stay afraid, but do it anyway

Okay but the article is fucking sending me

shane face down on the mattress with ilya behind him and shane is desperately begging for ilya to fuck him harder please harder ilya yes until ilya literally couldn't fuck him any harder if he tried so he just resorts to gripping shane's sides with enough force to make shane whine and tell him yes fuck just like that more please so ilya gives shane's ass a few stinging slaps but shane just keeps asking for more please I can take more please ilya....and so ilya folds himself over shane's back and concentrates his thrusts so they're short and shallow and merciless as he bites down hard on shane's shoulder and scratches his fingernails up shane's sides and that's how shane finally comes with a panted, whiny thank you....afterwards he's covered in scratch marks and teeth marks and red hot hand prints. a work of art.

I write a lot of dirty talk for Ilya and like canonically boy doesn't shut up so that's all accurate and correct and he definitely likes teasing Shane and poking at #HisShame BUT I also think sometimes Shane is in one of those moods where he just wants to be fucked. Hard. And in those moments that the stars align and Ilya also wants to just get inside him and take, he has to save his energy and stay quiet because like these are two endurance athletes conditioned for short bursts of activity on the ice, so they like know about explosiveness, so like just imagine after a brutal loss on the Cens and Shane just looks at him in the kitchen when they get home and the real game is on now, the one they know they can win every time (corny as hell athletes I love them). Five minutes later Ilya is standing at the foot of the bed and has Shane face-down just a-pounding it and all they can manage is moaning back and forth, maybe each other's names peppered in there but nothing creative, and they're both bruised and sore from the game and exhausted but it's about pushing through, pushing themselves past comfort because that's what they know that's their sweet spot on the ice and in bed, and Ilya can't speak can't tease him because he needs this too, needs to just focus on his rhythm and Not Coming Yet because they both just want to live here in this moment for as long as they can and the only thing he says when he's close is "touch yourself" because he wants them to come apart at the same time, they want perfect synchronicity, pure athleticism.

Sometimes this gets overlooked because of first time anal but I always get emotional when I think about them kissing LIKE THAT for the first time in TWO YEARS

I hooked up with ilya at the club, we went back to my place, solid 8/10, he has my number if he wants to hook up again when he’s in town. is that the situation with you?