lying in bed smiling at the ceiling thinking about stoic pragmatic book!rocky coming back to erid when the PTSD fully hits and the cataclysmic levels of shame he'd feel the moment his system of tightly controlled rationality allows itself to unravel. he's filling both the shoes and the caskets of a crew of 23, making himself meet their loved ones and attend all of their funerals trying to be presentable and collected and rational, he's trying to be the person their mate waited for AND FAILING! acting more and more erratic, falling into ridiculous magical thinking, and he can feel himself being irrational and he hatessss it so much. stupid stupid stupid. get yourself together (not how any of this works alas)

[COMPLETELY LOVESICK VOICE] he is so strange. And off-putting

gracerocky & do all lovers feel like they're inventing something

“word hashtag my word #myword” has done irreversible damage to my vocabulary

of all the stupid things i’ve posted on the internet it’s very baffling and awesome that #mytwig had such a lasting impact. anyway long live #mytwig

it’s okay if you don’t believe in butch ryland grace just don’t do it here

the way the entire plot of iwtv relies on the fact that louis is insanely good looking.

that is actually my main principle of explicit fic is that the personalities stay On during sex.

That ‘comment on your a03 work’ email hits like a line of cocaine every time. unmatched dopamine increase. shoutout to everyone who leaves a comment on fics. you deserve the world

maybe if we keep speculating about mitch mcconnell more different repub senators will drop dead

everything is a reference when you're crazy