your favorite soggy kitten

When I'm gone and you have naught

When you're hollowed out and empty

From your

Pulpit, what will you preach?

How to live a good long life that's full of suffering

It really does feel like the world is ending

The world has ended a hundred times before you met me

I'm a sick dog and a scared kid

Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did

I don't wanna be around you

Just wanna be like you

"why would you think that about me?"

PTSD. It's because I have PTSD.

If you tell people who don't also do this about what you're worried about they often hear

"I think you're an evil person who's going to do evil things"

But in reality I just grew up in an environment where that behavior was normal, I am expecting you to act like my version of a normal human person, and I'm not making any moral judgements about you.

Shout out to the people that feel out of place or like an intruder around people notably less mentally ill than them

Shout out to people who get suspicious of others who portray their childhood, younger self, or family as "unrealistically good"

Shout out to people who genuinely fully believed all adults were evil or stupid as a child

Shout out to me

Nicole will you carry my Bible

It's dragging me down

And I cannot swim above this ground

My head is numb my lungs are shot

I am something you could do without