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My mood has been spiraling downward for some time now so you are very welcome to reread my fav Merlin fic with me: Gravity by BeautifulFiction

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I am really terrible at self-promtion.
I am, however, doing a merthur mini fic a day in July, if anyone is interested.
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Years before the covid pandemic began, author Naomi Kritzer wrote the charming, emotionally genuine short story "So Much Cooking," which was a pandemic log through the eyes of a cooking blog. The premise is that the author is a home cooking blogger raising her kids, and then a pandemic hits--and bit by bit she's feeding not only her own, but her sister's kids, some neighbors' kids, and so on, in a situation of pandemic lockdown and food shortages.
It's very good, and was prescient for a lot of the early days of the covid pandemic. I found myself returning to it often in the first couple of years because of how steadfast it was in its hopefulness.
Last year she wrote a novelette, "The Year Without Sunshine," which attacks a similar problem in a similar way; instead of pandemic, this one is about the aftereffects of a distant nuke or a massive volcano explosion (it doesn't say), which has churned a great deal of dust into the air, causing massive damage to society and agriculture. The story covers one neighborhood, pulling together to keep each other alive--not through violence, but through lawn potatoes and message pinboards and bicycle-powered oxygen concentrators.
I recommend both stories. They're uplifting in a way that a lot of what I see lately isn't. They're a bit of a panacea for constant fearmongering about intracommunity violence and grinding hatefulness. We can be good to each other, if we try.
These are both excellent stories, and I also heartily recommend her story "Better Living through Algorithms."
I just finished re-reading @thatdisasterauthor 's book Camp Daze and it has a girls' summer camp rallying around their young campers in a way that manages to be hopeful and not downplay the scariness at the same time. I can highly recommend it as well!
Thank you for the high praise!
Camelot Remix 2026 - Week One Round Up
Fic: I'd die without the taste of you (The Sunday Brunch Playlist Remix) for little_dhampir (Gwaine/Percival – Explicit – 2445w) Summary: It's the morning after Percy went home with Gwaine, and Percy is struggling with Gwaine's fancy coffee machine Fic: made of truth (the dolma's disguise remix) for linorien (Gen – Gen – 3785w) Summary: After Morgana is dead and magic is legal, one would think Emrys' dumb disguises would not be needed. One—Mordred—would be wrong. Fic: Say no to this (the “yes” Remix) for aeternanyx (Arthur/Merlin – Teen and Up – 6243w) Summary: It's a tale as old as time: two childhood friends, a marriage of convenience, and definitely no messy feelings, unrequited or otherwise. A look at Arthur and Merlin's relationship through the eyes and ears of six people close to them. or Five times Arthur and Merlin's friends and family despair of them ever getting their shit together, and one time they finally get it right Fic: A Trick of the Mind for CheesyBug6 (Gen – Gen – 2741w) Summary: After a stressful week at court, arguing legal loopholes, Merlin takes a week off to visit his mother. His magic, on the other hand, is a little more petty. Fic: Silk (The Black Satin Remix) for BeBraveDearHeart (Arthur/Lancelot – Explicit – 1100w) Summary: “I found something,” Lancelot said, a smile on his lips, and slid a hand into a pocket of his trousers. He pulled out a piece of black fabric. A long, black piece of silk. Arthur swallowed as recognition dawned.

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The Only Living Thing by Caledonia
Chapters 1-10 are now up. Enjoy!
The full fic should be uploaded by Sunday, all things going to plan.
xx Cally
The Only Living Thing by Caledonia
Chapters: 3/19 Fandom: Merlin (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwen & Merlin (Merlin) Characters: Merlin (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gwen (Merlin), Lancelot (Merlin), Leon (Merlin) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Homeless Merlin (Merlin), Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Chronic Illness, Chronic Pain, Major Character Injury, Sick Character, Injured Merlin (Merlin), Alternate Universe - Non-Magical, Complete, Medical Inaccuracies, I am not a doctor, Happy Ending, barely any angst, angst if you squint, merlin ensemble in the background, Gwen and Merlin are bffs, Bad Parent Uther Pendragon (Merlin), Whump, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Prescription Drugs, gaius is a bad guy in this one sorry, merlin needs a hug, Arthur needs a hug, Strangers to Lovers, Implied/Referenced Suicide Attempts, Medical Trauma, Medical Complications Due To Prior Injuries, Uther Pendragon's Stellar Parenting Skills, Fictional But Implied Christian Cult Bad Religion, no beta we die like men
Summary: Merlin is searching for a comfortable place to sleep for the night when he meets Arthur, a wealthy banker living a pampered but uninspiring life. When Arthur makes him an offer that seems too good to refuse, is Merlin willing to risk everything for the sake of a shower, a hot meal, and a safe place to sleep?
prompt: exile
They had been riding for 5 hours in silence. 5 hours since Arthur had been exiled, and Merlin had followed him without a word.
