes&Noble haul as I get ready to pack for Residential Treatment this time around... I’m really looking forward to reading “Emotional Intelligence” book 📖 #barnesandnoble #books #activities #stickers #timecapsules #edeecovery #anarecovery #atypepersonality #busybody #writer #ocd #bookaddixtion #reader https://www.instagram.com/p/BovYSMmlvHN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=f4l09xigdbg8

I will never stop fighting for my goals and dreams; go where Mental illness is no a taboo word@ that kills us. I want the world song of the summer and help me pick one another in the world. This is what keep me alive sometimes #edwarroors #qnoreaxi #ana anarecovery #advirtovitum https://www.instagram.com/p/BopaaJKlO2u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mhh4pxth7ti6

#latepoat https://www.instagram.com/p/BopXjvElV1x/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fcs9ee6qgs96

Is the broken blood vessel in my eye !👁 ... Your heart should be so lost and guy that people have to go through Jesus just to know you... https://www.instagram.com/p/BoiJ-7zFamG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ykdeaeplinkb

💜💚love you all https://www.instagram.com/p/BoQYwNolSHx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=q84ut5424aoe

Many stories deep.. not including childhood. #whyididntreport https://www.instagram.com/p/BoQUjIPFwr6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=c9qi8xgpwjnd

This! #bodydysmorphicdisorder #spooniewarrior #bodydysmorphia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfam #edrecovery #edwarrior #anorexianervosarecovery https://www.instagram.com/p/BoK53nPlWso/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fmo7yxn8gqtb

Who has ever came back from a pass on the weekends at Montecatini and did the drug check in screening and had to blow your alcohol level and piss and you came up dirty on either one! It so true, because of some food you ate; literally, IT HAPPENED TO ME! I tested dirty and I swore I didn’t do anything and I lost my passes for the upcoming weekends &outings!! I swear it was the food that cause the false positive that showed on the alcohol breathalyzer! like I was so pissed! A Japanese restaurant had wine in their sauce or something.. #montefamily #montefam #strugglewasreal #eatingdisordertreatment https://www.instagram.com/p/BoGembRlLhG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a3pous6s2e0t

Why I only get my peanut made raw and natural right in front of me out of honey roasted peanuts ! #didyouknow #fitfam #healthyeats #istilllikepeanutbutter https://www.instagram.com/p/BoGdQGsFSc5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cr5xdezg0ya

#wtf #truth #facts #wrong #bodypositive https://www.instagram.com/p/BoGcm9vlhcm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1iroxu2i6aztd

#gummiebears #cravings https://www.instagram.com/p/BoGcgRDFvhi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t7wo1n7yznm4

👏👌🏽💯💜💚 #this #truth #scalesareforfishies #scaledoesnotdefineyou https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFNAd3lEKE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1x3dghi231tj0

I’m sure my therapist approves this message! Haha #dbt #dbtskills #makehealthychoices https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFMlaWFzFW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5idoe0mkd68t

Challenge Accepted! Who’s with me!? #edfam #sooonielife #edwarriors #bodydysmorphicdisorder #blithe #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #fat #bodypositive #eatingdisorder #bulimiarecovery #selfesteem #haes #selfcare #loveyourself #spooniewarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFMDKBlEov/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1royibibx16ab

#truth https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFIW3Rldtp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5g5b0f3pbj77

Some #one please tell me where I can find this heavenly spot!! There’s watermelon juice and endless watermelon 🍉 everywhere!! Haha! #halfblack #fruitlover #watermelon #healthyfood #noms #foodie https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFHl5cFzmu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=72e9vj2xolz4

Watching my church Anthology “Live” like always! I want to go in person soon! #anthologychurch @anthologymenifee https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFHPm9FlJ7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ozl632qio9tv