hiçbir şey olmamış gibi davranabilirsin ama hiçbir şey olmamış gibi hissedemezsin

Spring is the season when existential doubts bloom like flowers.

I think I was made to love, not to be loved.

i wish that someone cared about me. i wish that i had somebody who loved me enough to check in, make sure i’m doing alright, make sure i’ve eaten lunch when i haven’t even eaten breakfast yet. i wish somebody would be kind and gentle to me.