“When you least expect it, nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot. Just remember I’m here. Right now you may not wanna feel anything, maybe you’ll never want to feel anything, and maybe it’s not to me you wanna speak about these things, but feel something you obviously did. You had a beautiful friendship, maybe more than a friendship, and I envy you. In my place, most parents would hope those things would go away, pray their sons land on their feet but I am not such a parent. We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of 30, and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing, so as not to feel anything? What a waste”