stranglethorn

do you ever think oh actually i am never going to stop being eleven years old and lonely

how to keep going for beginners

it's a shame kingdom hearts is both tied to disney and a deeply embarrassing thing for me to like because the potential of your nobody fucking your heartless is genuinely very high

sighs... i guess the concept of if the process of becoming a vampire killed you in a way that generated a ghost we could do that. it's not the same. maybe the next pokemon game will have 40% of its plot dedicated to an illicit and unhealthy romance between a ninjask and her shedinja. it's not the same though. it never will be.

Til the room smells like uphunty

just ask that person out, the worst thing they can say is an esoteric incantation that topologically inverts your body

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

let's all have a fun time looking up new words when we encounter them to see what they mean before incorporating them into our vocabularies

I’m slowly beginning to accept the reality that 2007 was not last year but in fact almost four years ago

daily affirmations: remember to be violent confrontational and hard to get along with