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I Choose to Live Beneath the Surface
I do not live on the surface. I reject it.
Small talk suffocates me. Shallow connection insults me. I would rather walk alone than pretend something hollow is enough.
I donāt skim life I descend into it. I press until it reveals something real⦠or breaks.
THE LONG-FORM FUNERAL
The world ended in 2020.
Everything since has just been the server trying to render the aftermath.
Have you noticed the lag?
Seasons donāt feel like weather anymore they feel like settings on a loop.
Trends are just the 90s and 2000s being dug up and reanimated, like the system ran out of new ideas.
Even the sunlight feels wrong. Thinner. Harsher.
Like itās being projected onto something thatās starting to break.
We keep waiting for things to āgo back to normal.ā
But you canāt move back into a house thatās already been demolished.
This isnāt reality anymore.
Itās an echo.
Every milestone feels preloaded. Every moment already happened.
Weāre not living through the 2020s
weāre haunting them.
Ghosts in a world that forgot to turn itself off.
Stop looking for the future.
Itās not coming.
Weāre just sitting in a dark theater, watching the credits roll
waiting for the lights to come back on
even though they already did.
BiaÅy gniew
Twoje krwawe brzmienie trwaÅo nieprzerwanie,
niczym żyletka pieszczÄ ca mojÄ duszÄ.
Zanim zamilkÅo na zawsze,
nadajÄ c niewdziÄcznej pustkiā¦
Pustka.
Pustka.
Pustka.
Kolejne drzwi,
nastÄpne noceā¦
Co siÄ dzieje?
CiemnoÅÄ wskazuje mi sens,
szczÄÅcie przytÅacza,
kolce stajÄ siÄ moim uwolnieniem.
PÅynÄ w myÅlach,
topiÄ siÄ w nieistniejÄ cych wyznaniach,
jakby szum drzew wymazywaÅ moje najskrytsze wspomnienia.
A nadchodzÄ cy koniec
nadszedÅ wraz z otÄpieniem
w twoim blasku oczu.

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Some mistakes we fix. Others shape us ā forever. We think time heals mistakes. But some of them heal time ā at the cost of ourselves.
I think Iāve finally stopped fighting. Thereās no great epiphany in that ā no dramatic last stand, no poetic collapse. Just a quiet kind of surrender that creeps in when you wake up one morning and realize youāve run out of reasons to try.
I used to believe there was a way out. That if I screamed loud enough, played hard enough, loved deep enough, maybe something ā someone ā would pull me from the wreck. But now I know the world doesnāt work that way. No oneās coming. The walls donāt crack. The air just gets heavier.
Some nights, I still imagine that thereās light somewhere ā just a faint glimmer slipping through the cracks, hinting at a life I couldāve had. I can see it sometimes, a soft golden sliver dancing across the floorboards like a cruel joke. I used to crawl toward it, bleeding fingers digging into the concrete, thinking maybe I could reach it. Now I just stare. The lightās still there. Iām just not moving anymore.
Itās strange ā the body keeps going even after the spirit gives up. You still breathe, still eat, still say āIām fineā when someone asks, but the truth is, youāre not really here. You exist the way smoke lingers after the fire dies ā shapeless, scentless, slowly fading into nothing.
People like to say āthereās always a way out,ā but Iāve been staring at the same four walls for years, and the only way out I see is the one Iām too tired to take. I think about what I couldāve been ā what I shouldāve been ā and itās like looking at a movie I once loved but canāt remember the ending to. Maybe it didnāt end. Maybe it just stopped.
If Iām honest, Iām scared. Not of dying, not of being forgotten ā I think I made peace with that a long time ago. Iām scared that if I ever do find that light again, I wonāt have the strength to reach for it. That even if the door opened, Iād just sit here, too used to the dark to step outside.
They say hope dies last. I think mineās been dead for a while now. But still, some part of me ā the tiniest, most pathetic part ā keeps whispering, āMaybe tomorrow.ā
And maybe thatās what keeps me breathing. Not hope. Just habit.