5 hours since Merlin had stopped a dagger with magic in front of the court. 5 hours since Uther had ordered Merlin's execution. 5 hours since Arthur had taken the blame instead.
5 hours since Arthur had claimed he had been the one to make the dagger freeze in mid-air.
5 hours since Arthur claimed he'd been practicing magic.
And now they were here.
14 HR recs
Plausible Deniability | 40K | Getting information out of Ilya about his family was like getting blood from stone. Maybe harder. It had been one of the first things Shane had noticed about him. Any questions about his parents – the kind of typical things Shane’s mom had taught him to ask to make polite conversations – would result in brusque, emotionless answers or, worse, actual anger. But somewhere out there was Irina’s granddaughter. The only remaining blood relative that Ilya gave a shit about. And Ilya could never go back, which was Shane’s fault. So that bothered him.| Canon divergent, deviates at some point during Heated Rivalry IIRC but sort of runs parallel to canon as we know it, all through TLG and then gets into future fic territory. Shane starts wondering about how Ilya's niece is doing in Russia and handles the whole thing in a very Shane way. I love how the author intertwines their additions with canon events. Excellent characterisation all around, but I'm particularly in love with this Shane. The way he acts, thinks and speaks rings so true to canon and seems a pretty realistic portrayal of neurodivergence, at least to me. I'm also very impressed with Ilya's niece's storyline . I've read so many stories where she lands on Ilya and Shane's doorstep because of reasons, and it always seems so OTT and in some cases Shane and Ilya have no trouble establishing a rapport with her... the way it is handled here is so much more realistic for Shane and Ilya both. There's a very cute and fluffy epilogue, so it's definitely a HEA, feel good kind of story, fear not.
Definitely, Probably | 11K | “Bella broke up with JJ.” Shane stopped dead. He swore the temperature in the kitchen dropped two degrees. “What? Noooooooo.” The neck of his T-shirt was suddenly too tight. He curled a finger in the elastic and pulled. Air. He needed air. Hayden’s voice was lowered to a frightened whisper, “We’re Code Red, buddy. Code fucking Red.” | Cute. Lovely jealous Ilya and a nice look at Shane's friendship with Hayden and JJ. Original.
storm has set the heavens scowling by @qqueenofhades| 150K | The Heated Rivalry/Shadow and Bone crossover that the people needed.| Okay, this summary totally does not do this epic story justice! First off, it's @qqueenofhades who is, IIRC, a historian and a published writer, but to me will always be the fandom hero who wrote the definitive A Song of Ice And Fire Fixit Epic which means I don't give a fuck about the mess that GoT ended up being or the fact that GRRM will never finish the series...and if you're worried because it's a crossover with a fandom you don't know anything about...I didn't either. I think I watched a couple of episodes of A Shadow and Bone Netflix series and noped out early and you know what? You don't need to know the first thing about that to enjoy this amazing AU. This is fully set in the HR world. You can simply take all the characters as OCs (and they are some awesome OCs, let me reassure you). And @qqueenofhades knows history and is an excellent writer. This is a superb Ilya-centric story, even though it's not only about Ilya. I can't believe I forgot to recommend it as soon as it was complete!
sold to shane hollander | 9.5K | “I did not have a crush on Hollander,” Troy argues. “So wanting his number is not having a crush?” Dykstra asks. “Jesus Christ,” Troy murmurs under his breath. Harris feels like he should take pity on his boyfriend. “Hey, hey, it’s okay. I had a crush on Hollander too.” It’s close enough to the truth. Harris is not going to confess that in the depths of his crush, he wrote fanfiction about Shane. And he certainly is not going to elaborate on all the plot points from the rare heart condition requiring expensive care in the United States to being sold by his family to Shane Hollander to cover the debt.| An adorable Harris-centric story. We need more stories about Harris, dammit! This is so funny. I laughed out loud several times.
like puzzle pieces from the clay by @beautifulduckweed | 15K | The universe had decided Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were perfect for each other, so it sent them an unmistakable sign. Unfortunately, the two of them have a lot of practice in mistaking things. So the universe tries again, and again. Or: how many soulmate tropes does it take to get two oblivious hockey boys together?| This is soulmark trope and magical realism. Two things I normally don't go for...but IDK, there's a fucking goose and it's amazing. I mean, it's @beautifulduckweed, she had me at the Such Great Heights lyrics for the title.
frequently, secretly fond of each other. by @milominderbindered | 223k | A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.| This is one of the most popular stories in fandom (over 1.6 million hits!) for a reason. So, yeah everyone must have already read it but it is now complete and I couldn't not recommend it. It's a Shane goes to Boston AU. Probably the best of them all. A true fandom classic.
