once again i love how star wars takes place in a massive galaxy with thousands of planets and billions of people, and yet every bounty hunter knows each other personally
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Anyway, pansexuality is both biphobic and transphobic, thus pan people don't belong in the LGBT community.
Asexuals aren't inherently LGBT and don't belong, either (unless they also happen to experience same-sex attraction or gender dysphoria). Some aces are also pretty homophobic.
As for nonbinaries...well, I'm nb-neutral, but I do find it odd how no one identified as nonbinary before it was cool.
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F U L C R U M:Â a codename assigned to several Rebellion operatives in order to hide their identities. Known Fulcrums are Ahsoka Tano, Cassian Andor, and Agent Kallus.Â
honkai star rail: the importance of implication, queer subtext and dynamics
(phaidei, cerysilens, and general character overview)
ę°warningsęą i will be shitting on aglan*xa, if you disagree with anything youâre free to do so, written pre version 3.6, SPOILERS!! not proofread (yet)
â going over. . . phaidei, cerysilens, amphoreus cast, why queer coding/subtext matters, âdoomed loveâ, platonic vs romantic pairings etc
â ę˛ ` notes . . . honestly i just really wanted to write about my love for phaidei and distaste for aglan*xa and phaire*ne (censored just because i have the names blocked LMAO), and also because i donât think people truly understand how nonsensical it is to repeat âtheyâre just friendsâ or âtheyâre not canonâ on any post talking about queer coding.
I wonât be going into extreme lore-for-lore, screenshot-for-screenshot analysis into these ships or characters. Mainly becauseâŚmy hsr hyperfixation is kind of at its brink so I really donât remember much apart from what I had written down ages agoâbut also because I want to go over what implication and subtext actually mean and their relevance in accordance to hsr specifically.
But, if youâd like to read some good examples of in-depth analysis for phaidei specifically, hereâs a really lovely post: comparing phaidei to other mlm ships.
Now, Iâm an A* English literature student, implication and subtext are literally my entire existence, so it really saddens me to see just how unimaginably common it is for people to brush off things like queer coding as mere âbromanceâ unintended to be taken in any way apart from âfriendsâ. Meanwhile two characters of the opposite sex can stand next to each other for three seconds and be called canon love interests (agl*naxa iâm looking at you).
Wanna skip straight to Phaidei and Cerysilens? Go to the header: âqueer reading of HSR / doomed loveâ
BUT WHAT IS SUBTEXT AND IMPLICATIONâWHY DOES IT MATTER?
Oxford dictionary describes subtext as âan underlying and often distinct theme in a piece of writing or conversationâ, and implication âas the conclusion that can be drawn from something although it is not explicitly statedâ. Both of these arenât just significant when it comes to writing queer characters in a game that censors queer love, but also serves as the standard foundation of meaningful writing.
Leaving things for the audience to contemplate and consider is part of engaging critically in media. Why do you think thereâs so many essays exploring the meaning behind games like âMouthwashingâ? Or âBad Parentingâ? The designs of those games is deliberately left for you to associate and interpret the story, while maintaining a very solid and consistent plot. This can be easily translated to Honkai Star Rail. The plot (or âloreâ) of HSR centres the Astral Express and our journey through the cosmos as the Nameless. The actual âstoryâ is what we experience within these universes and characters; but the way I interpret the story and the way you interpret it can be monumentally different.
The reason why this is so significant comes to censorship. Hoyoverse is a chinese companyâthey can get away with as much queer subtext and content possible SO LONG as it can be easily explainable as mere âfriendshipâ to an audience that would never allow it otherwise. Therefore, trying to belittle any form of queer coding as âqueerbaitâ or just âheadcanonâ belittles the genuine ways Hoyoverse challenges censorship to deliver queer narratives. It denies the existence of a richer and more inclusive storyline purely because you refuse to acknowledge romance in subtlety.
Subtext, then, is NOT a lesser form of representation, nor is it an âaccidentâ. It is a deliberate narrative tool that allows queerness to exist even in spaces where it cannot be named aloud. To call it âbaitâ is to misunderstand how stories work, and how queerness has always had to work in literature, film, and games. HSR thrives on implication, on the layered meanings its characters carry, and on the freedom it gives players to see themselves reflected in those relationships (and to draw gay men kissing).
