#dpd vent

me: *shows signs of mental illness*

them:

i more often than not feel like a rabbit who has survived multiple dog attacks but then i am constantly put in a pen with a dog that has a high prey drive and after chasing me around a bunch maybe even nipping @ me the dog licks me and i have 2 act like everything is fine again

i suffered abuse and all i got were these disorders 😳😳

All my past relationships i become heavily dependent on them to the point of my entire mood and stability depends on how they treat me and then end because they become distant and I begin to devalue them so I become distant too. I wish I could love normally. They probably become distant because I’m too overbearing

& i can't quite forget you / if i still remember what you did to me / but i'm slowly letting go / & i only remember / so i can't give you another opportunity. - シーシー