An ode to Shane Hollander’s masculinity | 5.3K | “He’s such a jock,” Cassie says with a chuckle. She puts her glass of dark liquor on the bar so she can fold her arms. When she sees Ilya looking at Bood, she laughs and shakes her head. “Oh no, I’m talking about your man. That guy is hockey if it was a person. And thank god for that, I’ve seen those Reebok ads.”| Interesting Shane characterisation. Lovely Ilya too. Good use of socmed.
For the Right Reasons by @citrusses | 63K | Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor! Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?| The one where Shane is The Bachelor. features non-hockey-player!Ilya. I was unsure going in (I have a hard time with Aus where one or both our heroes are not hockey players) but the author is amazing and completely sold me on the premises. And they even stuck the landing, masterfully. Hats off.
HOLLANDER & ROZANOV ARE DEADby @eurydicees | 13.2K | It is December, and Scott has been out for long enough to pretend to be used to it, and things are not perfect but they’re fucking good, and Ilya Rozanov is at his apartment for dinner—has been for over an hour—and he’s still waiting so stupidly hopefully to introduce a boyfriend who very, very clearly isn’t coming.| Confession time. When I read a story I like I bookmark it immediately and copy&paste in the bookmark my comment to the author or some notes on what I liked. Well, I didn't write anything this time, I must have been sleepy or in a rush and now I don't have the time to re-read if I want to get this list posted before turning in. BUT I remember thinking it was so well-written! And a story inspired by Tom Stoppard's Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead is just such a genius idea. Got to love fandom.
Please Text | 2K | In retrospect, they should have called. Texted. Rang the doorbell. Heralded their entry with a trumpet. Something. But everything is clearer in hindsight, especially the sight of your father’s behind. Shane suppresses a shudder. | Ilya and Shane walk in on David and Yuna. Soo funny. Perfect voices.
in your arms i'd start a war by @justhere4ke| 60K | Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply. Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?” Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”| The one where they fail at communicating even worse than in canon and decide to become friends. This is more rom-com than I'd normally like, it's so well-written and of course you just end up rooting for these two idiots even though (or maybe precisely because) they are so stupid(ly in love).
Wild Geese | 6.3K | A hockey player and the most beautiful man he's ever seen walk into a bar.| I don't normally rec stories featuring trans characters...because I'm very ignorant and I'm afraid of showing my ignorance. You know what they say...Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and to remove all doubt. This story though was so lovely and moving, I just couldn't not rec it. Here we have trans Shane and it is written with such obvious love and care.
If it wasn't for that meddling kid | 138K | Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house| This another fandom classic which has been completed only recently. Great AU of the canon divergence kind. With the most memorable OC ever (Pava!!!!). Lots of hockey which is always a plus (ARustySpork's author notes have been so educational and entertaining in equal measure for someone who's just recently got into hockey). Amazing characterisation, ofc.
Wins Above Replacement | 9.5K | Ilya tries to take on Shane's tendency to deprive himself by using ancient Chinese military strategy.| mcshurg gave us another banger, hot smut with feeling and character development. I don't know how they can do it. Every. Single. Time.
Beast Like Me - Chapter 1 by doyouwanttoseeabug Ship: Merlin/Arthur, Leon/Morgana Main Characters: Merlin, Arthur, Morgana, Gaius, Leon Rating: Teen Warnings: Graphic depictions of violence Major tags: Enemies to Lovers, Fluff and Angst, Banter, Humor, Fairytale Inspired Summary: When Merlin goes to find Gaius, he’s told that he’s left Camelot. Tracing his would-be mentor, Merlin finds himself at a tumbledown castle on the edge of a hill. There are chickens, radishes, a knight who’d much rather focus on his squash and a strange voice calling in the knight. And a secret hidden in the heart of Castle Perilous. The secret behind the most important rule: don’t bleed.

