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it's so crazy to be addicted* to short form videos because for example right now i'm going to bed upset because i'm worried about the bruise over my cat's eye that's making him squint so i go to bed and i want to be distracted to forget about his eye but i dont want to read my favorite fanfiction and i dont want to read the book i got from the library and i dont want to listen to my audiobook or my favorite song while i fall asleep all i want is to let two hundred and ninety eight instagram reels i will not remember in the morning sort of pass me by like a vaguely advertiser-friendly fog i want to go on the Bad Feelings Roulette Wheel that lives on my ipad because i don't have a smartphone because i hated how much i was on my phone so i got rid of it but i cant go on instagram on my ipad because i deleted instagram from the homescreen again because i hate staying up until 2 on instagram reels because it makes me feel terrible but also it's really fun and i learn new things and i hear funny jokes from trans people and see videos of gerard way and so actually it would be okay if this time i was on instagram reels until i fall asleep because instagram reels is the only thing that could take away the sadness gnawing away at the cavern in my chest

like definitely the answer to this problem is to delete instagram but. my life is on there my friends live in there. just how part of me lives in tumblr and on neocities and on youtube and the strange and niche little hidey-holes of the internet i frequent. i live in there it's part of me they couldn't delete the internet without killing part of me. i love it here. maybe to remember that it's fun i have to pretend something else feels as fun and easy as looking at little videos. I have to make the things I like as easy to get to as instagram. shortcut? new bookmark or desktop link to sites that are fun and not strenuous ? the world perhaps once again is my oyster ...

Its such a beautiful time to be a frank fan. Little guy so festively plump like the little birds in my bird feeder. 20 lbs of birdseed for this guy.

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Serious advice tho if this happens, it's likely because you already wrote past the end of the scene and wandered too far from the more logical transition point, and you should go back to the last time the writing felt "unforced" and cut everything after.