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happy butch apprecation day to THE susie wing ding gaster!!

except for the bittersweet fact that i can never show people how breathtakingly beautiful the world looks when you eyesight is fractured straight through the middle. i close what my opitician calls my good eye and the world explodes in colour, every pinprick source of light spreading out into iridescent flares into all directions culminating in bright circles at the edge of my vision. every star, every streetlight, multiplying into a tenfold symphony of colour and light. it's so overwhelmingly beautiful. how can i ever explain this to people? that when they find out and look at me with pity they should be envious instead. what an immense privilege, to be able to look at the world and see it too.

due to popular request: an attempt at an artistic rendition of a single streetlight as seen through my right eye - although it hardly does it justice.

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come sit down next to me idiot

sit next to me right now. 

now listen to me young man, i am talking directly into your ear now. i need you to do me a favor. you will do this for me. i need you to go to gamestop, and i need you to ask the bastard working the counter if they have bambi on the ps2. if you come back empty handed youll be in big trouble mister. you will never see the light of day.

never meant to be.

so i really wanted to get this sense of like. a tranquil moment, with something looming. with something Wrong. and charcolt itself has a lot of that sense of Wrongness, and so does the image of glitch city beneath the waves. there's another world under the water. there's another world under the water and you cannot get there, and maybe that's a good thing.

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