DOUBLE STANDARDS / QUEER BAITING / FANSERVICE
Things like implication, subtext and references seem to only be valid and "canon" to people when it centres straight/white peopleâfor example; Candace apparently shouldn't be black because she's âjustâ a reference to a black woman but Nahida MUST be white because she's based off a pale goddess (no I will not let this comparison go); and that Phaidei is just pure âbromanceâ because we should let guys just be friends, but Phainon and Cyrene must be âcanon love interestsâ because theyâre âbased off Apollo and Cyrene who are lovers in the mythologyâ.
These selective readings reveal how audiences are very much willing to take implication seriouslyâso long as it doesnât challenge whiteness or heteronormativity.
Even so, I donât think this should take away from just how important implication is when it comes to HSR. Chinese censorship laws are heavily strict when it comes to any form of BL (GL is oddly more lenient), so itâs extremely significant that Hoyoverse navigates these laws using something so subtle and effective. I mean. Come on. Queer coding and implication have been a thing in both real life AND queer literature since literal ancient times!
These are such well and truly intimate portions of queer culture and fiction, which is why I also utterly despise that people label anything subtly queer as mere queerbait or âfanserviceâ (for both straight women and the queer community). Characters being implied to be queer, is NOT the same as characters being actively shown to be intimate and bashful with same sex characters, where the game/anime etc turns around and gives them an opposite sex love interest and YES IâM TALKING ABOUT VANITAS NO CARTE I WILL NEVER FORGIâ
Anyways, I would wholeheartedly agree with queer characters being bait if it wasn't for the fact that the characters in HSR aren't written as 2D stereotypes and tropes (sometimesâŚwhen they try their best). All of them have purpose and backstory relevant outside of their relationships: it's why they function as queer characters, and, whether consciously or not, you are reducing queer relationships and characters to mere marketing strategies, without even acknowledging that a charactersâs orientation can be just as important and significant as their story role.
Phainon? The martyr, the saviour against doomsday, a man filled with so much ambition for everyone but himself who just wants to spend his days in his peaceful homelandâbut, he also has a deep love and affection for Mydei. Mydei? The crown prince of a kingdom long gone, who doesnât wish to repeat the past but doesnât want to disappoint his peopleâbut he also loves and respects Phainon. Castorice? A woman who longs for connection with her friends and loved ones despite her curse forcing her to stay barren in isolation, being used as an unwilling executioner throughout her life now finding peace in a sea of flowersâand, she also holds a lot of affection for the Trailblazer regardless of gender. These characters have impact and importance aside from any potential shipping. They are as much plot devices and story elements, as they are representation for queer characters.
Also another dumb take Iâve seen is people saying that âitâs not a romance game we shouldnât make it about shipsââand to that I have to ask: âHave you ever engaged critically in any form of media or game before?â Because thatâsâŚso stupid? The game also isnât about how pretty Robin is but so much of the fandom talks about thatâŚand also romance and love are quite prevalent themes within HSR itself (hellooo, are we forgetting the titans?) Maybe if we didnât see love as merely âcharacter x characterâ or AO3 tags, weâd start to respect it as genuine analysis.
QUEER READING OF HSR / DOOMED LOVE
One of my biggest gripes with fandoms lately, is our constant obsession with describing ship dynamics as âdoomed love/romanceâ. Listen, it was funny at first because hahahaha yeah lesbians are always permitted to die in every single yuriâŚ.hahaha that black haired dude from alien stage hahaha oh my god can we stop reading fanfics and just think for onceâŚ
Iâm sorry to break the news, but your favourite ship is more than likely not doomed. Just tragic.
A tragic love is where two characters fall in love, and one dies in battle or somethingâitâs sad, but the romance was always allowed to exist and flourish without fail. Doomed love, however, is where two charactersâ love is impossible from the outsetâwhether because theyâre star-crossed (i.e Romeo and Juliet), because the world refuses to accept them (classic queer coding), or because their roles in the narrative make it unsustainable.