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Title: Karma Pulled Us to Our Feet Now By: thesongistheriver Gift for: veronyxk84 Rating: Teen and Up Word Count: 8075 words Warning(s): none apply Summary: When Morgana has a work trip over Mordred’s half-term, Arthur gets to play full-time parent instead of part-time uncle. He’s definitely not developing a crush on the father of one of Mordred’s classmates they run into at the park. .. .. Merlin enjoys the extra time with his babysitting charges over half-term, so he supposes he can tolerate the arrogant twit whose son invited Tristan to play footie. If only he weren’t so gorgeous. .. .. In which everyone makes assumptions, the kids ship it, and two very smart men are very stupid about each other. AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/81795476
Against his will, Arthur’s lips parted slightly at the sight. Merlin wore a deep navy doublet of fine velvet, the silver clasp in the shape of a triskelion. The colour was striking, a perfect mirror of his eyes, and the cut of it … Merlin had been wearing the traditional loose Druid cloak earlier, so Arthur hadn’t noticed how strong his shoulders were, how lean and lithe his body.
— On Our Knees (At the Curtains of the Waterfall) by @thesongistheriver (Chapter 1)
Created for @bbcmerlin-reversebang 2025-2026. Posted on AO3 here.
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When a mysterious sorcerer comes to Camelot, Arthur becomes trapped in his own sword, mere moments after witnessing Merlin use magic. Now Merlin is cursed to be mute, unable to explain himself as he listens to Arthur-the-Sword shout at him as Merlin frantically journeys to save them both from their curses.
I had the absolute pleasure of working with @hiddendreamer67 for my first ever @bbcmerlin-reversebang! Thank you mods for hosting and for having us!
Go check out the very fun fic here!! 👀
It's finally hereee!! This time on @bbcmerlin-reversebang I worked with the amazing @tansyuduriwrites on a mystery!! If you'd told me this was her first time writing for the genre I don't think I'd believe you, it is SOO good!! Some of the art may be spoiler-y at the moment of posting, but please take it as a sneak peak on the roller coaster you're about to read!
Pendragon & Wyllt: Paper Dragon (51,837 words) by Tansyuduri and me!
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HUGE list of free (!!) books by black authors and revolutionaries. includes writings by toni morrison, james baldwin, assata shakur, angela davis, malcolm x, audre lorde and frantz fanon.

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This is my third attempt in the span of 2ish years at creating a cover for my canon-divergent AU longfic The Avatar and the Fire Prince, in which Zuko is the one to discover Aang in the iceberg shortly after being banished at age 13, three years prior to the canon events of the show.
I used the covers of both the ATLA and LoK comics as well as the covers for the original DVD box sets (which I had as a kid) as inspiration, and I’m actually quite happy with how this turned out! I think I’m a lot better with expressions now than I was when I attempted to draw this the first two times lol
There really really ought to be a book about how the staple crops of different civilizations shape and influence those civilizations, and I really want to read it.
Salt: A World History by Mark Kurlansky and A History of the World in 6 Glasses by Tom Standage (three are alcohol, three have caffeine) are not quite that, but may still be of interest?
I read Salt back in the day and it's so so good, second the rec. I have heard of 6 Glasses and not read it but I am sure I would probably love it. Gotta see if the library has it. Thank you!
Gonna throw Empire of Cotton by Sven Beckert in the ring here! You'll never see the modern world the same way again.
A Short History Of The World According To Sheep by Sally Coulthard blew my mind. So many things are tied to wool and sheep and weaving and so many words and phrases are tied to wool, people have no idea.
Example words which come from textiles/weaving, if not specifically wool (go look them up!): subtle, shoddy, tabby, Brazil, rocket, twit, warped, going batty, on tenterhooks, text...
I'll throw in a rec for Pickled, Potted, and Canned by Sue Shephard - a very interesting look at food preservation and how the availability of different types of food preservation shaped cultures and cuisines.
Sweetness and Power is this but for the topic of sugar
The Lost Supper: Searching for the Future of Food in the Flavors of the Past might also be up your alley. It's about "forgotten" foods and staples. They talk about different types of wheat, sauces, veggies, etc and a little about the cultures from whence they come
Also: Much Depends on Dinner by Margaret Visser. One of my favourite books.
DO I HAVE A SERIES FOR YOU. University of California Press has a gift for you and it is a 80+ book series on food studies. There are even some that are open access (legally free), but the rest are in libraries.
I also highly recommend Frostbite by Nicola Twilley. It’s about the impact refrigeration has had/is having on food preservation and culture, globally. It was one of my favorite books of this last year.
Also, The Rice Theory of Culture https://scholarworks.gvsu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1172&context=orpc By Thomas Talhelm
I haven't read it in a while but The travels of a t-shirt in the global economy by Pietra Rivoli is a really interesting examination of cotton as a global crop
I haven’t read it, but I’ve heard a lot of good things about Dark Emu: Aboriginal Australia and the Birth of Agriculture. From what I know the content is pretty heavy.