There shouldβve been an Agent Mika, but also if there had been an Agent Mika, I think I wouldβve lost my mind.Β A Cas-inspired ALL MIKA playlist that loosely follows his character arc in the series. (x)
Shout-out to Tumblr user @autisticandroids β whose post about Good Wife - MIKA x the Cas watching Dean rake leaves scene sent me down this path. Their takes on Cas also feature into another song choice on this list
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Disclaimer: While Iβve watched spn since 2014 and started watching live mid-s9, I only seen the show completely through once and went off of memory and my particularly enriched Tumblr enclosure to consider connections to Casβs character arc.Β
Itβs all MIKA (some w/ features tho), but song names will be bolded, my thoughts and season or scene connections next to them, and on occasion, screencaps or lyrics added for emphasis. Parts with a * next to them are my personal favorites.Β
Rain -> early seasons Cas. falling Cas. give this poor angel a break.Β
Talk About You -> Cas being ANNOYING AS HELL to all other angels in the garrison because he has a crush on Dean.Β
One Foot Boy* -> "I serve God, I don't serve Man, and I certainly don't serve you" Vibes + s8 lobotomies era + doubt still, always doubt still
Promiseland* (edit and addition brought to you by the genius of @hocuspocushogeschool) -> this song is SOOOOO Cas. It is the strong righteous soldier Cas π€ again becoming disillusioned with heaven, god, and his purpose. It makes me think of s4-s6 Cas, but I think whatever part of Cas is represented in this song is something core to his character that lasts till the end. So get this:
Last Party* -> Endverse!Cas ESPECIALLY but also a little bit Cas in all apocalypse scenarios. "I'll go with you" on Dean's suicide mission vibes. βIβll be there with you at the endβ(paraphrased) Cas with Mark of Cain Dean vibes.Β "You weren't invited and don't want to stay, but keep partying anyway" -> CAS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THERE. CRACK IN HIS CHASSIS. WRENCH IN THE WORKS. EVERY TIME.
No Place in Heaven -> Conversations with Anna and Dean about his doubt. The fight with Uriel in 4x16. 6x20 bench monologuing. That scene where he looks up like >:[ I believed in you! Generally early seasons Cas before Chuck is revealed in all his shittiness.
I See You -> Still Beautiful Still Dean Winchester. Think of s6 invisiCas. Think of Cas rescuing Dean from Hell, rebuilding him. Then getting to know him, and beginning to doubt, beginning to fall.
Rio**Β -> Upbeat but reminds me of how Cas is ALWAYS going through it damn. Β Anyway this song has everythingΒ for your Cas projection needs. I thought it would just be funny at first b/c I was thinking of the fact that Hunter Corp Sam & Dean canonically fucked off to Brazil but !!!!!Β Consider s6 Cas and how they tried to make him a villain. Also, the Casifer arc.Β
Good Wife***-> the song that started it all. upbeat but my GOD, the YEARNING. Basically s6, 6x20, and just CAS. This song honestly speaks for itself and THEY NEVER DID GET TO KNOW THE GOOD LIFE DID THEY ;-; Also ALSO these lyrics??? but especially yellow highlight:
ONCE MORE CASβS LOVE = UNPLANNED WRENCH IN THE WORKS. GAY LOVE PIERCES THE VEIL AND SAVES THE DAY (and gives me brain worms). FUCK U CHUCK.
Meme credit @autisticandroids. Gifset w/ lyrics that made me see shrimp colors earlier tonight can be found here (x) courtesy of @bikingdean β
Staring at the Sun -> ohoHOHOHo. Cas pov loving Dean. Sacrificial. Unconditional. Irreversible. If you want a particular spn timeline to think, consider AWOL Demon Dean arc, Dean Michael Possession arc, or general early spn when Cas was often away from the Winchesters but found himself thinking of Dean A LOT but maybe didn't realize it was Love Yet. Dean is the sun.
Touches You *-> credit to @autisticandroids for their post about Cas being like hmm, I want Sam's Codependency with Dean but For Me
I mean:
Heroes -> s7 white scrubs cas. Having taken on Sam's Lucifer Burden. And then purgaytory.
