grip me tight and raise me from perdition

"I never played it that way" well then your dean is more repressed than i thought he was

dean be like yeah i got diagnosed wit ptsd…. PROFICIENT TALENT FOR SUCKING DICK!! and sam would be like dean you have at least 5 distinct diagnoses according to the DSM V and deans like haha dick sucking manual

my dad and i both lived in the same underground monster hunting bunker and he was gay and i was gay and he killed himself and i became baby god

jack kerouac went on one gayass road trip and now we have to deal with all of this

the fact that they killed henriksen instead of having season after season of him and dean playing some psychosexual cat-and-mouse game is my villain origin story

i know this is where fans get antagonistic towards each other depending on which brother they "stan", but i love that it takes sam and dean a very very long time to recognize each other's childhood abuse for what it is, there's such a tragedy in childhood dissonances

watching 1x08 and it’s crazyyy to see how Sam rightfully resents their father for being strict and kicking him out but Dean can’t help but defend him because there’s things Sam doesn’t know like wym John regularly checked up on Sam in Stanford oughhh. He’s still going to hell but Dean still watched his dad trying to protect Sam for almost 20 years

“John secretly checked on Sam while he studied at standford” and “John doesn’t pick up the phone when Dean needs him and his voicemail redirects people to dean’s phone” dropped in the same episode is so crazy these boys were in the trenches

Why the hell did Cas never pick up Sam or Dean. He should have picked up Sam because I think it would be like when you pick up a big dog and the dog has no idea you could do that nor how to react. He should have picked up Dean because of gay.