internet angel 🍥

This is not a roleplay account. I am a fictive <3

Hiya! I'm KAngel or Ame, I love both my names so use either!

My pronouns are she/her, though I'm looking into neos! I don't like having only one set..

The flesh I currently reside in is a minor so please don't be too weird! I'm a freak myself, but don't be too freaky iykwim

I have autism, ADHD, DID, hallucinations, and delusions, so please be patient!

Some extra blog and personal info below!

Actually fronting again after so long is so nice!! A lots changed in-sys, apparently we have three separate Kokichi fictives now... And they all (minus Emory) seem pretty active (fronting wise)! Ouma might be a new host if I'm understanding correctly? Or hyperfixation host at the very least!

I think I may also kin Chiaki Nanami from DR2! Very fun :) She's so me!!! And I'm so her!!! I may also kin the song Smells Like Teen Spirit, but then again that might just be Krill and buns feelings are bleeding over, lol

Ahhh I hope I stay fronting again!! Whenever we go awhile without fronting and then front again (fully, not just for a few minutes) we always get a bit of an update, hehe

To all the introjects who were/are forced to source separate because they were told that being source connected is "anti-healing"

To all the endogenic systems that could never truly be themselves because they were scared of being ridiculed for just existing

To all the polyminds who were/are roped into drama they were never a part of to begin with

To all the physical alterhumans whose identities are constantly being called delusions

To all the beings that could never experiment with their identities due to them being seen as contradictory and/or "cringe"

Don't let others tell you that the way you exist, the way you experience life, is in some way inherently wrong. I can promise you, it isn't. What is wrong, however, is others trying to force anyone who is different to conform to how they think life should be experienced.

Please never stop being yourself, life is shit, and once you lose what makes you you, things get a lot shittier.

Gasp!! Thank yew hehe, eat as much as you'd like

LOL, Tumblr knows!! /Silly

What ending are you going for if I may so inquire? :)

- myri !! 💫🛰️

Oh noo :( that's awful, I'm glad you at least could make this account , do you think it's possible to ever get your original account back? I hope so

Wahhh I haven't really been posting recently...... Some things have been going on in-sys, and we haven't played my source in a little bit, which is making fronting pretty hard </3 I like staying source accurate, but it's hard when The Amnesia™ makes me forget what I'm like in source.... Sighh

Hopefully I can convince whoever's fronting later to play NSO, that'll probably help me front more I'm thinking :)

fighting simac to retheme our bah blog to me wish me luck chat >:3

- MYRI

I mean this in the rudest way possible — where the actual fuck am I "defending" pedophiles? The only thing I can think this is referencing is my "thought crimes aren't real" post, which, they aren't. Pedophilia is a disorder and the people with that disorder (and the other 2 big paras) need to either get help, or they understand it's wrong and just... Don't do the things that their disorder is, I don't know, romanticizing?? I'm not an expert on pedophilia, so take my words with a grain of salt, but I'm in no way defending the act of pedophilia, I was saying that if you have that disorder, and think those things when you CANNOT CONTROL YOUR OWN THOUGHTS, you shouldn't be reprimanded for it.

Also, you are genuinely disgusting for immediately assuming that I, a sixteen year old, am sexting adults on the internet. You are the weird one in this situation, I fear. Acting all high and mighty over a sixteen year old for merely saying that thought crimes aren't real.

Not to mention the fact I am NOT in those communities, you are quite literally just making shit up. So respectfully, fuck off and stop imagining that someone is "jerking off" to me, because that is disgusting of you

We personally have very few darkships, but they're usually under very very specific circumstances, and even then we don't engage in those ships much as they often bring us more discomfort than comfort

But yeah, ship whatever the hell you want, just be respectful of others triggers/comfort while publicly posting about it :')

Let me get one thing straight, I'm a proshipper, I'm anti-censorship, I believe that people can ship whatever the hell they want

But for the love of god, proshippers, USE TRIGGER WARNINGS IN YOUR FUCKING TAGS. If you're talking about a ship that's incestuous, pedophilic, zoophilic, etc. add a fucking trigger warning

Just because I don't care what others ship does NOT mean that makes topics like that any less triggering, and I don't know where that idea came from.

For instance, a children's cartoon triggers me, do I hate the show? No, do I hate the people who watch it? No. But it still triggers me. And so does fucking incest on my feed, and that most likely triggers thousands of others on here, so start adding tws and cws istfg

Sorry this is so heated, I'm just genuinely so pissed that others think "anti-censorship" means "haha fuck you if you get triggered by this thing"

SO many arguments are made about AO3 and censorship, and one of the main things I see is that AO3 has a tagging system, and that's why it shouldn't censor anything, because you can filter out what you don't want to see. So why the fuck can't things be filtered out here? What's the fucking problem??? Just start adding tws to your GENUINELY TRIGGERING posts. Holy shit

I hate how people think that system origins will dictate how a system functions

People tend to think traumagenic means some form of disordered-ness, having dissociation, amnesia, splitting, etc.

And people tend to think endogenic means nothing disordering at all, perfect memory, being able to form headmates at will, no issues whatsoever

When neither of those are the case, at all. Even if we push aside the fact that endogenic systems can be disordered as well as have CDDs, that doesn't mean anything in the fact that they can experience amnesia, dissociation, plainly just trouble existing due to being a system. Even ones purposefully created! Just because you created a system, doesn't mean everything will be just peachy. The only thing you're doing is making a separate being to live with you, which can cause a lot of struggles

And traumagenic systems can be completely non-disordered, they can be what you'd imagine an endogenic system to be like, because the only thing separating the two is origin

By setting these ideas within the plural community, it's only further separating traumagenic and endogenic systems, which, yes, while I believe that endogenic and traumagenic systems should have their own spaces, I don't believe that we as a community should further the idea that we're nothing alike, when that's really not the case.

An endogenic system that has amnesia might believe they're actually traumagenic due to how the community makes it out to be, same with a traumagenic system, one that has no disordering features might believe they're endogenic because they fit the standard for it

And while that's not the worst thing in the world, it's not good either.

I just really feel like we should be lessening the stereotyping that goes on within the system community, it's only going to cause more issues and infighting in the long run

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until it's someone with OCD

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until it's a non-contact paraphiliac

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until it's someone with P-OCD

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until it's someone who's schizospec

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until it's someone with a cluster b PD (or any PD, for that matter)

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until someone vents/talks about their intrusive thoughts

It's always "thought crimes aren't real" until you deem it immoral.

Thought crimes aren't real, and telling others that their thoughts are wrong in some way or another is just going to make their intrusive thoughts worse, you're not helping anybody by making others feel bad for something they cannot control.

Aromantic doesn't equal asexual

Asexual doesn't equal aromantic

Aroace doesn't equal black stripe

Aromantic and asexual are umbrella terms, not automatically black stripe

MY HUSBANDDD DGSYWJNFSUSHGSNABAHAHAHHAHAGAGSHGSGSGDGGSFUWJBHAGAHHAGGHG

I loev her so much oh my god shaking her violently and EXPLODING her AGGHGRGHSHSGHHAGAH