Kristos

Dig deeper.

You're not an exception.

That you were right from the start.

They were never your friend, nor did they genuinely care about you.

You were merely a convenience, an unpaid therapist, and a source of validation for their shortcomings.

You are in your room, whether you're doing something or nothing, it doesn't matter.

The impulse kicks in. You don't always know when, where, or why it happens

Sometimes you don't even realize that it is happening.

Here you are in the kitchen. Inspecting every single corner.

You don't even consciously know what you're looking for, but you instinctively know what has the potential to bring relief.

Here's the chocolate bar. Perfect.

You start eating.

First bite, you LOVE it.

Second bite, you like it.

The third bite, you don't feel anything.

You become this soulless mindless flesh stuffing itself

Your mind leaves your body.

You have no control over what you're doing.

You just can't stop

You lose any sense of time or space.

The only thing that brings you back to reality is the absence of the chocolate bars.

Like what kind of a 6-year-old kid watches 8 hours of TV a day while eating mindlessly?

Not everybody thinks the same way you do. Some people don't even consider completing a single task yet they believe the world owes them everything.