Queerness, Feminism & Music with Rocks in it

Nick Barlow, Clusterfuck/Keep It Together, 2022

Hated drawing these I'm never drawing on a whim again humiliating experience.

Don't like either backgrounds but I am happy with the results

cause think about it, if Spike got his own soul back it means it existed somewhere all this time

William was a good man, innocent person who’s never done any harm and of course his soul went to heaven after he got turned

it hurts not only because the soul feels all the guilt over the death and murder the demon inflicted but also because it got violently pulled out of a good and safe place, it was at rest

just like Buffy was… Buffy didn’t exist in another form but as a soul after she died. Her body was still in the ground

imagine her asking him more questions about how it feels? asking “do you think your soul was in heaven?” and him looking all confused at her because he didn’t really think about it

because he didn’t think it through once he made the decision to go get it back; he didn’t think he’ll be disrupting William’s rest

Buffy made peace with the fact she has to live again now and heaven will have to wait for her ( though I’m sure still subconsciously doubting if she will get there again in the end )