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and i do think shane keeps that soft blue hoodie from their emotionally significant first time anal hookup… even though it’s faded and it doesn’t fit him anymore. it’s really been through the ringer from how much he wore it, especially those first few years. i think he keeps it tucked in the back of his closet, or maybe a bin, he doesn’t even pull it out when he and ilya eventually move in together and get married — his little keepsake. and one day when they’re cleaning out their things, the years they’ve spent together evident in just how much they have in their house, ilya finds that blue hoodie, and his heart stutters. he can hardly breathe all of a sudden, remembering the boy in the stairwell looking up at him with stars in his eyes. the boy that was so sweet and shy and perfect for him that first time. how easily he came apart under ilya, warm and pliant. the way it felt natural between them, the way they fit so well. the way ilya knew, even then, that they could be something. were something, something bigger than he could fathom.

one of the funniest things tos did was be sooooo inconsistent with spock's strength, which ended up making some non-vulcans Way More Powerful than they should be or, hilariously, just made spock super useless sometimes. he's got a headache he's sleepy he doesn't wanna use his strength and you can't make him, even if it kills him his friends and the entire ship he's gonna ineffectually struggle with someone canonically way weaker than him and that's that, he's not in the mood okay!!! he wants to be in the lab bickering with mccoy!!!!