hpd culture is feeling ignored and abandoned when people dont react or respond to every single message you send them, even if it's something really mundane like a fun fact or funny post

hpd + schizospec culture is wanting to be more extroverted, confident, and dress more interestingly, but you dont because the thought of being perceived and made fun of scares you

HPD culture is getting angry at negative attention, but also receiving some sort of high from it??? part of me does enjoy pissing people off or something and I get really bored when the flow stops. I think this happens more when I'm not getting enough positive attention, which... would check out. I just never thought I got anything but anger out of negative attention.

HPD culture is dreading hate anons, but also sort of craving them because it means somebody cares enough to throw a tantrum in my inbox.

HPD introvert culture is hating people but also needing the few people I consider friends to interact with me at any given moment.

HPD culture is getting fed up with being talked over so you bring attention to your own messages in the most passive aggressive way imaginable LMAO