WELCOME TO MY BLOG β.Λβ.α
Elio β 24 yo β italian gay man πͺ
I'm professionally diagnosed with histrionic personality disorder and I'll use this blog to be honest about my inner thoughts and to keep track of what I'm doing in therapy
I'm also diagnosed with NPD traits, ASPD traits, BPD traits, CSBD, BED, BDD and paraphilic disorders
My subtype is theatrical, which T. Millon describes like this:
"The self is subordinated to the requirements of the social economy: transformed, synthesized, fabricated, and packaged to optimize their appeal to the given market niche. Style is not only valued over substance but also valued to the exclusion of substance. As a result, the theatrical histrionic exists largely without depth, as having inner identity limits potential maneuvering"
I'm an art history major and a writer. I also draw sometimes
Some of my interests include history (especially ancient and medieval), art history, psychology, typology, horror, A24 movies, true crime, adult cartoons, cults, extreme cinema and morbid things in general
I'm strangely scared and fascinated by death at the same time
People who are not welcome here:
Homophobes, transphobes, misogynists, racists, zionists, over-religious people who will tell you to convert if they find out you're an atheist, people who unironically use the term "narc abuse" and ableists in general
For the rest of you, we can jest together
NB: I'm pro-recovery and will never appreciate fueling others' disordered actions. Since the purpose of this blog is to be honest, just know that when I mention something unhealthy, I'm not trying to justify it (especially because the worst things I've done were in the past) but instead to show that they do exist when you're mentally ill Recovery is still possible. Stay strong