Everyone in Amphoreus suffers a doomed NARRATIVE. Thatâs purely because of the plot behind Amphoreus as a cyclical experiment.
Another crucial part of doomed romance is that the characters must actually love each other. There has to be evidence of affection, intimacy, or genuine care that gives weight to the âdoom.â Without that foundation, it isnât romance â itâs just tragedy, or even just antagonism..
Sorry (not really) Aglnx shippers but I have to shit on youâAglaea and Anaxa arenât doomed. Like not even one bit.
The story repeatedly tells and shows you their deep antagonism and hatred toward each other. Anaxa goes out of his way to dehumanise and ostracise Aglaea and has on multiple occasions called her âa monsterâ. Meanwhile Aglaea brushes him off, reluctantly pushing aside her differences with him to protect the home she loves. These characters fundamentally donât work as âdoomed loveâ because they quite simply, donât like each other. The only time these two characters are shown interacting is when we (the players) go through that one timeline. The others? The story isolates them and completely separates themâand that Iâm not even mentioning to reiterate their hate for each other, Iâm saying that because itâs relevant to what must consist in a doomed relationship. Theyâre supposed to return to each other constantly, but be paused by fateâand thatâs just not the case for these two.
Phainon and Mydei, however, are intrinsically linked. Aside from the fact Mydei is clearly based off Alexander the Great, âItâs a date, Mydeimosâ, that horny bath scene, Mydei giving Phainon a RING, them being consistently pushed as equals in every way, Mydei (despite being gruff) trying his best to think of the best things to say to Phainon while heâs at his wits endâŚ.yeah ok Iâll stop. Aside from all of thatâMydei and Phainon develop a deep trust and affection for each other in every single timeline. SO MUCH SO!!! That in one of the many many cycles, while facing PhainonâMydei notes that Phainon isnât acting like himself.
Phainon and Mydei are forced to love each other all over again, before they are then forced into a battle to the death. Itâs something so deliberate yet subtle that it enrages me that more people are twirling their hair at the scene of Phainon taking the TB around his hometownâŚfine Iâll stop being salty (maybe).
Additionally, these two characters are constantly allowed to be vulnerable next to each otherâonce again, to the point where Mydei fully knows when Phainon is putting up a brave front. In every card, framing of scenes etc, Mydei has his back facing Phainon. You know, the one place he has a weakness. Phainon constantly is behind him. Protecting him.
In all honesty, I lost all of my screenshots for Cerysilens so this is purely off the top of my head butâCerysilens is not much different to Phaidei in the sense of their doomed dynamic. Hysilens is Cerydraâs most trusted protector, a woman who she saved from m depths of despair and provided comfort despite herself. Cerydra, while being the tyrannical ruler who dedicates her life to what she sees as righteous bloodshed, holds Hysilens in a high regard. But even this affection is not enough to stop the inevitable betrayal.
As she repeats, Cerydra is Hysilenâs light. Her hope in a place where she was desolate. To have that spat back at you by the woman you protected and cherished is so heartbreakingly beautiful and painful, Iâm honestly surprise not more people love their dynamic. A ruler and her knight, bound by fate to betray the other, yet it weighs heavy in both their hearts to watch their loved one suffer.
examples of hinting of hyv hinting at cerysilens
theyâre basically just this v
FANDOM / CRITICISM / ERASURE OF QUEER READINGS
Just a short section for me to honestly get out my frustrations with how the fandom (specifically new gens) treat shipping and fandom culture in general.
We have turned fandoms into something way too hostile for queer individuals. You can freely talk about straight ships no matter what (please donât listen to people who will try and convince you theyâre under attack, youâre not being oppressed for liking a male x female ship)âbut as soon as you talk about anything to do with a mlm/wlw pairing, youâre âreducing the character to their sexualityâ. Which I think is complete trash. My sexuality is a part of my identity and character, itâs something so intimate and personal to most people in fact.
I donât understand this insistence that any conversation surrounding a characterâs romantic relationships or sexuality ruins them because they have a deeper story or lore when talking about how pretty or attractive a character is also has nothing to do with storyâŚbut is still widely accepted.
