What Is Your Issue With Endogenic And Other Forms Of Non-Traumagenic Plurality? What Do You Think Endos Are Definition Wise (Asking This Because Many Of You Have The Wrong One)?
Why Do So Many Of You Spit Such Vitriol Comments Towards These People? Many Of Which Are Minors / Under 18. They Aren't (For The Most Part) Actively Harassing/Harming You Guys.
We've Browsed Through The Anti-Endogenic System Community Here On Tumblr And Through Anti-Endo Tags, And It Just Baffles Us How Little You Truly Know About Non-Traumagenic Plurality And How Wrong Some Of Your Information On Plurality In General Is.
We're Scrolling Through The Anti Tag As We're Writing This. Non-Traumagenic Plurality Is Not Always A Spiritual Belief. Endogenic Systems Can And Do In Fact Share Some Traits With CDD And Non-Disordered Traumagenic Systems.
I don't care about endos as long as they're staying out of CDD spaces. I am against the toxicity in their community and consider myself anti endo but I don't actually give a shit about them cause they only matter on the internet and I have bigger things to worry about than some kid who wants to create an alter ego for their online persona.
This... This Is Just Blatantly Wrong. We Have Seen Nothing But Kindness And Positivity In Endo And Pro-Endo Spaces For The Most Part. Are There Toxic Endos? Of Course, But Goodness Gracious Beings, The Majority Of Us Aren't Actually Terrible People Like Many Of You Make Us Out To Be.
We've Seen More Toxicity In Anti-Endo Spaces Actually. For Awhile Before Syscovery, We Were An Anti-Endo "Singlet". We Were Angry, And Would Often Fight Others Online About How Terrible They Were When In Reality, They Did Nothing To Us. They Weren't Terrible At All. We, Were The Horrible Ones.
Endogenic Systems Aren't All "Kids Creating Online Alter-Egos/Personas". They're Real, Living, Breathing People Who Exist In A Way Similar To You. There Are Endos Offline And In Your Physical Spaces As Well As The Online Ones. They Exist, They Are There, And Their Experiences Are Entirely Real. And Adult Endogenic/Non-Traumagenic Systems Exist Too! It's Not All Minors Experiencing This.
The Posts Some Of You All Make Are Absolutely Atrocious And Ignorant. You Refuse To Listen To Endos, Even If They're Trying To Be Civil Because They're "Not Real", "Faking", Or "Ableist".
TW: R-Slur, Sui-baiting Mention
Also What The Actual Fuck Is This. Why Would You, Even If You Can Reclaim It, Call Other People Something That Was Used To Belittle You And Others Like You For Years???
And We Found A Post Telling Pro-Endos To Shut Up That Said 'Kys'. That Behavior Is Not Acceptable From Anyone. It Doesn't Matter Who You Are, Or Who You're Saying It To. It Is Blatantly Wrong.
Oh, And This Carrd? We'll Be Making A Post About It. Because Most (If Not All) Of The Information Provided Is Plain Wrong. It Claims To Be Correcting Misinformation, When All It Does Is Spread More About A Different Community.
Your Tags Are Horrendous. Goodness Gracious How Do Y'all Go About Saying Those Things?
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I decided to share some of my experiences as a person with DID. These are photos capturing different alters who are fronting. They're from this year and that year on different days. Not all alters were photographed.
This has become a habit of mine because it causes dysmorphia and can be quite distressing. I forget what I really look like and see my inner world body from a third perspective, dissociating. Selfies, especially shots of the eyes, help distinguish who's fronting when I don't know who and who's grounded myself. It often feels like true shapeshifting aganist my will.
I'd like people to share their own experiences of living with DID every day. To that end, I'm creating the tag #didosdd experience Maybe it'll even (I hope) become a trend for other systems to share things.
i used to believe we were PDID for a long time but i forgot the real meaning of it overtime (since i was realizing how different our traits actually were from prior realization) and started mistaking DID traits as what i already claimed i was, for example amnesia and barriers and switching with PDID. i realize im pretty sure I may actually be DID (or pfDID)
also in similar topic a small TY and tip of the hat to people reinforming me and making me realize that my definition of PDID was accidentally skewed in my discovering of my CDD traits.
I think ill be able to better learn about myself in the future with this discovery, actually, since i think pfDID makes more sense than PDID in our traits, which should help more in udnerstanding ourselves. so yea!
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Hi! I have a question and I hope its okay to ask this here! If not thats okay! But are you able to explain how one alter might be physiologically different than another? E.g: some alters needing glasses to see but others being seemingly okay without needing glasses, etc. I've seen topics like this come up multiple times when learning more about systems. Do all DID/OSDD systems experience this? I'm kind of just wondering because I think I might have OSDD but I don't experience this in particular?
Hello there! Sorry this took a bit.
To be completely honest with you Anon, there isn't a 'lot' of research on DID in general yet, much less the physical changes Alters can bring through. I'm going to link to the only official place I have seen it listed, but I'm having trouble finding a copy of any proper medical study- So with that said let me run you through what we experience and the theories we know of.
For us, it is our eyesight that changes the most. One of our Alters is legally blind and when he is front, we have a 'VERY' hard time seeing, especially in bright light. He wears sunglasses everywhere and relies heavily on our S/O when fronting. Another Alter is allergic to fish, but the rest of us aren't. We can eat fish, but if HE eats fish, we're itchy all day.
The best theories I’ve seen around have been that the body can have full on physical reactions because you brain is 100% convinced in that moment you have those afflictions. In the same way a ciswoman’s body can ‘fake’ a pregnancy (pseudocyesis). If you are not allergic to seafood (like our body) but one of your alters is, while they are forward they completely convince the body that this allergy is happening. Basically it’s like an unpleasant form of placebo. But that doesn’t make it any less real at the time, so don’t take that as a dismissal. It’s still very real and could be happening to you. this theory might also explain needing different medications.
Your brain controls absolutely everything you do- so when it believes something is real, you’re going to have a very hard time keeping it from changing chemicals to fit the situation. Most people who I have seen talk about it believe this happens basically the same way as above. Fronter switches, brain changes, things change for the body. I makes sense to me.
If any of my followers have any other links to official studies or simply want to add on- feel free!
