my heart like one good rifle

#happy pride to this shot

Demon dean and regular dean really disgust each other like damn bitch you live like THAT? but for completely different reasons

ok wait also. the famous bobby chasing john off the property with a shotgun line IS explained in the Supernatural: Bobby Singer’s Guide to Hunting book. Somewhere around the mid 90’s john drops Sam and Dean off with Bobby to go on a hunt in Montana and then essentially drops off the face of the earth. he’s gone for so long that Bobby eventually decides to tell Sam and Dean that he must have died. sam apparently takes awhile to process this and goes very quiet and dean gets really angry. bobby says this is the biggest fight he and dean ever had. then dean disappears into the night and returns hours later with john in tow. dean’d tried to hitchhike to montana on his own to find john and accidentally caught his dad, totally unharmed and completely fine (capable of answering bobby’s phone calls, bobby takes care to mention john did own a cellphone at this point), on the way back. john packs the boys into the impala and tells them they’re going to stay with somebody who “actually cares about them” and bobby becomes so enraged that he pulls out the shotgun and starts firing.

The thing about early supernatural is that it's very easy. It puts a theme in front of you with a big flashing neon sign that says "THEME" and then it says "special reward to the lucky audience member who spots the motif" while waving around a red flag that says "MOTIF" and while all of this is happening you're crouched in the shallows sieving flecks of gold out of the river silt and thinking wow pa's gonna be real proud when I write him and tell him what I found out west

They should have had Dean have a hookup during the divorce arc but it ends up being incredibly unfulfilling and in the next scene we see him hovering over Cas's contact in his phone but turns it off instead of calling. And the show doesn't acknowledge this ever again.

I think for a while now in Dean's mind, every bed he sleeps in there's his side and Cas's side and he never says it out loud but it's just a fact and it doesn't matter that Cas has never actually slept in a bed beside him, half his bed still belongs to Cas. I also think he'll start off sleeping on his side of the bed and slowly he'll curl into Cas's side as the night progresses until he wakes up firmly on Cas's side clutching at empty sheets. And this happens in every single bed he's ever slept in since around season eight. That's why he has two lamps in the bunker.

#i just think he's insane like that#spn#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#spn posting#thinking about them instead of sleeping even thoigh i have work early tomorrow#laz rambles#idk if this counts because its hc not meta#cas finds out about this because he has to carry dean to bed for Plot reasons and he gently lowers an injured dean onto the mattress#and dean blearily looks up at him and says; why'd you put me on your side of the bed?#before passing out#while cas quietly processes that dean thinks of his bed as a thing shared between them despite the fact that cas doesn't sleep#also#his and his lamps