flames to embers

can’t believe it’s salt air and the rust on your door month already. what’s next? i’m doing better i made it to september? i wake up and it’s october the loss is yours? gray november i’ve been down since july? hey december guess i’m feeling unmoored????

i think people really under sell the physical side effects of mental health disorders sometimes. like sure the depression and anxiety may be 'just in your head' but when what's in your head happens to disrupts your sleep schedule and prevent you from going outside regularly and eating consistent meals and exercising and generally taking care of your body. well it sure takes its toll huh.

i refuse to let my fun and whimsy die