Origin of Love -> Godstiel. S7 deancas. "We're making it up as we go." General deancas, cas pov. Also I love everyoneΒ because I love youΒ vibes.Β
Stuck in the Middle -> Heaven or Earth. Angel or Human. I mean, c'mon. Could specifically consider s8 Cas wondering about Heaven beyond Naomi's control, but, ultimately, it is about Cas choosing the Winchesters and specifically Dean (imo). Also, these lyrics = Cas @ Dean:
Ordinary Man**Β -> CAS LOSING HIS GRACE ARC PLUS VICTORIAN CONSUMPTION PINING AFTER DEMON DEAN WHOβS AWOL (s10-ish)
Hurts** -> MIKA X HUMAN CAS GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE BUNKER AND LIVING ON THE STREETS. PAIN. JAIL FOR DEAN FOR ONE THOUSAND YEARS FOR THIS SCENE!!! JAIL!! Like Cas is HUMAN. Cas is overwhelmed with feelings and new sensations and one of the first ones he gets to experience in-depth is HEARTBREAK. THANKS DEAN. FUCK U GADREEL.
Stardust -> a little bit of 15x18 confession came to mind, but general deancas longing I feel
Make You Happy*Β -> "Always happy to bleed for the Winchesters (aka Dean Winchester)" and βshattered at the alter of WinchesterβΒ vibes. Verse one but especially, "But if this is love then watch me die on you" and I VIVIDLY pictured the s12 finale cas death and the Dean staring at his pyre scene.
I Went to Hell Last Night -> Cas during Dean Michael Possession Arc + God!Jack vibes. Also consider their very first meeting of course.Β
Ready to Call This Love*Β -> late stage hunter husbands deancas. This is a beautiful duet and if you look at the lyrics on genius, I particularly interpreted it as the italics being Cas and the plain text being Dean.Β
Relax, Take it Easy -> Cas taking the deal with the empty and actually reflecting on what he's done maybe. Could also connect with Casifer deal and any of his own poor decisions. Could also be post-confession in the empty.
Any Other World -> s14 finale/s15 beginning. Jack was just killed by Chuck. Chuck is the enemy. Things seem hopeless and irreversibly changed. Shit.
Me, Myself -> This is also break-up-esque, but could also be heard as depressed Cas in the Empty post-confession, thinking Dean doesnβt reciprocate and feeling hopeless. It has Spanish and made me think deancas Spanish dub, but itβs really more like trying to move on vibes. Has a line in Spanish about broken wingsΒ
Tah Dah -> s15 break-up when Cas tries to move on
Step With Me*Β -> deancas post confession when Dean tells Cas he loves him and they live in domestic bliss (fuck u cw this is MY canon)
BONUS:
By the Time -> In the MIKA!Cas universe, Dean POV on that scene where Cas stole the colt from UNDER DEAN'S PILLOW
ItβsΒ My House -> Kinda just enjoyed this one as a fun bop. Pictured it through the Mika!Cas universe lens of being deancas happy ending with a Roadhouse-esque place. Also it mightβve just been on my mind but I was also very much thinking Fuck John Winchester when I listened to this.Β When the lyrics are likeΒ βcause my house is your house,β itβs like NOT you @ him.Β
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I can't believe they had Paul, someone who was suspicious of Lestat and his influence on Louis, tell, no thank Lestat for loving Louis right. Like? "Thank you, white man, for damning my brother when he was most vulnerable, for isolating him, for making him think he was not enough, for cheating on him, for abusing him and your black daughter. Thank you for never taking accountability for any of the harm you've caused him, for making a song about how he made you the bad guy and that you wanted to hurt him a little bit. Thank you for making him apologise to you and making him think he is selfish."
They should have had Dean have a hookup during the divorce arc but it ends up being incredibly unfulfilling and in the next scene we see him hovering over Cas's contact in his phone but turns it off instead of calling. And the show doesn't acknowledge this ever again.
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