Kiri's Random Mewsings

i wish the world was kinder to women

i wanna live in a world where trans women aren't terrified of wronging someone and being socially murdered, isolated, and cast out for it

i wanna live in a world where trans women can make mistakes. i wanna live in a world where trans women are given grace.

i wanna live in a world that trans women like me wouldn't be afraid of living in.

there should be more options than suffering via employment and suffering via unemployment

no ai usage over here. you’re gonna get my shitty authentic writing whether you like it or not

i still think about the fucking quesadilla terf

fuck a comfort tv show, what’s ur comfort video game playthrough

some of you seem to be under the unfortunate impression that i enjoy finishing things. i enjoy making things

everyone loves to think of suicidality as this dramatic emergency, but for the chronically suicidal, it just... isn't. it's a regular, often daily part of life. how would you feel if you were told you're not allowed to talk about or mention something that for you is just another tuesday? it'd be pretty frustrating, right?

I once made the mistake of telling someone who I thought was a friend about a random, stray suicidal thought I had, and she called the cops on me. I ended up spending five days in a psych ward as a result. I learned my lesson, and now I'm extremely careful what friends I tell. It sucks that I have to do that; it sucks that I can't be open about something that's literally just my life; it sucks that I can't seek help I need for fear that I'll be forced into "help" that could make things worse.

hey, do you mind if i immensly value our relationship, in a way i'll never properly be able to fully verbally communicate

public defenders get behind me. i’ll defend you this time

“so you like criminals?” I LIKE THE RIGHT TO A FAIR TRIAL.

One of worst things copaganda ever perpetuated is the rhetoric that if you aren't guilty of breaking the law, you shouldn't value your personal privacy against the state's surveillance and interrogation. That only guilty people hire lawyers when talking to police.

i don’t think i’m exaggerating when i say that the average height for women in the US would increase by at least an inch if teen girls were allowed to eat as much as teen boys are

and not to bring my own clocky bitch ass into this but if cis women weren’t so consistently starved their entire lives you’d see a lot more cis women with the kind of bodies that we currently associate closely with trans women. the amount that the standards of feminine presentation are culturally defined by malnutrition is crazy

8 years of me going "wow the experiences that trans women describe about growing up in a prison of masculinity and feeling drawn to femininity despite how forbidden it feels to like it openly are so intensely relatable. i guess i don't feel a strong relationship to masculinity myself but i'm not like, you know, trans or something. im okay with being a man." before i realized it btw

maybe if people didn't call me cis+. maybe if i'd seen more transfem enbies have their transness taken seriously instead of being written off as "basically men". maybe if i didn't see transfem enbies treat themselves as basically men and strangers to transness. maybe if i saw more transfem enbies period. i don't know.

everywhere in the queer community transfems are made to be slightly outside of it

i hate the part of depression that’s like all the things that bring me joy are empty and i can’t do anything. like come on bitch i know you love book can you just be happy about book :/