the sensations from sex and surgery

marriage before thirties is so insane because you're barely a person yet

I wish i was bisexual so i can get married twice and say shit like “my ex husband and current wife”

I read this book and i was so pissed like half the book and then the author had a privilege acknowledgement section where she finally admits she understands her problems are incredibly vain and she’s extremely privileged because she’s an heiress and my rage is soothed over

I am a lesbian and I have known this for years yet i feel like i am so male centered like i have gone on date with a lot of men and i let them touch me even though i feel like vomiting after and there’s always this sense of wrongness yet i feel like i have to marry a man. I have to perform femininity and heterosexuality. There is this compulsion for me to be normal, to conform/comply with society expectations even tho it’s killing me. Like it’s literally killing me. How in my fantasy i still cannot envision I’ll ever get to marry a woman. It’s always a marriage with a man I don’t love and I’ll have to live with regrets till I die :( like i have to leave if i want to be unapologetically myself but i cannot leave.

Turning 25 is a milestone because I have been suicidal since I was 7 and even tho I’m not actively suicidal anymore and lately i have been trying really hard to take care of my body and as i try to make myself comfortable i just feel like i really need professional help lol

Damn i love toxic yuri but only in fiction because none of us is strong enough to survive toxic yuri irl

Euphoria plot is such a bummer Sam Levinson never go near a pen again