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i’ve finally began to love this life i live

i’ve been living in the past so much i forgot to to live in the moment and how to move forward

i want to disappear

i still haven’t found a sense of direction yet

i’ve been wanting to escape this world since you left it.

it’s been a long time since i’ve felt alive

i look at you and remember what pure genuine love felt like.

it takes a lot to make someone love life again

i forget my face speaks words my heart holds in when my mouth hasn’t spoken

nothing bad has happened, but there’s an uncomfortable pain in my heart that i can’t explain and i don’t understand why

i need change

the lunar sunrise is when i see you

i lack purpose in life and it’s scaring me.

a big part of me wants to drop everything i have and live in a completely new country. i don’t even know if i want kids or marriage anymore. i’m not sad, i just want to disappear to a place that no one knows me