#actually hpd

*checks my notifications*

um um is it hpd culture if i pretended to crash.... for attention....

(suspecting/emerging??/idk i just have symptoms but im not old enough for diagnosis) hpd culture is sitting beside the teacher in a group discussion circle because everyone naturally looks at the teacher so it feels like everyone is looking at and paying attention to me :)

hpd culture is dressing or acting provocatively because you know it'll get you the attention you cant function without, hpd culture is sending people suggestive photos because its an easy way to get validation

HPD culture is crashing because you're awake before you AP are and dragging / forcing yourself into conversations with people you barely know (who then get annoyed because you're obviously desperate) just so you can have a little attention. Its agonizing and painful and so lonely until the APs wake up and its an instant change because you suddenly get so much attention

hpd culture is making a new discord account and pretending to be a different person all for supply

hpd + social anxiety culture is my need for supply/attention somehow helping me socialize more and build my confidence!!