Aug 8
i wanna like bnd so bad bc i do like the parallels between every spiderman that was happening but the blatant racism and the disrespect to the xmen just keeps making me mad again lmaoo
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i wanna like bnd so bad bc i do like the parallels between every spiderman that was happening but the blatant racism and the disrespect to the xmen just keeps making me mad again lmaoo
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Tbh for now we may just use official/fanart ( with permission/credit ) for our reply boxes on the new blog. I would love to use our own art and we WILL. But we have low/no spoons
It sucks. It sucks not being able to draw as much as other people can. I don't think anyone but our psys understands how hard it is. I wish i could say more people do but every time i try to talk about it they'll be like "i understand, i also have no/low spoons or burnout or art block" and then "but i can draw AND color multiple things when i have it!!! And multiple times of the day!!!"
Like no. Thats not what i mean!! I take 1 to maybe 2 to 3 hours for line art. I do not sketch first, because it never super works for me. Rarely but not always.
Then IF I'm lucky, in the next 3 to 6 hours I'll color it and maybe shade it. Or I'll do it the next day. And thats if i dont lose all of my energy the next day to be honest!
I usually tend to draw one MAYBE two things digitally.
Traditionally is also a small range. From 1 to 3. Sometimes 4 or 5 if i have a boost. But i dont hardly ever color traditionally anymore.
it SUCKS. It sucks so bad. I WISH i could draw and color more than that. At least i wish i could draw 5 or 6 things without coloring.
And yk whats worse? Sometimes i will draw multiple things and I'll only end up liking one maybe two and both of those are iffy. And by the time i get back to art my style has changed or I'm slightly out of practice by a TINY bit.
I hate being disabled and burnt out. I feel like some people don't get how frustrating it is.
I know I haven't been writing on here for 2 months or something... But my anxiety is reaching new peaks.
I'm trying to find a way to get it, and myself, back under control.
But it's not easy...
Just know that I haven't forgotten any of you
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I got a bait ask this morning. Someone is going around asking a lot of intersex people the same thing pretty much even if they are not involved with discourse.
Its annoying. A very specific person/group is just mad bc they can't call themselves intersex. Its all it is.
//I may have played myself staying up that late. So now I have to just plain drive to the family services office. Oh well. Would have needed to get there anyways if the answer is βyes you can pick up the fucking snap card sent to the P.O. Box and not allowed to be delivered despite the fact we KNOW youβve been dealing with having no addressβ. Yeah. Cuz that makes sense. Much annoyed. But hey I did 21 replies yesterday/this morning and most of it was getting caught up from previous shit so I at least feel somewhat accomplished.
Replies today will be significantly less, I need to make up for not dashing yesterday plus this bs errand. If thereβs something you want focused on, be sure to tell me.
I'm going insane. My psys' parents are toxic as hell. I already knew this bc of how they treat him but now I'm becoming their target, and they keep doing tiny but hurtful things. Instead of coming to me like an adult and treating to me like an adult they just say nothing and ragebait.
I know i shouldn't let there be a Next Time but if there is something else that will be the true final straw.
Do you know how bad and annoying you have to be if i want to go back home and deal with my own toxic / abusive parents? And dw, i would be taking my psys with me because she doesn't deserve this treatment either. Mine are bad but they at least don't do this kind of shit.