#dpd vent

Did you know if you get desperate enough you can call someone over 80 times while begging them not to leave? Ask me how I know

me: *shows signs of mental illness*

them:

i suffered abuse and all i got were these disorders 😳😳

i? HATE DPD and i?m going 2 KILL MYSELF

All my past relationships i become heavily dependent on them to the point of my entire mood and stability depends on how they treat me and then end because they become distant and I begin to devalue them so I become distant too. I wish I could love normally. They probably become distant because I’m too overbearing

& i can't quite forget you / if i still remember what you did to me / but i'm slowly letting go / & i only remember / so i can't give you another opportunity. - シーシー