The people of West Ham often forgot that Allie Pressman and Sam Eliot were cousins. Actually, the people of West Ham usually forgot about them period. If they did think about them, it was only ever as Cassandraβs sister and the deaf kid, not as actual people. But Sam and Allie had grown up together, they were cousins, they understood each other in a way that no one else could. Sam knew how Allie both loved and hated the relative safety of Cassandraβs shadow, knew how easily her parents overlooked her in favour of their perfect, and sick, eldest daughter. Allie knew how Sam felt like his parents never saw beyond his deafness and sexuality, and just how terrified of his brother he really was. But they werenβt just cousins β after all, Cassandra and Campbell were their cousins too. No, Sam and Allie were best friends and had been for their entire lives and that? That changes everything.
Welcome to my The Society fic series, City Is A Graveyard! Who We Were Then is the first of five fics in the series, and itβs a pre-canon AU in which Sam and Allie are best friends as well as cousins! Basically, it was born from me going (and I quote) βListen youβd canβt give me a traumatized teenager with sibling issues and imposter syndrome and a traumatized teenager whoβs gay and deaf and have them be family and expect me to care about anything else everβ, especially when you throw in Lord Of The Flies on top of that!
Rest assured, Becca is still the iconic best friend we know and love (to both Sam & Allie), Will is still one of Allieβs closest friends, Grizz is always everyoneβs favourite, and weβll still have plenty of pre-Hallie goodness (leading into full Hallie in later fics), but I was disappointed by how few fics I could find that really explored the Pressman-Eliot family, so here we are!
I will eventually make introductions for each fic in the series (and hopefully Iβll get to writing it soon), but hereβs a breakdown of the plan for anyone whoβs interested
Who We Were Then β pre-New Ham, some of Sam and Allieβs childhood but mostly focused on their junior year leading up to getting on the busses in 1x01; pre-Hallie & Grizzam
Fear Canβt Hurt You Anymore Than A Dream β no New Ham AU, where the students come back from a camping trip and the world is exactly as they left it, will follow the end of their junior year into senior year; eventual Hallie & Grizzam
Maybe There Is A Beast (Maybe Itβs Only Us) β canon AU, the kids get off the busses in New Ham, exploring how a closer bond between Allie & Sam (and how that changed their junior year) would change the events of the show; still eventual Hallie & Grizzam
It Sounds Better Than It Is, This Business Of Surviving β post canon, the kids make it back to West Ham and have to find a way to return to βnormalβ after everything theyβve been through; Hallie & Grizzam
We Are The Kids That You Can Never Kill β post canon, the kids make it back to West Ham only to find that everyone who died in New Ham woke up back in West Ham at their exact time of death, now they all have to return to βnormalβ surrounded by people theyβd mourned and people theyβd killed; Hallie & Grizzam
Iβm very excited about this project and will definitely be trying to make more edits & posts about it (and hopefully writing it lmao) so if youβd like to be tagged in anything for it, feel free to let me know!
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canβt believe itβs salt air and the rust on your door month already. whatβs next? iβm doing better i made it to september? i wake up and itβs october the loss is yours? gray november iβve been down since july? hey december guess iβm feeling unmoored????
It is also important to note that your friends will almost certainly help you move / drive you to the airport / anything else without a trade! If you can afford it then pizza/drinks/whatever is the traditional payment for moving house but if you can't, still ask your friends for help!
Especially if you're the kind of person who wants to help all your friends but won't accept help in return, you should start asking for help! It helps everyone else get more comfortable helping each other and accepting help, and it's the foundational part of building community!
I love that thing when people get a little bit tongue-tied and garble what theyβre trying to say so they make a little βbleghβ π noise and start over. verbal reset button. hitting the top of the tv to unscramble the signal
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Today I cried a little bit because I remembered that when Beethoven conducted his ninth symphony for the first time he got a standing ovation and one of the sopranos had to turn him around to see the audience.Β
This is diabolical. Loud enough to notice, but virtually unidentifiable from a truck in motion. You pop the hood to see what's up and find nothing. You start it up and it doesn't make the noise. You go for a drive and it's fucking back. Psychological torture
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Grace explaining sheepishly to Eridian linguists that the reason he uses different pronouns for Rocky than for the rest of the population is that he reflexively defaulted to assigning Rocky the same grammatical and social gender that he himself uses, in a way that has historical precedent but in modern English is considered somewhat chauvinistic and backward, and he's not proud of it but also the habit is pretty deeply ingrained now and unless Rocky objects it's probably easier to just keep on as he has been...
and immediately being informed lol. lmao. do not even worry about it. you have no idea what kind of buck wild grammatical constructs Rocky has invented for you. everyone else addresses you as foreigner/scholar. they're somehow managing to refer to you as their sibling, ward, and semidivine culture hero at the same time every time they talk about you.
if I see one more "why age verification is bad" post that doesn't even bother to mention that locking young people out of huge sections of the public sphere - literally the stated goal and primary impact of this shit - is wrong in and of itself I will simply start hitting people with bricks
CALLING ALL HORROR WRITERS!!! I HAD A WEIRD DREAM LAST NIGHT THAT MIGHT BE A COOL WRITING PROMPT FOR YOU!!
A small, suburban town with a mysterious train station, that's the only shelter left with working light. where no one knows where the train comes from. Or where it goes to. Because the whole town has been swallowed by an evil, sentient darkness.
All anyone knows is that the train, gets you out. And you HAVE to get on. Even if you didn't buy a ticket. If you can manage to cling to a ladder to the roof of any of the train cars. Or cling to the rails of the steps in front of the doors to any of the cars. You're safe.
And if you get swallowed by the sentient darkness, you dissappear. Not dead. Not alive either. But gone. And no one knows how or why this sentient darkness works. Or where it came from.
And if you fall off the train, and you run fast enough to reach the train station, before the darkness swallows you, the train station starts glowing brighter and brighter like the sun, and grants you the ability to float and fly until you're able to land on / in the train.
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