the ultimate killing machine

I am so sick and tired of seeing anything or hearing anything about that fuckass fandom that should've died out years ago.

I am sick and tired of people actively engaging in the fandom when they know better.

Even fucking people who claim to be Trans allies and care about the community, existing in fandom or buying content or talking about hp when Trans people are dying because of that MONSTER's actions.

You can not claim in one breath to care about Trans people and in the same still care about HP for fucks sake we are more important then your nostalgia.

I will no longer be treating others with kids gloves in regards to this issue.

If you still engage in the fandom honestly just block me I do not want you in my life.

I have nightmares about my identity being found out and the death of innocent trans people that revolve around that cruel and horrible woman.

I worry about my friends who live in the UK and are actively affected by the rulings against trans and intersex people that were funded and pushed through directly due to JKR's campaign agasint trans people.

I'm done with it.

I say all this as someone who used to really enjoy it btw, some of my first fanfics which I never posted were HP fanfic.

It isn't even that fucking good or well written anyways and only got insanely popular due to dumb luck and timing of the rise of fandom culture

We are more important then your fucking nostalgia!

Arthur, sweetie, this is no way to look at your manservant.

"The Dragonlords' Special Envoy"

...is not at all how Arthur imagined him. 😏

“Get some sleep.”

Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Merlin (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) Characters: Merlin (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Ensemble Cast - Character Additional Tags: Groundhog Day, Pining, Merlin’s pov, Good morgana, Political marriage Prospects, Miscommunication, Angst with a Happy Ending, Merlin’s clever but sometimes he’s dumb, king arthur - Freeform, Court Sorcerer Merlin, Everybody Lives Summary:

The sob that escaped him was a tiny thread of sound, little more than an embellishment upon the air. He did not wail. It was too big for that, too much, all the more painful for being unexpected. Not Arthur’s betrothal, but his own reaction to it. It was as if all the nebulous uncertainty of the day had crystallised into a blade.

Worse, he had no one to blame but himself. He had never told Arthur how he felt. It had always seemed like a step too far, and now it was too late.

Tomorrow, he would pick up the pieces of himself and find the strength to bear the scars of it. He would be the friend Arthur needed, and he would pretend that was enough.

Tonight, he mourned.

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BBC Merlin Deleted Scenes ➤ Season 5 ↳ (5X10 - The Kindness of Strangers)