The way the HSR fandom specifically treats lesbians is also so crazy to me. We arenât allowed literally anything without the corny âerm she has two handsâ and âwhy canât we just kissâ people come to play lgbt monk. Lesbian characters should be allowed to just like women without you erasing our reputation by making them bisexual ONLY because you want to ship them with a man. That is literally THE worst way to improve bisexual visibility. Kindly, Elysia was never bisexual or pansexual. Her love for the world was platonicâotherwise it would be completely inappropriateâŚbecause weâd be implying she loves childrenâŚyeah. Aside from that, she also exclusively shows romantic love and affection toward women. Thereâs no reading in between lines that arenât thereâthe reason why I feel like thatâs important to mention is because itâs literally the same thing with characters like Cyrene. She has a deep love and connection to humanity and Amphoreus. Sheâs not whimsically entranced by Phainon or the TBâŚshe wants to save her family.
Also Phairene shippers, if I catch one more post replacing the literal child version of Cyrene with ELYSIA of all characters because you know the ship is weird but refuse to acknowledge it Iâm going to pull the trigger. Respectfully of course.
WHY DOES THIS ALL EVEN MATTER?
This matters mainly because subtext, implication and coding are the very foundation of queer fandoms. Did you know that the creator of Madoka Magica said it isnât supposed to be romantic? And how itâs deemed as one of the most popular yuri? So much so that Madoka is the prime symbol for yuri? Our interpretations of these characters and the way we consume media matters.
And just another for funâAchilles and Patroclus! How many people believe these two were romantically involved? Maybe you believe they are one of the most purest and powerful representations of queer love in old literature? Thatâs still all implied and technically up for interpretationâbut youâre less likely to find someone that doesnât think theyâre homosexual than you are to find a pig flying.
We as a fandom have quite the intimate role in keeping these queer readings alive.
anyway, TLDR: go draw those twinks and bears. go write about those lesbians and gays. we canât give up the beauty of fandom culture to hetslop (ââĚ´Ěá´âĚ´Ěâ)
and what about you, little haiku bot? do you feel kinship with your brethren? do you understand them? they speak words of enticement and seek love, but are met with disdain. you only parrot the words that cross your screen, but we all love you. or rather, since all you do is reflect us, maybe we simply love ourselves through you.
do you understand them, do you wish you could speak to us like they do? if you found your own voice, would we still care for you?
âwhy are you, as someone in their 30s, still on tumblrâ oh so you think youâre gonna be normal when youâre my age? you think youâre gonna be CURED?? you think the witchesâ curse will have been lifted by then?? cmon now
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ask and ye shall receive:
When I write in Japanese I usually also throw it in google translate to double check that I'm not using the wrong kanji by mistake, and two years ago it gave me very dry and literal translations.
I was doing it today and noticed it had a pretty strong voice added to the output
For reference, to give a dry translation I would put:
Lately I'm into in Hanafuda. Nobody seems to know anything about it here, so they probably wouldn't understand my brilliant jokes. I guess you guys will never be able to understand "Mister November and the Scary Cave".
I have a fluent friend who is able to check my work for me and give me tips on hitting the correct tone (I was going for a comically casual feeling), so I'm confident that I'm expressing the feeling I'm intending. While Google is also hitting the same emotion, I really don't like knowing that it's assigning tone in the first place.
To check if it was editorializing based on informal grammatical choices, I formal'd up the writing to be more polite and remove any non-standard vocabulary.
I'm just like... what is anyone who is translating what I'm thinking into their own language going to think when a translation app decides that it knows my intended tone? When online communication is already so complicated and nuanced? I'm a non-native so I'm spending ages agonizing over 117 characters, but when I'm chatting in English I'm not being so deliberate. How likely is it that tools that 'naturalize' are going to make choices that don't reflect reality and lead to insulting misunderstandings?
I spoke with an English learner just yesterday who thought they were being bullied (they were not, the commenter in question was just excitedly infodumping about sociology) because something was lost in translation, and I wonder if it's because of tools making choices like this.
I'm just a luddite I don't trust stuff like this. stinks of ai asking me if it can rerwrite my email in a more quirky style.